a mix of this, a pinch of that. feelings, feelings... heh, just a person can make you feel all those things inside. happy, sad, pissed, whatnot. you could have been the best of friends before, but after, no one can guarantee. i don't like how things are progressing, turning out.

i'm pissed that everything has to revolve around just you&you. one, you. i cannot stand the incessant chatterings upon your arrival, making you seem like you're all that. scratch that, not upon your arrival, more like when you're with a few meter radius of the female population. screams erupt, all conversations halt and turn towards your direction. and there you stand, unaffected by it all, as if you weren't the reason to start with. in fact, you look very much at ease, as if that's the reaction that was supposed to be shown towards you. two, you. i dislike the fact that you always appear before me at inappropriate moments. i don't like the way you flaunt your new toy, as if showing that you get on with life as easily as this, forgetting what has transpired within the last few weeks. you shrug, saying that's how it is. but i'm sure more than half of the world, ie. those with a conscience, would disagree completely to what you have done.

afterseven has been the best thing that has ever happened in my life(: in fact, my secondary school life was filled with fun and laughter, not forgetting the tears and all that. but, it was enriching. 4A1 is moving on, together as a class, rather smoothly. unity, i've never really experienced it with the whole class, but this, this is a whole new thing. with a good leader up at the front (obviously, it isn't the actual one who's in-freaking-charge), everything moves along.

rather messed up, as to whether to invite some primary school friends for the carnival@CTSS. i don't really talk to them, as in keep in contact and all that. just, a few 'hi's and 'bye's, plus the occassional chat whenever i meet with the conincidentally face-to-face. so, should i? or should i not?

the carnival's up next! the up and coming big event that the school will be coming together for! includes the whole school, staff, students, etc. this time, the upper secondary classes will be pairing up with the lower secondary, which means each paired class will be in-charge of 4 stalls, 2 F&B, 2 non-F&B. 2B1's gonna pair up with us, 4A1. lols, i wonder how we, as seniors, will lead them and guide them in the setting up of stalls on the actual day itself, and of course, in the brainstorming of ideas for the stalls. i hope, all will be smooth-sailing, i want both classes to work as one, making our stalls one of the most successful ones, if not the most successful.

tests. they drive me up the wall, mad, pissed and drained out of my brain cells.