im really happy i could cry :')
peiwei just told me what i felt during the concert was...(:
it only took me once...
and it took her a year BLEH typo it's supposed to be a MONTH...(:

another thing is...
haha. well. i aint gonna put the whole story here... budden its really amazing!
i dont know how to express it lah.
budden i dunno why i feel so happy for the person!
i've experienced the feelings before, and i am so happy others can too!

nothing can describe how she feels, but nothing can describe how i feel too.
and the problem is... its her feeling it.
but i'm still super happy lor!
YAY!
its things like that that are encouraging and make me feel whatever we did was worthwhile, the waterbottles, late nights of sticking paper, the big eye bags, the endless calls and smses, the stress, the big phone bill!
but even when i see one, just this one life being saved,i feel, all these are nothing.

i quoted peiwei... what she said... almost made me cry(:
the shivering trembling... the tears that rolled down uncontrollably.
all that was real... meant something..
and im happy...
happier than ever before...
during the concert, my heart was light... so light i could barely feel it...
and that was the kind of feeling i wanted everyday in my life
before coming online... everything was so heavy
but after that. everything change.
with the presence of everyone, it made me high
took me back to the night of 25may
I LOVE MY SIS~!
she did something wrong, well not really but... yeah... made a mistake.
and she amended it right away....
i really feel like crying now...