Do you ever feel like breaking down?Do you ever feel out of place?Like somehow you just don't belongAnd no one understands youDo you ever wanna run away?Do you lock yourself in your room?With the radio on turned up so loudThat no one hears you screamingNo you don't know what it's likeWhen nothing feels all rightYou don't know what it's likeTo be like me*To be hurtTo feel lostTo be left out in the darkTo be kicked when you're downTo feel like you've been pushed aroundTo be on the edge of breaking downAnd no one's there to save you No you don't know what it's likeWelcome to my life*Do you wanna be somebody else?Are you sick of feeling so left out?Are you desperate to find something more?Before your life is overAre you stuck inside a world you hate?Are you sick of everyone around?With their big fake smiles and stupid liesWhile deep inside you're bleedingNo you don't know what it's likeWhen nothing feels all rightYou don't know what it's likeTo be like me*repeat*No one ever lied straight to your faceAnd no one ever stabbed you in the backYou might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okayEverybody always gave you what you wantedYou never had to work it was always thereYou don't know what it's like, what it's likeTo be hurtTo feel lostTo be left out in the darkTo be kicked when you're downTo feel like you've been pushed aroundTo be on the edge of breaking downAnd no one's there to save you No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)*repeat*welcome to my life[x2]There you goYou're always so rightIt's all a big showIt's all about youYou think you knowWhat everyone needsYou always take timeTo criticize meIt seems like everydayI make mistakesI just can't get it rightIt's like I'm the oneYou love to hateBut not todaySo shut up, shut up, shut upDon't wanna hear itGet out, get out, get outGet out of my wayStep up, step up, step upYou'll never stop meNothing you say todayIs gonna bring me downThere you goYou never ask whyIt's all a big lieWhatever you doYou think you're specialBut I know, and I knowAnd I know, and we knowThat you're notYou're always there to pointOut my mistakesAnd shove them in my faceIt's like I'm the oneYou love to hateBut not today*repeat*Will never bring me downDon't tell me who I should beAnd don't try to tell me what's right for meDon't tell me what I should doI don't wanna waste my timeI'll watch you fade away*repeat* [x3]some lyrics..pretty much describes what's going on now :))moving on to happier stuff
five of your favourite people
[one] beloved sher and jose
[two] 1d1'o6 slash 2d1'o7
[three] S4L653:))
[four] "Empower You" dogs team!
[five] my sisters!
five of your favourite foods
[one] chocolates :]]
[two] chips! ((:
[three] maggi noodles! (unhealthy but who cares)
[four] candys!((: hope i dont get tooth decay!
[five] pure addiction (name of a cake from emicakes!)
five of your best memories
[one] the six/seven days WE went out
[two] trainings st S4L653
[three] trainings at EU
[four] times we spent on carnival'o7
[five] the day we went ice-skating
five things you've done today
[one] school
[two] continue writing FF
[three] talked about HER and HER
[four] eat
[five] play comp
five words to describe you
[one] addicted to ZAPPEL
[two] addicted to chocolates
[three] kiddy.. x)
[four] design-crazy
[five] luvs my friends!
five of your favourite movies
[one] death note 1
[two] death note: the last name
[three] twin effect
[four] i not stupid
[five] mr bean's holiday
five of your worst memories
[one] failing a subj
[two] THAT nightmare
[three] finding out that SHE changed
[four] finding HER on the verge of character change
[five] having a "quarrel" with HER and HER
five types of people you hate
[one] says something, but does the opposite
[two] flirts excessively
[three] on-and-off too easily
[four] whisper excessively in FRONT of u
[five] kicks you aside once ur useless
five things you would die without
[one] the computer! ((:
[two] my precious handphone
[three] music (my life!)
[four] stories! ((:
[five] the teevee!
five of your favourite names
[one] shayanne
[two] alethia
[three] bianca
[four] carina
[five] finn
five of your favourite sites
[one] artistes' blogs
[two] artistes' forums
[five] my blog! ((: