new friends,
new life,
new way of living it.
attending redrain concert has been a right choice
that's the simplest way i can express it in words,
with my limited vocabulary xP
met new people
eg; jianming, weile, weiling, chloe
and alot more. my memory fails me x)
(i hope i didnt spell the names wrongly)
opened up abit more to others that are just aquaintances
testimonies shared was pretty good,
got insight from there(:
when all else crashes down on me, i still have an alternative
was intending to lie so that i can go for dinner with B1
didnt in the end, so im not allowed.
feeling the extreme end to disappointment and unhappiness
and the twisting in my stomach as thoughts about lying to my mum crossed my mind
thought through alot of things on the trip back after the guys ps-ed me at cityhall
confessing was a whole deal easier than thought
felt like a whole new person.
feelings before start to disappear,
a never felt before calm and serenity took control.
samantha; renewed from 26may ON...