Cries in a distance
Can't stop the tremble
I just awaiting my turn
Hiding will never
Save me forever
The guns gonna get me for sure
Dear God I pray why won't you be my friend
Come to me and take my hand
Like mama would say
Everything will be okay
All I hear is 3 2 1
The scream from the guns
And then 1 by 1
No one gets to run
Someone's dad or mom
Sister,brother and son
No...no
All I feel is 1 2 3
My tears start to bleed
Smell of roses on my feet
I feel sore...
I fall...
I call...
I crawl...
JJlin: Cries in a distance.

i've never ever heard a sincere apology from you. it's always excuses and explanations, but never an apology. is it that difficult? i hate to think of it this way, but why...?

everyone's feeling the stress piling up, whether you've been working hard the last years or not. i don't want anything bad to happen, i don't want my grades to slip, but neither do i want to feel that much stress on my head. yes, listening to the problems of others really helps me to see where I am. Giving random solutions, that's what I'd try to help& do, because, if they're unhappy, the people surrounding them will get dragged down sooner or later, no matter if you're a happy-go-lucky person or whatnot.

but I'm just getting the slight bit tired. I want my rest. I want everything that I cannot have. I want my life in order, not in the mess it is in right now. I want the sloppy teachers to just scram, get out of my sight. I want my grades, &they're usually the ones pulling me down. maybe that's not what I should say, but still.

Case study 1; chemistry. You're totally out of the league. get out of my sight. I feel like my stomach turns out whatever I've just ingested looking at you. You make me sick, the way you teach, I'll give you an F9.

Case study 2; CE. Non-examinable subject, you might think, but does she even give a damn?! She just loves to torture our class, class parent? My foot! Concentrate on taking good care of your 6 children first, then take care of us. Judging from the way you treat us, I wonder how your children feels. Even Jeffrey Ong is doing an excellent job, going out of his way for us, his co-class. &you with us for a form class? Please, just fulfill our simple wish of getting out of our sights. The one time I've praised you for, I've forgotten about it already. First impressions really do last, especially if you're keeping up with that stupid first image that you've portrayed in front of us. I'm sick and tired of your methods, they suck. I'm lucky I don't&won't ever get you for a mathematics teacher ever again.

Case study 3; chinese. You emphasize time &again about your wonderful track record. But, we don't see it, so how do you even expect us to believe in whatever that you crap? Who knows, it might just be crap. I really think you can just stop trying so hard anymore, can't you see that we won't listen to you? We've turned off a long time ago. With your primary school methods? Maybe you should just teach primary school students, they might just listen to you. Maybe even then, probably not. I know I wouldn't.