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    Thursday, August 02, 2007, 8:20:00 PM
    Yes!
    finally got rid of that darn tuition!
    that freaking a** of a teacher...
    WHAT RIGHT DO YOU HAVE TO PUT ME DOWN LIKE THAT?!
    WHAT RIGHT DO YOU HAVE TO TELL ME WHAT I SHOULD DO?!
    WHAT RIGHT DOES SHE HAVE TO TELL ME WHAT I'M DOING WITH MY LIFE IS WRONG?!
    IT'S MY LIFE, SO I LIVE THE WAY I WANT IT!
    phew, feels so much better..
    she was crapping about what "poor time management skills" and shit
    it's more like i would SO MUCH prefer to spend MY TIME on the computer and my homework
    but i've gotten over this..
    its like why should i let it hinder my progress in life..
    she doesnt know what courses i've taken to help me with things like that..

    argh crap, i've gone way past that stage of cursing the crap out of her
    in fact, i've got more things to worry about
    like rujun... haish
    i'm not supposed to say anything
    so i'll just encourage her here...
    this post is especially dedicated to her... ((:

    lyrics of "Numb"
    I'm tired of being what you want me to be
    Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
    Don't know what you're expecting of me
    Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
    (Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
    Every step that I take is another mistake to you
    (Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)

    [Chorus]
    I've become so numb I can't feel you there
    Become so tired so much more aware
    I'm becoming this all I want to do
    Is be more like me and be less like you

    Can't you see that you're smothering me
    Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
    Cause everything that you thought I would be
    Has fallen apart right in front of you
    (Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
    Every step that I take is another mistake to you
    (Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
    And every second I waste is more than I can take

    [Chorus]
    I've become so numb I can't feel you there
    Become so tired so much more aware
    I'm becoming this all I want to do
    Is be more like me and be less like you

    And I know
    I may end up failing too
    But I know
    You were just like me with someone disappointed in you

    [Chorus]
    I've become so numb I can't feel you there
    Become so tired so much more aware
    I'm becoming this all I want to do
    Is be more like me and be less like you

    [Chorus]
    I've become so numb I can't feel you there
    I'm tired of being what you want me to be
    I've become so numb I can't feel you there
    I'm tired of being what you want me to be
    cheer up, ok? Focus more on your studies and
    DON'T, DON'T EVER GIVE UP!
    hold on to it tightly!
    lyrics of "she will be loved"
    Beauty queen of only eighteen
    She had some trouble with herself
    He was always there to help her
    She always belonged to someone else

    I drove for miles and miles
    And wound up at your door
    I've had you so many times but somehow
    I want more

    I don't mind spending everyday
    Out on your corner in the pouring rain
    Look for the girl with the broken smile
    Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
    And she will be loved
    She will be loved

    Tap on my window knock on my door
    I want to make you feel beautiful
    I know I tend to get so insecure
    It doesn't matter anymore

    It's not always rainbows and butterflies
    It's compromise that moves us along, yeah
    My heart is full and my door's always open
    You can come anytime you want

    I don't mind spending everyday
    Out on your corner in the pouring rain
    Look for the girl with the broken smile
    Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
    And she will be loved
    And she will be loved
    And she will be loved
    And she will be loved

    I know where you hide
    Alone in your car
    Know all of the things that make you who you are
    I know that goodbye means nothing at all
    Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls

    Tap on my window knock on my door
    I want to make you feel beautiful

    I don't mind spending everyday
    Out on your corner in the pouring rain
    Look for the girl with the broken smile
    Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
    And she will be loved
    And she will be loved
    And she will be loved
    And she will be loved

    [in the background]
    Please don't try so hard to say goodbye
    Please don't try so hard to say goodbye

    Yeah
    [softly]
    I don't mind spending everyday
    Out on your corner in the pouring rain

    Try so hard to say goodbye
    It isnt worth it to give it up to her
    so grab on, let her know you aren't easily controlled.
    let her know that you're no pushover.
    and all these will blow over soon enough
    and you will emerge stronger than before... (:
    heartfelt words by your close friend : Samantha ((: