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2010-02-06T23:41:00.001+08:00

ditched blogspot, on to LIVEJOURNAL

inthcornerofmyheart.

2009-11-18T12:05:00.002+08:00

im at the crossroads, deciding between love and hate. the dull throb of my heart starts to pick up its speed. it's a downward spiral.
last night had reopened wounds, wounds that i'd like to remember, but rather not.

REGALIA (ctss prom '09)

2009-11-18T01:30:00.007+08:00

ok, no crap, i'll just let the pics do it all for me(:

yes! complete! i dont feel like crapping on and on about it now, so maybe when i wake the next morning(: haha, facebook also have, if you're interested in taking these:D prom with the Aones is never the same, ever(:

videos:D

the videos are the best, by far(:

O-levels, here comes prom(:

2009-11-13T10:00:00.003+08:00

it's finally the damn end of Os! and so, of course calls for a post to celebrate!(: last paper was chem P1, so i didnt study:x oh well(:

but seriously, the holiday mood set in like, after the POA paper?:P cause there was approx. a week before the MT paper. yes, so~ being girls, we went shopping!(: for prom clothes of course. i didnt think it would take that long to search for a freaking dress. monday, i think we went orchard? we (as in, after4 plus peiqi&qianhua) walk around almost all of orchard luh. from far east, to ION, wisma, orchard central and what not. after chinese is back home first, then met mummy at orchard to go far east and ransack the whole mall:D lols, found the dress! phew, that took like 2 whole days of walking to find D: next day went to JP with alicia, rachel and peiqi. rachel bought the dress at JP(: the rest of us had dresses already(: met with them during lunch and then to search for my sash and shoes~!:D

headed down to cineleisure next, to find their accessories(: damn sian, like, went to orchard 3days in a row~ no shopping for me on thursday~:P damn tired~ then today, is resting day too! be going out on the weekends i guess, to find my accessories?(:

the end is near.

허영생~♥

2009-10-30T21:17:00.002+08:00

whee~ current craze: heo youngsaeng&dubu:D

not much of an update. more like, adverts:x

credit: mingyi(: anyone wants either one of it? just leave me a message:D

english paper was... ok:/ haha, olevels. dont want to talk about it):

&farewell, for now(:

2009-10-16T15:10:00.008+08:00

we all look damn awake, right~ but, the time this picture was taken was around 6am?!

whoopies, a great success for the last minute organising of this small [ok, not so small, that's like around half the class already(:] group of people who went to the airport early in the morning to send mr ong off(:

only starting sending out all the messages at like, 8pm? so, had like about 4 hours at the most to arrange everything before i knock out(: thank god peiwei's organising it with me, and also being able to find his flight details. [credits to me~ haha:D]

success! everyone woke up on time, with a few exceptions here and there~ haha, got mummys and daddys driving us there, so we were damn early. but mr ong left his house at the time we reached changi~

peiwei said i look like the one going off on a trip instead of mr ong :P haha, spread out over a few rows in case mr ong didnt come from row3. the guys at row1, rach and ali at row2, genglin at row3, jiaxian at row4 and me, pq, hw at row5. well planned, right?:D

anyway, he was shocked:D he begged us to not go already, but still, a lot of them still wanted(: everyone woke up at like, 4, 5am just to meet up and arrive at the airport at 6am.

love it(: bet all the other teachers were absolutely envious

tag to say you've taken the photos(: i just wanna know:D
mr ong: i hope you're playing with the cat, and that the couple is still alive :x

♥teenage years.

2009-09-27T21:02:00.002+08:00

the bulk of our teenage years are spent in our respective secondary schools. im really going to miss some, if not all of the teachers as well as students that i've came to know in that 4short years. talking to peiwei during humanities focus that day made me realise(:

first and foremost, it's of course the teachers that have moulded us (ok, well, me) into what we are today. extra credits go to the teachers who have gone through lots just to teach the class of 4A109. our class and co-class parents, esther fong and jeffrey ong, who have stuck it out with us for close to 2years now. though i dont really "know" esther fong, but, well, she's just been there. jeffrey ong is the only teacher that i know so far that goes through that much just for his students... definitely not forgetting mrs wang who'd just gotten close to us as the Os draw closer. i'd say she saw the potential in the A1-ers that took POA, and look where it got us:D of course, ms tan who is sooo cute, haha. though she's strict when she doesnt see the results after our hardwork (for some of us :P)

the thing i really love about my four year journey with ctss - 4A109 and of course, the beloved afterseven. well, i do like 2D1, but i love 4A1. i really cant bear to part with everyone who made 4A1, uniquely A1. especially the people i've come to be close with in our last stretch of revision before the Os.

but all good things have to come to an end, somehow.
to meet, to know, to love and to part. that's the saddest tale of the heart.

study outing~

2009-09-21T21:39:00.002+08:00

slept at 1 last night, i bet due to the 2h50min nap in the afternoon... [i knew i shouldnt have slept that long -.-] and surprisingly, i woke before my alarm @8. woke up @740, decided to get my lazy self out of bed, and into the shower, since we're supposed to go to the airport to MUG, and will be expected to return late. ~~someone totally ignored my 4smses/1call and continued sleeping -.-~~

mummy sent me to clementi MRT, where i met rachel, and realised that ktyx, together with charrissa and qianhua werent coming along with us anymore. so train-ed to commonwealth and made use of the 10mins kelvin took to reach the station to decide on alternative places to go to since not alot of people were coming along. [plus, airport seems too far a place, no?]

tried to call peiwei. of course, to discuss as well as to inform her on our change in plans. failed. she wasnt awake yet, last resort was to call her house luh. peiwei was groaning into the phone, still wanting to sleep. venue changed to peiwei's house instead then(: tempted to buy apple strudel when we passed ritz at novena.

settled to study. had lunch at around 12/1, and was about finishing when genglin arrived. did POA, then slacked from 1530 onwards. rested awhile, ie, lied on peiwei's sofa. until 1615, then played with carpet&neoneo after that, while kelvin&rach were in the kitchen learning to make mooncakes from peiwei's mum(: bet genglin got overdose from the attention carpet showered him:D

all went into the kitchen when peiwei suggested making some for the teachers. very simple to make!(: im proud of myself! &peiwei! for making the teddybear:D then to studying again. but dinner was soon served, so ate a bowl(:

went off, daddy was downstairs waiting for me to come down so we could head to sunset way for dinner. grill out! was closed): peaberry&pretzel had a change in ownership): BUT, haha, dinner was still at a western restaurant. lovely food, cant begin to describe, but im too lazy to upload the photos, so, oh well:D

holiday? oh, mugging time!

2009-09-18T17:04:00.004+08:00

see you tomorrow, class.
but, tmr's a saturday, 'cher~!

haha, slip of tongue!(: rain, rain, go away~ keeps raining today, lulling everyone to sleep luh. NOO~ jeffrey ong is leaving us in the lurch (ah, not really :P) he's leaving for NZ, i think, just a week before our Os! oh well. [still doesnt include the fact that HOD is taking his place to teach in that one week he's away, shucks]

long weekends spells/equates to stacks of homework. there's BukitP amaths paper which im not sure is the full set or a paper only, english grammar and vocabulary exercises and some humanes homework (which i think is relatively simple?) scared cannot finish luh. hope to(more like MUST!) complete them!

were returned the SS paper as well as chemistry and emaths. MY A1!): no A1 for chemistry, but a 35 for SS(: YES!:D 81 for emaths overall, but joyce tan said it was an easy paper):, pull me back down on earth):

chiong-ed lunch after buying honey milktea(: @anana's (sp?) cafe, had chicken rice in record 10mins with rachel, then back to school, in time for afternoon focus. did 2008's paper, challenging i guess(: better be prepared for 2.5hr english focus sessions!

planning/inviting people for airport study session on monday, the hari raya holiday(: sounds hardcore, huh? but, lols, this is to make up for slacking whenever and wherever as long as it suits us. i want to be able to go~!

instead of detesting where im put in, im thanking you for making us realise the close bond we share.
thank you for the wonderful one-time experiences that you've ~~given~~forced on us(:

great fun&laughter.

2009-09-17T20:17:00.002+08:00

i just realised, at 10+ last night that POA paper ended ridiculously early, at 0915. haha, abit slow :P and best thing, i touched nothing of POA, and was feeling damn guilty today [but still, no action taken. even when i saw everybody revising :x i just popped in here and there to hear abit of this and abit of that :D]

mood in 4C1 was damn hardcore. even the NA at one corner studying luh. then 4A1 in the middle of the room, like damn slack, as though finished studying and very confident of getting A1 if not full marks for the paper. suan-ed ktyx for bringing such a bulky bag. the NUM one that she brought for the sentosa trip. this time round, instead of fitting all those bulky cameras in, she brought WII!

stoned at the passage way between C1&D1 to discuss the paper. then from discussion of the paper become a wide variety of other topics luh. mobile phones, KPOP, and ktyx was at another corner copying stuff for her cousin's oral that day.

city vibe for sweet talk. and for singtel to check out p's phone(: honey milk tea without pearl was weird. i was walking out of city vibe with A4 and peiqi and drinking, all the while waiting for a pearl to come up my straw. &then i realised this cup dont have, cause they havent finish cooking, hais):

MRT ride and bus ride was damn noisy. suan-ing ktyx on MRT, bus was the time where i wanted alone time -.-, i got none. haha, they all moving everywhere luh (around the last 3rows of the bus, and according to them, i was emo-ing at the back corner seat.)

personality quizzes for the first hour or so, then WII, guitar hero! lunch-ed then off to own activities. i'm a bad host, i just used facebook :P

the 3crazy and noisy idiots who wanted some shut-eye were, well, noisy as hell before they quietened (which was pretty long) haha, someone ~~snored/sleeptalked~~:D

♥secret life.

2009-09-16T08:30:00.002+08:00

I was so tempted to send mr ong an sms after this, thank you for not being an asshole to our class.I promise I'll never talk back anymore and do well for my o levels get straight As so you wont become crazy due to over-stressful students and become like this demented bee here. I think that would be so sufficient.
This type of teacher really makes me want to thank God that Mr Ong is our classparent.
@wei-the-blur.bs, 15sept09

whatever it is, i always love reading peiwei's blog(: it's.. insightful, i guess?:D
[so unlike sammie, everything just bomb, if im too angry to type :P]

STOP...!

2009-09-15T16:40:00.004+08:00

now, i know after4 will be expecting an update since my blog has a makeover(: so, here it is!:D

finally seeing the light, which announces the end of prelims! left with the theory paper of POA:D
[now wait, i lost interest in typing more...]
wednesday is going to be a 'short break', then thursday, the last day of our papers.
seems like after4 is coming over on thursday, as there's much time to waste after the POA paper :D

(you just didnt realise.)
been thinking alot these days, i wonder why(: MRT/bus rides are much more fun, and the seat at the back in the corner is ♥ed. best time would be around 4, where the sun pours in, though it's not damn hot or anything. so many things going on around, but no time to stop and think. oh well, that's city life for you.
where to go? what to do? why is this happening? what's with all the 'what ifs'? why am i feeling this way?
i dont want this. i dont need this. why cant it fade away?

So that nobody knows (I hide it)
I try my best to ignore it (I try to)
In the corner of my heart that doesn’t heal
the scar that grew hurts

Take away all the painful memories
The deep hurt inside me I keep trying to cut away
Take it all away

I try to laugh as if nothing’s wrong
I try my best to erase you
In the corner of my heart that doesn’t dry
it hurts as much as flowing tears

Thank God for you guys.

professionalism.

2009-08-20T01:21:00.001+08:00

i dont know? so adults are really as immature? really. we, teens, have had all the chances to adapt to such harsh environment. i guess we'd have to thank you(: if not for you guys, i dont think the class would have gelled together so easily.
backstabbing, fun? wow, you really dont have a life do you? i mean, if you dont like us, must it show so apparently? goes to show how professional you are. well, various things point to the same direction as well. i think, you belittle the connection across classes, you seem to have forgotten that before now, we'd used to come from different classes, with different cliques. that's the part where your 'plan' fails.

{♥}몰랐어요, 미안한다...

2009-08-14T22:41:00.002+08:00

(translation&lyrics.)

jeonyek neouri jigo
hana dul kyeojin bulbicheul ddaraseo
neoege gago isseo
chagaun barame umchurin eokkaega nara angijeone
naega kamssajulkka
I love you babogateun geudae
modeun geoshi na-egeneun gojunghan geol

geudae wiro ddeo-oreun taeyang mankeum
nuni bushin i gaseumeuro
gidarijun shigan mankeum neol naega jikyeojulke
gidohan modeun kkumi ganjeolhan nae hyanggiro nama
uril hyanghae isseo
More than the air I breathe

balka ol achime hamkke useul su ittneun
naui baraemdeuri irwojil su ittdorok
naega gidarilke ne son notji anheulke
nunmulppunirahaedo naega dakkajulke
geu bichi boiji anhado amuri heomhan giriljirado
yaksokhalke (mine mine mine mine)
Please be mine

geudae wiro ddeo-oreun taeyang mankeum
nuni bushin i gaseumeuro
gidarijun shigan mankeum neol naega jikyeojulke
gidohan modeun kkumi ganjeolhan nae hyanggiro nama
uril hyanghae isseo
More than the air I breathe

saranghandago ije geudaeppunirago
jeo haneul kkeute soricheo jeonhago shipeo
love you teojildeuthan gaseumi geudaereul bureugo isseo
a peun shi ryeon i u ril chajawado
geu apeume mok meyeowado jul su ittneun naega deo saranghalke
tumyeonghan useum kkochi banjjagineun jeo byeoldeulcheoreom
areumdapge neol neomaneul jikyeojulke

geudae wiro ddeo-oreun taeyang mankeum
nunu bushin i gaseumeuro
gidaryeojun shigan mankeum neol naega jikyeojulke
saranghae neol saranghae sesang gajang nunbushin geudae
kkugyeo gateun i mam
More than the air I breathe

After the after glow sets,
I'm going towards you,
Following the lights which turn on one by one
I'll embrace you,
Before the cold wind makes your shoulders flinch
I love you,
The foolish you,
You're so precious to me
As much as the sun that rises above you,
I'll keep you safe as much as you've waited for me, with this glaring heart,
All the dreams I've prayed for,
They're going towards you with my sincere scent
I hope that my wishes of smiling next to you every new morning,
Will be able to come true
I'll wait for you,
I'll never let go of your hands,
Even if it's only tears,
I'll wipe them away for you
Although we are not able to see the end,
No matter how bumpy our road is,
I'll promise you, please be mine
As much as the sun that rises above you,
I'll keep you safe as much as you've waited for me, with this glaring heart,
All the dreams I've prayed for,
They're going towards you with my sincere scent,
More than the air I breathe,
'I love you' 'You're the only one',
I want to yell those words out into the sky
I love you, my heart which feels like bursting is calling out to you
No matter how many times they find us,
No matter if we can't breathe,
Like those invisible flower-like smiles,
Which shine just like the stars,
I'll keep you safe beautifully
As much as the sun that rises above you,
I'll keep you safe as much as you've waited for me, with this glaring heart,
I love you, I love you,
You're the most beautiful in this world,
This dream-like heart,
More than the air I breathe

(몰랐어요, 미안한다...)
always, hidden so perfectly under the guise of fatigue. always, fatigue won over frustration. always, fatigue more evident than frustration. hang in there, we're still here, silently supporting.

more often than not, things are always taken for granted.

AS WE BID GOODBYE.

2009-07-22T18:02:00.001+08:00

the 4-and-a-half-day holidays are coming to a close, so it's farewell to the hardcore k-pop fan side of myself, and back to hardcore MUGGING. focus starts tmr, after school from 1430-1630, and 1900-2100. there's 30mins break from afternoon focus before one-on-one sessions with various teachers for an hour, and another 30mins for dinner.

but, with after4, nothing's going to be boring, i guess? with kaiting's nonsensical side, peiwei's blur side, rachel's nerdy side, alicia's hardworking side, and mine? who knows what may happen?(:

14weeks (or as peiwei says) till the actual bigDAY (or months, rather).

i think it's now or never

AFTER4: SENTOSA.

2009-07-16T10:21:00.010+08:00

EDITED!

since there are quite a number of things to 'recount on', i shall post(:
nobody was really in the mood to study for POA once the 2.5hour amaths paper2 was over, so HIGH-ed over the trip later. mass picture taking(: i think the rest of the POA students in 4A were pissed, or at least, curious at our behaviour :P not much pics on my cam, more on KTYX's since hers is like 12.1MP.
POA paper1 was only an hour! so in the morning, i was "after amaths, it's 'smmoth sailing' already"(:
after the paper, ali (who was behind me) called, and then whispered "SENTOSA!" :D can see how much expectation we had in going there(:
totally chiong-ed for our bags at the back of the classroom after the invigilator said we could. luckily, the sky cleared in the hour while we were taking the paper(: took 166, ali must be rather irritated at my whining, keep asking "how long more?" she's like a mummy trying to calm her 5year old kid :x
bought food, then the tix, and went to palawan beach in our school uniform. i could just feel the stares from the rest of the people going there :x
changed out of schoolU at the toilet there, then ate on the beach :D loads of sand~ a picture before going down the waters. not really sunny, so didnt fulfil our wishes of getting a tan. peiwei&ktyx raced, peiwei won :P up the shore for more pics! i bet we can compile all our pictures and make it into a photobook already(: tried using timer for jump shots. failed miserably. the lifeguard (whom ali was eyeing :P) came down and offered help, but got rejected. tried MORE, failed once more... hais. then this guy, (angmoh, prob? cause he speak got slang :x) came over and offered. hesitant, but accepted anyway. sian, i feel guilty~
more shots! i keep feeling someone is looking at us... ): very paiseh, since everyone selfcam-ing.
got bored in the end. so frisbee! pw-rach VS ali-ktyx-sam. cant help but feel im the spoiler): cause need go home early.

thanks to KTYX for waiting for me to bathe and drawing the "cute" map for the no-sense-of-direction me :D

click to expand(:

(most definitely♥)http://www.facebook.com/home.php#/album.php?page=2&aid=3603&id=1721149191
im lazy, go there for all the pictures :P
[EDIT> 2007]

handphone wallies, goodies~ for after4, since i feel guilty for lack of updates :P

4R

2009-07-08T16:29:00.003+08:00

(MATTE.)

will be heading down to WM to print some stuff on friday i guess(: xinyi will be coming along with me, damn excited(: ali, give me your answer soon~ lols :D

personality tests(:

2009-07-07T17:04:00.002+08:00

【29号瓶】起来，开步走
你是一个动静皆宜的人，你可以热情的与人交往，也可以静静的独处。这个瓶子的名字叫做“起来，开步走”，所以你是一个具有行动力的人，可以带领周遭的人起身去做一些事。
你的困难与挑战：你是否常觉得自己在两个极端之间摆荡呢？有时十分火热，外向，有时非常的冷静，内向。有时像是火山爆发，有时像是处于深海之中。
你的未来潜能：是一个想要改变习俗的改革者。为和平而付出自己、保护别人，希望能给予人类最好的。

Capricorn Strength Keywords:
responsible
patient
ambitious
resourceful
loyal
Capricorn Weakness Keywords:
dictatorial
inhibited
conceited
distrusting
unimaginative
Capricorn and Independence:
Capricorns are very independent because they know their capabilities and therefore they rarely trust others to finish details, they like to do it all themselves. Capricorn is the longer of all zodiac signs.
ok, part true, part untrue. i like to finish things up... independent might have to confirm :P
Capricorn and Friendship:
The Capricorn is the strong friend, they will always be there to help, they are very sympathetic, caring and helpful to a friend in need. A Capricorn will get someone back on their feet again with a steady plan for success and for all this, they expect nothing in return. The Capricorn friend is deep and mysterious and full of intrigue, there always seems to be something going on in their mind.
whee~ i'm a great friend! lols(:
Capricorn and Business:
The Capricorn personality is geared towards that of leadership and achievement, they always want to climb the corporate ladder and be the best they can be. Capricorns have excellent sense of time and manage it very well, they are excellent organizers. Capricorns are very creative, not spontaneously creative but it is incorporated into their time management skills and their ideas for executing a plan. Capricorns make good, wise investments because they look at the long term and what will be the most beneficial down the road.
im a leader~(: excellent sense of time? BLEH, please, lols.
Capricorn and Temperament:
Capricorns might seem melancholy and stern because they live by self-discipline and responsibility. They evaluate everything and they don't take daring chances without weighing the advantages and disadvantages first. To the onlooker, they might seem boring but it is the serious drive and structured way of life that the Capricorn feels safe with. Capricorn's self-sufficiency is often mistook for coldness, they are not as cold as they seem, this might be apparent just because Capricorns like to do everything themselves this way there is no worry about something not finished or not done properly. It is all about control of their surroundings and their daily lives and sometimes this spills into other people's lives. They believe they can give structure and organize other people's lives too, which they can but others might see this as intrusive and not welcome the Capricorn's suggested changes. According to Capricorn, there is only a right way and a wrong way to do things and this idea makes some Capricorns closed minded, stubborn and reluctant to agree with others. This is an ongoing lesson for Capricorns, knowing that there is more then one way of doing things and even though their way is usually right, it does not mean that they have to impose their ways on others.
melancoly?stern? REALLY?! i think i go high with A7 manzxz. self-discipline? i think i have ZERO, agree with the last part: stubborn, reluctant :P
Capricorn Deep Inside:
Capricorns have this sense of melancholy and necessity for structure and work because inside they feel they are unworthy and need to continuously prove their worth. Once they realize that all they need is self-love, door will open and they will see the world in a new light, one that allows for pleasure and guilt-free fun. Capricorns most important need is security, financial and material security. This is the driving force behind their ambitious character and all other personality traits of desire to succeed. They are very concerned with their public standing and their prestige. Capricorns are loners but they also need to feel appreciated, but they are excellent at hiding this truth. Capricorns are very self contained and they have many faces they present to the world, they are known as aloof and indifferent but this is them concealing themselves from the world, unfortunately, they may never know who they really are. This causes feelings of insecurity and causes them to question their own self worth. Capricorns make it difficult to get close emotionally because once they let someone in, they do not want to let them go and emotional connection makes them feel vulnerable yet satisfied at he same time. This is an ongoing internal conflict of contradictions inside the Capricorn's mind.
lols, is that like the euphemism for money-minded? HA. they make me seem like some, EMO KID. AWW):
Capricorn in a Nutshell:
Capricorns are very ambitious people, they always have something they are pursuing and they want their lives to be fulfilled and important. Capricorns are extremely patient and will wait a long time for something they want, when the opportunity arises, they will plan their steps carefully to others, they might appear hesitant but this is not true, they know that there is only one chance to succeed and they are filing together their information to take the proper steps to accomplish their goal with flying colors, not just second rate. Capricorns have a very active mind and strong powers of concentration. Capricorns like being in control of their surroundings and everyone in their life. Capricorns are very cautious but this only to survey the situation before leaping in, they will never make a hasty jump in. They accept change but introduce it slowly so they can get used to it and incorporate it into their life. Capricorns tend to see life in black or white, definitive's only. There are no gray areas for these are areas that are not understood and this makes Capricorn feel uncomfortable. They tend to be in control in a romantic relationship that way they are never vulnerable to another person.
patient? NAWW, im impatient, please(: im doubting the part on strong conc... HMM.
What it's Like to Date a Capricorn Woman:
Deep inside, she is romantic and loving but it takes the right man to expose this. On the outside, she may seem like she does not care much for love. The Capricorn woman is perfect for the man who likes a challenge. It will take time to get closer to her, never make her rush into a relationship. Be patient because she is. Capricorn woman is very classy, upscale woman. You have to woo her and court her like a lady. Shower her with nice gifts (but not too expensive, she is a very conservative spender and expects you to be also). She will dominate and control the relationship but in her intriguing subtle way, let her take the lead, she won't steer you wrong! She will lead the relationship in the right direction because she is smart and practical. She will offer you a long lasting, real, loyal relationship with all the right ingredients for happiness.
who knows how true this is, LOLS. but, I LIKE(:
How to Attract Capricorn:
make them laugh, they tend to be melancholy so anyone who can make them laugh is appreciated. Talk about anything but do not pry into their emotions. They do mind listening to yours however. When Capricorn feels safe, they will let some of their cat out of the bag. Talk about serious topics, things that matter and avoid unconventionality, they are very conventional people and do not like shock-topics. They like to be connected to on an intellectual level. They like gifts, not gaudy and expensive but practical and useful. Keep it high class, they do not like second-rate gifts, or dates for that matter. Plan an upscale date to a art gallery, theater or fancy restaurant. Never be late. Capricorns are very punctual and live by a schedule and they do not like to be kept waiting, it shows irresponsibility. Be patient with Capricorn, underneath that aloof, indifferent outside lies a physical, passionate loyal person that will come out when the time is right, once you have proven yourself.
&here im thinking i laugh TOO MUCH. who knows, it might just be for show :P &KTYX, the RED part is FOR YOU. TARDY QUEEN(:

생일축하해, 박정수!

2009-07-01T00:00:00.000+08:00

happy birthday!(:

nothing here(:

2009-06-30T17:17:00.002+08:00

(HEARTS&SCREAMS)
ali, you can totally just watch a full concert here, though not in order of performance :D

CRAZY LOVE

THE WAY YOU ARE (REMIX), SOMEBODY TO LOVE

HUG (ROCK VERSION), WRONG NUMBER

PURPLE LINE, BALLOONS

ARE YOU A GOOD GIRL, RISING SUN

INSA

SONG FOR YOU

TONIGHT

LOVE IN THE ICE, DON'T SAY GOODBYE

MIROTIC

side-tracking a little~
CHECKMATE yunnie's solo stage(:

you asked for a post, you didnt say what on :P

it's a CELEBRATION!

2009-06-12T21:54:00.002+08:00

[EDIT]

was daddy ong's birthday!
everything was so last minute luh ): got to know it only on the morning of his birthday, so was still contemplating whether or not to head out during recess to buy things for setting up of the class. didn't intend to buy a cake since GL said the Vball guys were celebrating with cake le. spread the message around cause the rest of after4 didn't come to class, YET.

sat through a rushed maths lesson, cause joyce tan wanted to go through as much things as possible within the short 2hr lesson. she can finish revising log and ln graph in 5 minutes! :O that was WOW(: she always releases the class on time, love her for that :P but group2, i have to say, damn sad. first teacher release almost 10minutes late every single time, the next teacher taking over also the same thing... idiot, made us wait outside until 1010 luh! and recess ends as well as english starts at 1030!

stood outside for 10 minutes, and was very fidget-y. haha, cause time is really running out luh. class chair approves of buying cake, so totally chiong-ed out, with alicia and genglin. that stupid guy, say we run so fast... no time luh! slight time wastage at bengawan solo, cause there were alot of cake to be chosen from from the on-the-shelf cakes. (good luck in understanding that sentence, cause i dont :x) crossed out the pandan cake, decided to choose a chocolate one. chocolate gateur(: then met peiwei, rachel and ktyx, headed to some store with them, before passing them the cake, and leaving to buy streamers!(:

change of plans in the end, genglin suddenly ran off, like WHOOSH! haha, lagged behind luh, stupid sports person, we no stamina lehh... :P

back to class, wanted to decorate the board and call everyone up, but mr ong came already! dashed out when i heard the cake was back. they were preparing it at the staircase there(: damn hurried, and must be damn secretive. luckily, both sets of curtain were drawn, so it's easier to put the plan in action? :D

kelvin ong came, and met ms ng, and she was like, totally scolding him! argh, plan almost gone case le luh. peiwei kanchiong, so went in in the middle of a scolding session. but class very coordinated, just sing birthday song, lols! then mr ong was like, "wait, wait, wait! I'm scolding people here! Continue later(:"

was damn funny(: and thank heavens! haha, mr ong loved the cake A LOT. his eyes practically lit up on seeing the choc cake :P jiaxian gave him the bear after the song? or was it before? anyway, quite funny, since it's like a 'freebie' kinda thing :D mr ong suggested it to be our class mascot, since the other one, though safe, was confiscated.

he actually had a lot of things to go through with us that day, haha, but spent like half the lesson on the birthday celebration.

[on the side note; guys, really sorry for the long wait! but here's the link to the aesthetic concert photos that have been rotting in my camera! no pictures here, so no worries :P]
LINK. 060609

XINYI(:

2009-06-05T22:09:00.001+08:00

xinyi!, you must go here
this post is in case i ever forget, i just realised this now(:

so faraway...

2009-06-04T15:44:00.007+08:00

dont screw me, scold me! haha, i know i havent been updating luh, but im preoccupied you know(: well, with the stupid string of examinations that the sec4 students always have and of course, my lovely books :D realised that there has been a lot of ongoings that have been missed due to my rather long hiatus from blogging(: but, just a snappy one to keep track, so that i can come back to read, reminiscing about the old times(:

everybody's totally caught up in Boys Over Flowers (꿏[?]보다남가). err, most girls, havent seen any guys who are into idol dramas(: rachel with her LMH, alicia with KB&KHJ, xinyi with KB, apple is the song... haha, stand by me~ [on a side note, the pictures at TRCC are loaded, go grab(:]

JUNE1.
had chinese Olevels written paper. and the night before, i was crazily sms-ing as well as at my uncle's house watching a show/movie on tv, rather than doing some last minute revision. daddy had reminded us to bring our ezlink cards and the entry proof. the teacher that was invigilating us was really nice, got me thinking...
if we had had him for our chinese teacher for the past 2years, we might probably be like little lambs in his class, much like the attitude during specific lessons, rather than what some might see as rebellious kids. haha, our standard might have been those few at the top, even, i believe(: then, back home first for some relaxing time, bathe and headed to cathay cineleisure for "Dance, Subaru" movie. WHOO~ (동방신기 only turned up for that measley minutes during the show ): haha, but, the show on the whole was quite nice too, cant really say im disappointed at the SHORT cameo appearance of TVXQ. i like Subaru, the lead character in the show! and her supporting male character. quite a bit of SM songs were in there <3)

JUNE2.
environmental dance competition, the dance groups took part in it, so the sec4s took time off from the structured lessons to join (YES!) reporting time was at 0800, same as the time structured lessons started, so there's not much of a difference): hair and light makeup was done in a short time span of about an hour and a half. everyone helped out, the room was in a total mess. to nanhua high for the competition. they had a freaking auditorium, can!? but, the stage was SMALL, which had trouble fitting 15 people already, what's to say our dance group, though with a few members missing, had a strength of slightly more than twice its capacity. overall, i had to say we managed to adapt to the small space given to us(: some had to give up the chance of performing so that the stage wont seem cramped and that, the dance still could go on. mr lee (one of the band TICs, i guess?) followed us, together with ms woong. haha, he said he was touched everytime he saw us perform!D: lols, quite happy, and with a certain hint of shock as well(: returned to school at around 11, and headed to sit in for the last lesson scheduled for the day. chemistry was like, a huge joke. haha, we touched on esthers. and of course, the class erupted in laughter. "... how esthers are ~~fong-ed~~ formed. the lesson continued, with little bursts of laughter each time something was said.

JUNE3.
english oral, and i didnt even revise it the night before. i had my head buried deep in my book :P to make up for it, i brought all the things related to oral and read it through a few times before my turn, since i was the last one to be taking the oral. i think it was pretty okay? i wasnt too worried for my reading, haha, since ms koh said it was rather ok during the oral one-on-one(: picture discussion, i was a bit scared. (and i really did screw up slightly towards the end! otherwise i think i did okay?) conversation, thank god, was not too bad as well. the topics touched on were something that isnt to difficult, unlike the conversation topics for the afternoon slot one. had a chat with sandra, shermaine before they headed to the reporting venue for their oral. called up the rest of after4 to ask about their oral, hung around in the canteen, waited for the other dancers in the afternoon session oral prelims to finish up and have lunch together. i bought pasta! haha, loved it. HP&RJ bought subbies instead, haha, HP the subway freak :D ate on the way back from cityvibe to school, and i managed to finish the pasta before stepping into the foyer! waited for RJ&HP to finish their subs, and then changed into dance tees/aesthetic tees for rehearsal. pretty rushed, and the little meal did almost nothing to help the hunger. TRCC was beautiful, almost like a hotel! (what im talking about is the backstage, and for a moment, it really felt like we were travelling!~(:) what with the twists and turns and the 1001 hallways. haha, love the changing room, toilet and the prep room! prep room was normal, seen these kinds before, those with light bulbs around the mirror like a superstar's ones? haha, the changing rooms are like hospital wards ._., with the white draw curtains like those around hospital beds :x, but still, nice, and a fresh new 'sight' in a sense. tested the lightings only during individual stage time. then to their cafeteria for a break! NICE~ haha, but the juniors were all up in front, = they got to the cafeteria first, which equals they queued first and got to eat staple food. the poor seniors behind only had the time to munch on finger food): dry run, with everyone to check the flow&back to school for dispersal(:

JUNE4.
finally, the first time i get to experience a FULL DAY of structured lessons(: geography at NEXUS first. she took up 20minutes for story-telling, and then she started to ask questions related to geography, natural vegetation, so not much of brain used(:
for maths, joyce tan wasnt present in school today, and the 4E classroom, were going through a round of washing up o.O, like the classrooms even need it... grp2's new math teacher took over. mr choi, though with the same surname as a teacher i had quite liked during my primary school days, but they seem worlds apart :x grp1 went to the canteen to slack instead. got an hour and a half for break, lols, inclusive of the recess break we were supposed to get.
slacked through chinese because we couldnt find the venue in which the class was taking place. a minority of our class disappeared for chinese, while the majority stayed in the canteen before deciding to be good kids and head up for lessons. in the end, couldnt find the venue, even though we searched almost every available classroom in the school. got someone to sms another person who was "missing", and the reply was "somewhere in the school". and to quote peiwei, "yeah, thanks man. like we didnt know it's in school." so in the end, spent the entire period in the canteen.
chemistry was not too bad, though the classrooms were still undergoing their washing. took off for the lab instead as we informed ms tan. screw that f-ing person who sent/said such an obvious and vague answer. chemistry was rather, bleh, to say. she wasnt in a very good mood.
went to the field to help the guides set up their "model tent" so guolian could teach the sec3 guides how to do it. very fun, haha, though it was done under the hot, hot sun(: it looked more like an after4 bonding session rather than setting up for a guides meeting later(: to MAC for lunch since there were some crazy people who wanted to collect the cups that came together with upsizing of the EVM. after4+guolian. had a rather lengthy chat about lots of things, mostly the topic that all teens are almost "bad-mouthing" in a sense(:

(생일축하해)

happy belated birthday, chunnie!(:

1st shot.

2009-05-21T10:36:00.014+08:00

had damn high fever yesterday, about 40degrees. that was what i heard from daddy, since i was so groggy and all, i took my temperature and then passed it to him to look at the reading. no wonder i was feeling like so warm, with the exceptions of my hands and feet, totally COLD. staggered to the clinic at the market and then waited for like 15minutes (which felt like a total hour). fever dropped abit when the doctor took it, around 39.5degrees. so he made me take 2 pills there, one for the fever, the other is anti-gastric, cause i havent eaten anything (i guess). back home, and it was knockout. haha, slept (or rather, tried to) from 7.30 to 10. fever was gone by then, ate a bit of rice and then medication time. bathe, slept till 9.43 today.

(let's just leave it at that.)

random shots. first two was at restaurants, one at JP the other was at lot1(: marshmellows was from joyce tan, listening to "shine" in the morning really made my day, mask and stuff was during the little skit at SS lesson, bored doodle when doing the mother tongue close passage, plus rachel's little mishap is spelling :D

was during mother's day! haha, went to "inagiku" at fairmont hotel(: everything seems damn appetising, right? ^^

the table i drew for 병신 for her chemistry midyears

one of hKTYX's fantastically weird ideas.

star-thots package! included my beanie and my sis' star pendant, an identical one to the one in BOF.

TPI. was damn bored, haha, wasnt sitting in an area where it's easy to talk to afterseven. so yes, i turned to drawing to while away my times since i didn't feel like revising much(:

playing with camera functions(:

after4's lunch out at tiong's griller! haha, though it was left at that only. sorry people!

more and more of you are liking our class better(: im glad for these people, few as they might be. i can tell that you are enjoying yourself much better. and to the rest of the majority, sorry you might never like our class, but just leave us alone, we're much better like this.

mrs wang: she was really on high during the two hour (maybe more like 1h 50min) slot of POA lesson on tuesday. she asked what stock turnover meant, then said, "genglin said you go into the warehouse, and turn the stock over one round." when in actual fact, genglin was innocent, she confessed later, and she was the one who made that up(: haha, the class erupted in laughter, and so did she. she laughed so hard, her face turned completely red, and im surprised that tears didn't rush out from her eyes. :D

ms tan: she's quite a cute teacher, really. was going through organic chemistry, talking about the catalysts used for craking of petroleum. includes aluminium oxide and silica, where silica= SiO2 and is in the gaseous state. then OCK burst out, "oh, it's sand, it's sand!" until she couldn't take it and said, ya ya ya. correct. argh, doesn't sound funny here): but she was really funny, the tone she used that the whole class started laughing(:

happy birthday to mingyi! (belated :P)

top2: Hktyx's blog picture, from non-edit, to edited.
bottom2: mine, as can be seen from above, again, from non-edit to edit.

computer BAN.

2009-05-08T23:00:00.001+08:00

haha, i haven't been touching the computer for like a week! friday's the first where i touch this computer, my beloved destressing err, thing. :D

monday. 0405
to subway for lunch together with qianhua, charmaineoh, yixiu, rachel, huiping tay, lijuan, lixuan, weixuan. yeah, but sat at seperate tables. i sat with the people highlighted in orange. catchphrase of the day: "It's over." meaning we wont repeat whatever than has been said before. at the start, it was to suan yx, then is used for everyone le, lols(: met cousin, kenneth there. shocked sia. haha, he called my name, i turn, i look at him with the "HUH?" face, in my mind, i was like thinking, "who the hell are you?". lucky thing was, i didnt speak out that thought. :P then click, everything went into place and i replied with a "oh, hello!" what an impression made...

wednesday. 0605
sumo house after school. rachel and I went toilet, upstairs, at the pizzahut there. took the stairs, so the first freaking thing we saw was a check station, like to take temperature& whatnot cause of H1N1, the polyclinic was over there. we're dumb so we were like thinking, huh, go toilet need to take temperature? lols.

thursday. friday. 0705//0805
HUM lessons were damn freaking fun! haha, started on venice. we had like a sort-of roleplay which i volunteered myself up, for a role. i got to play giovanni bellini, an italian renaissance painter, who started like, using oil in replacement of eggs to make his paints thicker or something(: im a huge contributor to current art!(: especially love the masks that they produce! haha, masquerade! woo, i think i might even like studying about the rise and fall of venice! :D

brain is totally dead due to the SS paper to day, slept at 1 last night, woke at like 6. had to like 'live' on chocolates to survive luh. haha, yixiu was totally slacking for the first two periods, sleeping like dont know what. rachel&i were hardworking students aiming for A1, listening to the teacher talk about topics needed to focus on(:

ohh our class, other thn baseball got new game sia.
compete who fix the g2 pen first and tying shoelace.
hahaha 4a1 is totally the awesomeness :D
-rachelHO(:

pictures will definitely be soon, this weekend probably, I HOPE. haha.

(between me&you.)

Leow Jia Xian is thinking why a lot of teacher are calling 4A1 a stupid and
dull, class which has no class spirit, when we can make so many games out of a
umbrella, paper balls, and a tennis ball just to have a class bonding session
every recess, after school and in between lessons?!

with that, i have to agree completely. so what if our ideas of class bonding sessions differ with yours. can't think out of the box? then, i have to suggest you get your freaking heads checked at the doctors, cause i think it's malfunctioning(:

over the island.

2009-04-30T21:46:00.013+08:00

once again, it's afterseven (more like afterfour) and their quirky choice of places to visit. i prefer to think that we're different, unique and like to think out of the box(:

first, we chose minds cafe. that was when everyone was going, ie, including the guys. but they had physics last minute or something, so yes, no before4, left after4. then got what, go around hawker and try their food, sentosa to cycle, and others. then there was east coast cycling too, haha. then T3 and tampines mall. undecided, as usual, so both!(:

in the end, it was lunch at tampines mall and pictures at changi T3.

SNIPPETS!

*all edits, BTW :D

(snippets, everything.)

lovelovelove!

2009-04-25T09:30:00.003+08:00

damn, i finally figured how to do some bs stuff! and im so darn happy! :D
ask me, and im sure to tell you, i guess(:
“all thanks to 4minu-tes”
(my heart, my soul.)you're leaving already. i'll be sure to miss you(: you've been something i'd have never dreamt of. maybe, i haven't met someone like that, a relationship like this, seemed faraway. but you made it reality :D

난 할말이 없어;

2009-04-22T19:18:00.009+08:00

really, when will all these stop?

main point 1: random.
lols, that was the bill for march. see how much kaiting made me overshoot....

shirt! haha, bought on good friday(: NET.

water bottle, to make ktyx jealous like crap :D

just look at the picture, it tells alot(:

decorating my cupboard door is never easy(:

main point 2: carnival + flyer.

two of the pics, which i think, are the best out of the lot. plus abit of editing :x

(우리 둘의 비밀)the things we do, really(: i like it. screw off luh, i dont like the assumptions and whatnot.

share the world!

2009-04-13T21:12:00.002+08:00

share the world - DBSK, credit:mrsjungyunho17@youtube.

credit: on pic@soompi
shared by: sharingyoochun@wordpress

2009-04-12T08:47:00.002+08:00

home schooling, don't you think it's better? that's what i feel now. imagine, if you had tuition one on one, no one would really compare you to anyone else. i mean, look, the teacher only faces you, knows you that much and knows how much untouched potential you have. whereas in school, you have to face those crap about unity as a class, and hear thousands of sweeping statements. like, "oh, the class is damn notorious, because there's this bunch of them that keep wreaking havoc." or even, "you know right, this class is like, they don't even have the right mindset for ______." says A to B. and then, when B comes into the class, it's just B's vision is definitely going to be clouded by that single statement that A said, and just classify us as some idiots or something. i hate that stamp. hate it to the core. yes, understand perfectly that unity is what a class has to have. but, why is it, when teachers scold, they always use a general term, and then add something like, "i do know a small number of you are not like that..." but you know what, damage done, you can forget about redeeming yourself with that single sentence when your whole paragraph is designed to kill.

(i know im living in the past.
i can't get over it. but, new insights keep coming...)

doubt, trust.

2009-04-08T20:19:00.002+08:00

yes, i really doubt i'd ever really put my trust fully in you anymore. one sentence out of your mouth, and i start thinking of all possibilities. off whether it's the truth, or something made up.

it's all, bullshit.

2009-04-02T18:10:00.003+08:00

im starting to think, doubt that i should believe in you ever again. after today, maybe it'll be more than just tough.
it takes just a sentence, an action to erase trust built in years.

today in school was rather slack, though sam didn't slack(: had only like SS and well, nothing else which is really 'hardcore' in a sense :P did my own stuff during mother tongue, and (you) don't think otherwise, i was doing the worksheet she gave out today. 26/30, yo! haha. all by myself~ for this i'd thank my chinese tutor(:
SS was next, just note taking, nothing much.
english, teacher didn't turn up, though he's in school, god-knows-where though. did his work, finished it in less than a period, then slack(: language use really use up loads of brain cells, plus it's pure LU, 7 pages!
chiong-ed down for recess, was heading to the stairs, feeling damn guilty, but, saved by the bell (literally!) bell rang, and we had no other reservations(:
double period maths. hell, she didn't come! haha, and this is the only double period in the week not separated by recess in the middle, boy am i happy :D but, no slacking, though the one infront and beside me... i can't say anything :P 2 hours, straight. chiong-ing maths homework. i can only do work in school luh(: finished before the bell(:
chemistry was practical, identification of anions, not as fun as identifying cations. the only thing similar is: the chemistry lab stank like crap with all the excess ammonia used. it's like, stepping into a toilet when it hasn't been washed for a week or something (yuck!)
skipped lunch, since had a rather hearty recess. then MT mock test. im not so sure of myself, though. not as easy as the one we did in the morning! (NO~!)
sumo house-d with ktyx and rachel. the 16 year olds(:

im falling ill, entirely sick, with the premonition of a relatively high fever. but, i can't fall, won't fall. it's too crucial a time to crumble just like that. yesterday, i'll treat it as lies, served cold, the appetiser. more are going to come, bring it on. 4A1 will be ready as hell, but never, never will you get through to our heads. because, you don't hold the key, the code as to how the screws in our head turn, how we operate. and i'd have to say, being strict would only bring distance in the bridge between us and you. i know you stalk these blogs, i know. and i want to get the message across to you. you're not having a good time, neither are we. the hour spent yesterday, im doubting a question that you asked feedback from us. you're changing, and i hate that you'd be so easily influenced.

fall, fall unrestrained

2009-04-01T16:14:00.001+08:00

i just want the tears to fall, fall as freely as the rain outside. i want to feel pain, so i know, all this really is true, and not some scam. i will remember today clrealy, vividly. i will remember the amount of hurtful words dealt out, all with the intention to stab right through the heart. if i was what you said, as what you predicted, i would be at home, tending to the flu, cough and the might-be fever. if checking the time meant selfish, then, you're wrong. i just want to say, i'm not that predictable, not that easily seen through. i did not want to let my eyes rest on some place where i would see it taking place, i wanted somewhere to settle my eyes on, so that i didn't have to see any expression flash across anyone's faces. im sure, this would be a part of my life that i didn't ask for, didn't want to go through entirely. it wouldn't be erased that easily, solved that simply.

define reality

2009-03-31T18:48:00.002+08:00

you ask for us to come back to earth, stop escaping reality and keep our feet firmly planted on the ground. but, we're facing reality, things like that can never change within a short span of half a year, never.

what the hell... i just found out something which isn't that pleasant to the ears at all. just went through my archives, i can't imagine what you must be thinking while i talk about idols up here. gosh. damn. and once more, i would just like to just smack my maths tutor in the face or something. just because we asked her to come at like 6, she said traffic conditions were rough, so she didn't want to come anymore and postponed it, which most of the time equates to just cancelling the whole damn thing.

♥lollipop. IWANT!

2009-03-28T22:03:00.008+08:00

damn it. does LG have to tempt me even more? :P

lollipop, a similar version to icecream, well, i saw it. dang! going to be released first in korea, i guess. hope it wont come out in singapore that soon): i just changed phone not too long ago, and now, i want this new toy):

LED lightings again on the front side, this time, taking the whole err, front portion of the flip phone. plastic "thingy" at the end of the flip has LED lights, and can change colour de!

watch and understand. lols, i have no idea how else to explain :D bigbang's endorsing!(:

bangs' are promoting the latest addition to the LG family with their female conterpart. :D

LINK!;

2009-03-28T17:25:00.000+08:00

to afterseven:
the link to all the photos! haha(:
here: x
lazy to post. just this for you guys :D

most definite, on BOFhigh.

2009-03-22T17:06:00.012+08:00

had dinner out yesterday. lols, and it was at JP, jurong point. hais, and i just went there not too long ago):

went to eat at some casual dining restaurant. sold "taiwan's authentic cuisines"? yeah, that's what they said. seemed really full, until that person led us to this booth looking thing(: haha, so cool, it's like, on your own kind :D

saw that they served shirley temple! haha, had it last at (i dunno where). and i think it was rather okay, then decided to order it again here, but, i dont even know whether the shirley temple here is nicer than the one before or the other way round ._.

okay, that's their tissue. but, it's cute, right? the cow butt, i think. :D

mum's dinner. soup in baked bread.

my curry rice. ergh, didnt like it. haha, though i was the one who ordered it luh. the curry was rather sweet, first few mouths were okay, and then i couldnt take it, so i slowed down in eating. but, i like the potato! lols, i love potato in curries(:

and im most thankful that i ordered this side dish(: yes, veggies! at least it kinda drowns the taste of the curry abit. then my sister ordered like, noodles and beef. the soup base was spicy, so she couldnt take it. left for me to eat(: finished up the noodles, though i didnt touch on the beef at all. heh.

went around after dinner! sobs, i saw twilight DVDs out in stores, but, the free notebook! only left with bella's and james' one. boo, i want the edward and bella one! popular was the first stop. had to pass by gramophone, so i saw the ad for twilight long time ago~ popular also carries twilight. haha, but ok, main aim of heading to popular was to use up the discount vouchers and buy some neccessities. then to artbox. cute stuffies! but, didnt buy): will come back soon, wait for me~! then to stationery island. whee, heard seungri's "Strong Baby" and bigbang's "Remember" when i was browsing through their items. sam is very happy(: i love all the items on display! will go there again, with my money~ im broke cause i had to come up with the deposit for the class tee):

bought macaroons! first saw it at "the icing room" so bought from there, well, since it's rather chaep too, not like, 4$ for a single macaroon.

bakerzia, too. when we saw it after coming out from NTUC with all those groceries.

BOFhigh.

took me REALLY long to get all those, and like hundreds more :P
credits: hydkorea, links to the other sites are there(:

[♥] 니가 좋은 이유

2009-03-21T16:30:00.009+08:00

well, as promised, before the holidays end, im posting up all the pictures in the cam(: just copied the timetable for term too. haha, was using all the funny words, had fun replacing. (ie, two becomes too, tree, for, fie, ate & manday, twosday, whensday, tursday, fryday) im officially high-ed. did one for peiwei too, though it's not the funny one):

daddy's birthday cake.
this one is zai one luh. haha, the idiotic han yixiu went and brought peanut butter to school. for what, you might ask. to apply on the waffle during chinese lesson since my chinese teacher doesn't really care. damn pro luh, she even remembered to bring along the knife. there! you see the knife in the tissue plus that damn big bottle of peanut butter luh, and and! the waffle at the bottom left(:

haha, see, see! han yixiu applying peanut butter! picture is by peiwei, cause i couldnt have taken it from that angle in my seat. the person in a purple shirt is my chinese teacher, lols. rachel down there cannot take it le, i also, so like lying on the table laughing like crap luh.

yeah! haha, this was done up on the day they came over for oral recording, so yes. blanks are supposed to be filled with other afterseven peeps, according to age again, since we can't really decide what order we want(: haha, big space to the left of my name, im not the oldest in the group! colour is also according to our watch colour :D isn't my cupboard door cool?(:

ahh, not my fault for this. im just snapping evidence!

latest craze. lols, 소이정 aka 김범 [♥]

haha, shot when we 'abandoned' alicia at (whoops, i forgot where). lols, didn't really abandon her la, just that we were entering when the doors were about to close, so yixiu&myself got in, alicia couldn't make it on time :P
11.11!
thank my random-ness. i just felt like editing pictures, that's why you get all these here. haha, this was at waraku @central. had lunch there, yixiu damn pro luh. or maybe the guy never hear properly, but ordered my beef&her tofu ramen, then alicia's one MIA.
whee, i like taking random&mundane pictures, cant blame me(:

the view outside, damn nice right? haha, the colourful 'shophouse'(: plus the river, makes it look quite like the old times kinda thing(:

so after that we headed to queensway shopping centre to find a vendor to make our class tees(: wasn't satisfied, so headed to novena, peiwei checked beforehand, and it was rather cheap, so decided to try there. bus-ed from queensway to habourfront, and then train-ed to novena. see those two seated opposite us, so busy~ on the phone. haha, the three of us opposite them were listening to music(:
phase one: deciding on the colour of the tee.
damn frustrating luh. haha, they didnt have the kind of green that we want in dri-fit. so we had to make another choice. the lime green one looked like our sec3 aspire camp tee, the dark green doesnt compliment the design. but stupid yixiu keep saying the green is ok. dumb. so we took all the colours off the shelf (rack, rather). there was the two greens, blue, white, black, i think. blue looked like dance tee, so it was out. black&white, they were thinking the colours were too common, and that the class wouldnt want it. haha, thanks to peiwei, we decided on grey(: kaiting keep on wanting the dark green one...
phase two: the design.
then we settled down to talk about the design. which, OHMY, wasnt what the person at the shop thought. haha, so we had to change there and then so that we could order it on that day(: rather confusing, this part. but it didnt take as long as the deciding of the colour for the tshirt.
phase three: the deposit.
damn shocked luh, suddenly ask for the deposit. though it's not supposed to be suprising la, but still, first timers in making shirt, as in going there and discussing with the person. luckily, ali's wallet got her bro's money, so use first. haha. alicia came up with $90, myself with $39, jiaxian with $30 and yixiu with $21.
phase four: the offence&names.
whee, this one was a piece of cake! haha, we already did it up beforehand(:
and then it was home sweet home.

had chem data logging on thursday. lunch-ed at subbie-way, together with afterseven, excluding wei and including charOH. then to JP to relax. lols, went with alicia&rachel. actually, go there is more like to accompany alicia to go and buy her stuffies. so yes, her 'shou huo' are a pair of flats, a pair of slippers and the hair mascara. haha, peiwei, she bought your purple one too! thanks to rachel for the treat! had shihlin's XXL chicken! [♥]

心に One Smile 見つけたら Shine on me
[♥]jae; survivor.
처음보다 좀더, 어제보다 좀더
[♥]suju; 니가 좋은 이유
to touch, to move, to inspire.
[♥]dancing on the kitchen tiles

iTouch.

2009-03-20T18:04:00.003+08:00

whee, i like! haha, just stumbled onto a blog with this, then i also tempted to make(: got listening&viewing pleasure, all into one, &it's one player with more than one song :D
short&sweet, just gonna add a few more :x

credit: x

fun, fun, fun! soeulmates = current addiction(:

{♥}SOyijung&chugaEULmates

fulfilling camp(:

2009-03-18T08:27:00.003+08:00

aesthetics camp was really fun. haha. i wont elaborate, but the intense training really was enriching? i actually hoped for more time with laoshi to practice the choreography of dance, and for her to come and correct our moves. first day, we were training in the hall (yes!) lols, two things: i like the hall cause it's big, we can like place chairs around the hall (the chairs are acting as curtains), and practice entering and exiting the stage, plus know exactly where we stand(: i like the hall because we get to perspire. haha, perspiration makes me feel accomplished in a way, cause you know you've trained really hard. the first day, we took the hall for the full practice session. 3 hours in the hall. oh yes, i also like the hall cause there's more space to practice at the sides while she goes to teach another group their own set of actions. didnt really get my part correct while she was, err scolding/lecturing? so she called us to practice while she settles another group. my set of actions contained spinning, so like, damn dizzy luh, had to rest a lot of times, and after that, legs were just like, i dont know what, not listening to me. haha. i was smart to bring along a small towel! meals were rather filling, and fattening, as well, i think. had loads of breaks luh. one at 10,another at 12 (for lunch), then another at 3/4. morning was mayo&egg snadwich. lunch was nasi lemak. 3/4pm break was sugar donut. but, doesnt matter(: dance takes up a lot of energy, so we can just eat without worrying about gaining weight. first day was VERY tiring. got back ome at around 7+. ate first, cause hungry(: then lie down at sofa for awhile then bath. took about 20mins. lols. caught BOF on KBS, then it's sweet dreams.

second day, 5 hours training! love it. lols, at first only 3, like yesterday. but teachers had a meeting yesterday and felt that more time should be given to training, so they took out the CCA presentation, where we had to explain on our SYF pieces, and replaced it with training sessions. laoshi couldnt come, so it was on our own kinda thing. break was late, cause of the bonding session and mental skills workshop. played water molecule and whacko. water molecule included running, haha, damn funny luh, i couldnt remember a name, i know that person, but i was running from the catcher mahh, so in such a short time span, my mind was suddenly blank. so ran another round before calling luh, didnt get caught(: water molecule is warmup game for whacko since we needed to know the names of dancers from the other levels. the common rule for both games is that you cannot call out someone's name who is in the same level as you. so, im a sec4 dancer, i can only call out names from sec1-3 dancers. only one hour in the hall today. and the one hour was spent trying to master the expression portion. lols. mdm lim was there, so she gave her comments on it too. post-assessment. presented what our SYF pieces meant right before the performance. break after that, it included brownies, custard pie & fishballs. loved the tea (think it was milk tea? not too sure :x)

ehh, seems rather long, PS :P

just had the weirdest dream last night. i dreamt of hebe, arron yan, ella, chun, siwon. first, there were 2 ladies, one the master, the other a maid. the 'master' is supposedly hebe, i think. broke into a house, for whatever reasons, but it's like, to save someone/something. then jump to next scene. both ladies running out of the house, with the two owners of the house chasing after them. then, i dont know why, but they tried to lock themselves in some box thing. the box was both sided, to hebe was the one who first rushed in, got to the other side and shut the door, screaming for siwon(now, when did he appear?!) to lock the other side. seeing that, both the owners (a guy and woman, supposedly married) came to hebe's side of the door as hebe tried to keep the door shut (ie, by leaning her weight back and pulling at the door handle). somehow or rather, the woman got in, by the top half of the door ( which means,this door has 2 portions, one top, one bottom, the handle hebe was pulling onto was the bottom part) before that, hebe somehow 'predicted' it was going to happen,but was not quick enough to shut the door. jump to final scene. arron, chun, ella, hebe and her 'maid' were seated under a tree, talking. but the dialogue part has left me): i dont remmeber what they were talking about! but i only know, arron's character here is more of a dumb-ish kind, with abit of humour.

jam-packed march holidays.

2009-03-15T18:31:00.002+08:00

this coming march holidays is more of a homework relay. with all the time spent going to school and settling other stuff, i've no time for slack):

16-17march. aesthetics camp
starts at around 8, and the whole thing ends at about 6. maybe later, depending on the situation. goes on for both days. so i imagine im gonna be pretty tired :D need to pack loads of things in too, since it's a full day thing. towel, some cream in case my joints feel pain again, wallet, handphone, bottle, pencilcase, etc. i'll blog if i have the time after i come back from the camp. im gonna catch my drama at 9 on both days(:

18march. queensway
be going there to look for the vendor for 4A1's class tee. before that, i think ktyx, alicia and myself will be going out shopping? i dont know, i told ktyx le, haha, havent informed alicia, but usually, it's ok for her :P so outing with them, and then lunch (might have breakie together too, we'll see how things go), then head to queensway to meet with peiwei and esther fong. jeffrey ong is out on volleyball exchange trip or something, so he cant make it. tuition scheduled at 5.30pm.

19march.
there's chemistry date logging, i think. so have to go back to school again.

and there's a huge pile of homework waiting for me to do. 4sets of compre, chinese homework which i cant find anywhere on asknlearn as of now, maths and whatnot. i dont want to list it out here and scare everyone(: haha. totally looking forward to the first 3 days of the holidays, i hope it lives up to my expectations [:

3hours till dance.

2009-03-14T11:31:00.002+08:00

friday was torture nearing the end of the day. lols, sleeping at 2am has its own side effects. thurday, alicia&yixiu was over for sleepover cause of the oral recording too. yixiu arrived first, then alicia about an hour later? dinner together then abit of homework touched on while we waited for rachel to arrive and eat(: rach was quick. haha, dinner then oral right away.

then, yixiu did, alicia, and finally myself. all finished at 1. alicia was already on the floor of the study room, sleeping ._. so, transfered to bedroom.

pe was the first period, so i think it helped me for the first half of the day. played frisbee cause we're the representing team for frisbee for the sports carnival on the friday after school reopens. the frisbee was like, stuck at our portion of the field, seldom ever passing the centre to the opponents' side. lols. geog was next. wasn't listening to her, but rather, clearing my shoe of the pieces of grass stuck. haha, used pencil lead cause it was still abit wet :D

TPI was nothing. as in like sleeping first, and then mr ong asked t-shirt design team to go up, arrange time to find the supplier together with mrs fong. then helped yixiu design guides tee. recess& maths. lack of sleep catching up already, and by chem, was wanting to lie down at home and just sleep until, i dont know when.

went out after chem. with jos, and amos&ks who seemed to be following. reason for going out being there was 3 hours till dance started. so, staying in school would be rather boring. ate at sumo house. haha, amos&ks quite funny.

back in school by 2+. countdown, one hour more till dance starts. so, caught up on rest (more like sleep [:) dance was fun! finished with choreography and hehe, wore the new dance tee for practice. blah, damn tired, but still have chem tuition waiting for me. haha, yixiu promised to send me home today. which she did, together with alicia cause yixiu&her were going to the IT fair with xc&jx, i think?

reached home at 7, bathing and eating took about 30-40mins, so the rest of it was nap time(: and immediately after tuition was over, didnt bother to change, slept on the floor first with my makeshift bed, cause sis still playing comp. didnt bother to change after i was woken by sis, packed bed and slept till 8.30 this morning :D my sleep has been err, compensated? haha.

march10, bond4A1 first-shot.

2009-03-11T17:50:00.007+08:00

some overdue photos. plus, as what the header says(: haha, too lazy to update, but ali, peiwei, rach&kaiting(maybe?) are waiting for this :D

top5 comes under march1 heading. haha, went to marina square's "yuki yaki" for bbq&steamboat. shopped around later, returning home with charco&books! times membership, nagged at mummy for it :P

pics on thursday, march5. when we were in the hall practicing for SYF. the only chance for a BIG venue!(:

my cupboard door as soon as those fluorescent markers were found [: i miss it loads!

bags were first to be left at the back of the hall(: mr ong, being the super nice teacher he is, booked the whole hall specially for 4A1 from 1430-1730 :D

first up was badminton. haha, played after4 vs before4 first. swat team on our side, obvious that we would win [haha, that was exaggerating :P] then changed to doubles format. yixiu&sam (cause i suck at badminton :x), rach&ali, pw&jx, ock&xc. winner stays to play with next team, that sort of rules(:

for once, the whole of afterseven is here on an EP day, *hinthint*. lols.

class photo taken after captain's ball match. first match with my group (ie, rach, ali, yx, sam, kelvin, kavin, genglin) was against (jx, xc, ock, peiwei, jinping, sean, luqman)'s group. seriously tough match, ended with 9-10, though we were in the lead at first): sigh. haha.
then for a relaxed match. the winning teams from both sides had to play against each other, so other 2 teams played for fun on the other court. debrief-ed, took several class photos with our sticky selves and home-d.

ten bucks for you thoughts :D

2009-03-06T22:55:00.002+08:00

no followup today): haha, weiling had to rush for class(: chose pizzahut today, last week was mos burger, which i only ordered grape soda (which is actually, F&N grape) plus small fries. today really got eat lunch(: lucky ~~kaiting~~yixiu got come today luh, or else, another lonely day~~ hall for assembly today, last night's rain hasnt dried up yet, so the parade square is out of the question. prefer to go back to class, but no more small-ish hall for us. first period as usual is geog, whenever there's humanes scheduled for the day, it'd be the first period, most of the time(: cold like crap, & i dont really like her, so act luh. sarcasm, something i dont really like in a teacher unless i absolutely like him/her :D should have brought my jacket, but argh, i forgot.
chemistry was okay luh. just changed back to having lessons as a whole class. prefer it so much over class1's teacher. seriously, class1 gets some crappy teacher cause their grades are okay? results right smack in your face, lousy teachers can turn even the best of students into getting F9 grades. titration exp WS returned, gone through our mistakes.

TPI! my favourite, since there's mr ong, and class bonding time(: don't know what happened, except mrs fong left very early to who-knows-where, while mr ong took the extra time to give out english TYS papers. about 12years in total, so approx 12 sets of papers. and that's only counting the year-end one. there's still the june papers to take into consideration. o-level confirmation slip handed out, giro deduction for fee handed in. OCK didnt come down for recess (hides a smile) haha, i feel mean. hi10-ed rachel. maths first, and im happy im not returning the plates to those buckets, ive been doing it for quite a number of times this past week or so :P. abit slack-ish. shaheer(sp?) was going around with a trick question. and maths was just practicing on differentiation only, productrul/chain rule, so it's really not that much. haha, he was like going around from seat to seat luh. then, mrs tan also didnt scold him. dont know why lehh.. haha
english right after, stupid stupid xinchi. mean! i so nice, help you sort the stupid english papers too. lols. and the confirmation slip! who want to sit with you!?(:
no extra mother tongue period today! haha, the teachers are going to some cafe for meeting& then get-together thing-y at 1. yippee. lols, today will probably be the first and last time our class will praise our chinese teacher luh :P no test& no going through the tortorous 1 hour of lesson with her.
down to the nearby pizzahut. weiling was only going to reach at like 1+, so camped there and had some drinks first. peiwei took out her el compre assignment for the weekends, so, feel bad mahh, i also take out and DO. peiwei just read the first line, listened to the lyrics of the song that is currently playing on her MP3 and then, read the first line again, forgetting where she left off just now. and repeat this until she got tired of attempting at doing the english compre. and she took out maths (shock shock!) haha, chain rule. same worksheet that was given to us to do as homework. cue arrival of weiling, and surprise guests, xinchi&OCK. i didnt realise OCK had already cut his hair until peiwei OR someone at the table said luh. haha, im really sorry~
dine-d there, took too long for lunch, so followup is gone):
guides with leadership roles also came along, not sitting with us of course. had their own table. afterseven rocks. haha, in between us got so many tables still can suan each other sia. haha, kaiting and alicia together with the guides, then peiwei, myself, xinchi and OCK at another. haha. slanting tower, :B, sneezing loser, 7-11 etc. double attack introduced. lols, our table keep laughing. suan xinchi! nice, err, you need my eye to give other people? or in a world of your?
before weiling&the rest came, saw peiwei in deep thought, and i asked "ten bucks for your thoughts?" haha. she was like, haha, damn funny. whoo~ haha, high man.
settled the bill. went with the guides instead, sat with them until they finished up. ntuc for ribena, then to a shop near school with those capsule thing? you know, insert money and play some game and then got prize? haha, guides... hais. they pack guides room, i do work(: cruel cruel guides, burn the maggot alive :o
home-d at 1745, cause of stupid stupid kaiting... haha, you lucky, they never ask why i stay back. lols.

bubbling with excitement.

2009-03-03T21:54:00.003+08:00

the previous issue is still a problem :D but still, things change quickly, especially my mood(:
im awaiting this friday's followup, i always learn new things, how to live a life, how to lead a life that is very much fulfilling. vision is a powerful thing, this i know through this path i've gone down. i see myself, definitely, in that place i've been longing so much to go to, someday. hanging out with people there, laughing, going crazy, or just exchanging secrets, because i know, a secret kept there, stays there, never spilling out. i miss the people there [:

in the wake of a storm.

2009-03-03T20:42:00.003+08:00

i finally cancelled tuition, once and for all. whereas, my tuition teacher has cancelled out on me for more than 5 times. always twice a week, if she cancels the first, she'd most likely cancel the next postponed date one as well.

my parents always seem to side with the tuition teacher. whatever, really. i really think adults can't understand the way, we, as teenaagers think. how our brain functions, and of course, wont understand and seldom try to, our point of view. it's not as though it's so difficult. we only want understanding. you can chide, scold, scream. but in the end, cant you understand where we're coming from? if you can't set an example for us, then, who are we supposed to model after?

you say she has her own programs, but so do i. she has her last minute arrangements, so do i. secondary school students, especially sec4 students are not as free as they appear to be. i cancelled on her only minutes prior to the start of tuition, so did she. i was only minutes away from home, and i received an sms from mum, saying that she wouldnt be able to make it. even worse, my sis was already preparing for tuition, ready at her seat. and mum comes in to say, she cancelled. how many times this has happened within the short span of less than a month, or maybe a month, not more than that, i dont know, really. i lost count already. if tuition was at a fixed time every week, on a specific date, i would remember very clearly. but, i clearly forgotten about it today, heading back to BB. i remembered at 2.57, when tuition starts at 3.30 and the lucky thing was, i was already on the way back. if i had still been in school, or at clementi, and only started heading home then, i would not make it on time.

and all those whatnots came in. dad said i sacked another tuition teacher again. but, i did make time for all the tuitions that i requested. i even made time on a saturday, which at first, i was slightly reluctant. because, saturday is more of a relaxing day, after the whole chaos in school. and on friday nights, i made time for chemistry, having to rush home after dance straight away. tuition starts at 8, while im released at 5.30. factor in the rush hour crowd, plus all the time i take to pack up and maybe help to keep the equipment. i'd definitely leave the dance room at around 6, peak hour makes me reach home only at 7, and then dinner plus a bath would have to be snappy. who says i dont make time for tuition? he said im pulling my sister down. but, the dates that we scheduled tuition on, were just nice, a day before a common test or such. and she cancels. so what of our grades? doesnt it seem like she doesnt care a hoot for our grades? and im a sec4 this year. revision of all the topics are important, but so are the basics! if she keeps skipping like that, what about my foundations? if they're weak, she'd have to spend more time on building them up, instead of focusing on refreshing those topics that were taught last year.

it's a stupid thing to be in an argument about. but, they dont understand. i just want to know, why adults always find excuses, always cant understand what we're rambling on about.

is it that difficult?

trembling with mirth :D

2009-03-02T20:37:00.002+08:00

today, is definitely going into memory as one of the funniest days EVER :D
haha, first was geography. nothing much really. haha, everyone is still having monday blues. i guess :x and then math, sian-ish as ever, but now we've moved on to differentiation already. no more geometric proofs! but, there's still that darned test on wednesday. english was soso, he took a bit of time to discuss with us the class tee designs. final confirmed design to be front from D1 and back from D2! whee, haha, i like too :D

jokes start from chinese! whoopee. putting ~~kaiting~~yixiu, myself and rachel together is probably never a good sign. crapped like hell, really. what goon, stupid, idiot, kuku, nehneh, dunce, dope etc. those are words to replace supid/idiot, FYI. but, we still quite guai ok, got copy the stuff down from the ppt that was on the projector. lols, but keep laughing bahh, then disrupt a bit of the lesson :x

called out later, to have a chat with the chinese teacher. joke. haha, all 3 of us plus peiwei. our chinese got standard one ok! she said so herself :P our stance is like, from innocent to gangster-ish :P lols, that's what rachie said, and she was there trying to hold in her stupid laughter. esther fong arrived before she finished her speech with us. haha, so, whee~ but it's not scolding anyway, so, who really cares if another teacher comes into the picture. stupid jx was there pressing his face up against the door, squashing it against the glass panel. idiot.

lols, back to CE. poor rachel, got draw like crappy. haha, good job man, pw&yx. im the only safe one, since my alloted seat was not as near their area. heh. you should have seen both their arms for the 3 of those cheeky kiddos.

CE dragged on as usual, though not as much. lunch-ed then dance. quite sian-ed. and muscles are still aching from the previous firday's session of dance. more choreography today, i like! more gossips, though it started on not a very good note, in a sense. as in dance prac. haha, whoo! i feel damn shuang, haha. credits not to me, but to xinyi. that was mean, but worthwhile. anyway, we're gonna leave soon :D though, i think laoshi didnt take it the way we meant her to.

but all in all, a fun day indeed(:

refresh squared.

2009-02-28T17:26:00.010+08:00

~~kaiting ah kaiting.~~ yixiu ah eeeeeeeexiu. spam, until she damn shuang luh. haha, how's it to get unlimited smses? but, you're timing really off luh. haha. sms me early in the morning. at 1am girl!
spam me 51 smses. plus saturday morning, so you shouldnt be complaining about me sleeping too much in the afternoon. 3hours is not long, considering you woke me up at 6am today when im supposed to wake at 8! so, technically, i slept for one hour only :D

mos burger for followup. it was damn cool luh. haha. ask me and i'll tell you all about it, must act interested! lols, kidding only :x

trademark. to show that we've definitely been out together(: haha, afterseven must, MUST remember ok? next time go out together must take watch to show! to show that a few of afterseven members has been out before! haa.

anyway, tuition was today. chinese. maths on friday, which was postponed from tuesday was cancelled. but mummy came to pick me up after dance anyways. we're finishing up soon! haha, but the movements really very diff luh. haha, you see us on stage 飘来飘去，you think so easy mehh? lols, 所谓：“台上一分钟，台下十年功。” chim manxz, haha, grats to me(: lols. wait, i dont even know whether i write correct not :x haha, but roughly luh. come back home bathe with extremely warm water still not enough. 老师 said it's supposed to help relax those tensed up muscles after dancing. now it's aching like no one cares!!!):

nice sleep on friday night. lols, i napped from 11.50 to 12.10 [in the middle of the night, in the middle of our room, mind you], and then laid the bed and slept! but, morning was woken up by sis, said she cant find her comb in my bag, accuse me~!!! then eeeeexiu luh, spam la, spam somemore~ lols, dug it out for her, then sleep~ till 8+ cant wake at eight cause got so many disturbances.

samantha is efficient! haha. see, i come up with 2 colour scheme plus design for the class teeshirt le! haha, but somehow, i think i like the second one better :x hehe, the 'caught' seems like it's emphasized since it's in another font, cursive-ish compared to the 'i was' which is in block. haha. and the headings for the back! haha, filled the colour in, i think it looks much nicer than just plain green. i didnt fill in the rest of the class names cause i forgot the register number, im so very sorry): but, you get the drift right? now waiting for people to see, monday's the deadline to show mr ong. then, our light green, round-necked, dri-fit class tee will be out!
[/edit] lols, done with the register order, though not very sure of it. huge thanks to yixiu! (see, i got thank you lehh! :D) so yes, a slight bit of editing as well, for the fonts part only though(: if anyone of you MMOO-ers come by, comment&critique!

comments&critique section:
ktyx [stupid dope]: 'i was caught' font from D1, 'S/N...' font from D2. headings for back from D2, font for back from D1.

waiting list

2009-02-26T18:15:00.003+08:00

no more long list of emails for me to read! i finally got through opening every single one of them (not reading it of course.) &now i don't know what to do... hmm, edit pics maybe? haha, that'll come later.

whoopie! quite true? haha, especially "So even if you're not a kid, you sometimes tend to act like one." lols, about the second part of the sentence, then you guys would have to judge ^^
facebook for awhile, got around to yes, clearing my email inbox, which has overfilled. my highest record is about 1200++ emails UNREAD. lols. give me something to do that requires some creativity, best would be editing you blogskin for you! ahhh! eeeeeeexiu is finally online, and it's after MUCH persuasion. lols, and still no facebook a/c from you? go die(:

withonesmile; findaheart, shineonme.

2009-02-25T21:31:00.002+08:00

high-ed!!! Sam likes 'Survivor'!

damn, yes!

2009-02-25T16:00:00.004+08:00

i woke up with a throb in my head, head's too heavy due to the lack of sleep. 0605 alarm, managed to drag my body to the bathroom after 8minutes of tortourous persuasion. 2 texts waiting to be read. one from ktyx on the previous post, and another from MT teacher to bring zbCOMMA to school. lame stuff, morning then say, who will even bother to go find it ._.

slightly later than usual today. reached the canteen later than jos, met alicia along the walkway&saw jos' dad's car before that in the driveway. didnt wear specs from home until before assembly, my eyes. lols, abit on the reddish side plus pain also luh. so I decided not to torture my eyes before they accustom themselves(:

run through a whole day at school, with afterseven usual banters& stuff. and yes, it wasnt that interesting today :x

here's another treat for all afterseven(: haha, the pics are in higher resolution, so it's better for desktop wallies, as requested by jiaxian. lols, partly luh. this one's not bad too, right? haha, though the previous batch, i loved it alot! :P gogogo! everyone, put it on your desktop as wallpaper! the font, quite ok, but haha, it was limited... since im not using the desktop :x

tired.

2009-02-25T01:28:00.002+08:00

never again am I going to do a whole freaking project by myself. i won't care anymore. because it means, i'll be sleeping at this time, everyday.

'shopping'

2009-02-24T16:55:00.006+08:00

abit on the uploading of long overdue photos today(: plus recent ones of course, sam did a little editing [with abit of OCK's adv. thanks baby brother :D] luckily, yesterday, everyone finally brought their watches along with them to school :P

sunday was out to sunset way! i love it there, a lot! XP heh, went to dine at peaberry&pretzel once again, except without the pork knuckles. so, 2 champignon soup (they said it was french/_____(?) for mushroom?), lols. a tomato soup, which was really very sweet. 2 portions of steak, a portion each of prawn spag & steak burger and each of our drinks(:

finally the pictures of combined watches, afterseven(:

one with the girls' watches, since that day, the guys have decided to start recess with a guitar session first, lols. jx joined us later, but, xc&ock not eating, so yep(:
no more plate, rach! lols, more like edit until cannot really see only :x err, can see but not that obv? or is it?! argh.

mother tongue as usual was slack. so whatever. asked them for their watches &snap away! haha, rach's watch seems abit camoflauged. in age order, again. as requested by ock(:

chain~ haha, i like this. this idea came one PE lesson, which is just before recess. heh, just watch out.
flood~ open space between 4A&4B seems to have poor drainage...

bored during chinese lesson as usual. but this is fresh, ie today's picture. my new addition (editing) of my file~

those whatever you call thems. haha, those metal 'wires' that seem almost impossible to remove from each other, but can be done. get what i mean? if not, then nevermind :P

Jong gave us chocos! haha, xc cant enjoy. bought at the airport, DFS(:

ahh~ lols, today's photo. i was bored. don't blame me!

taken on beloved minnie's birthday, the moment he turned 23/24 (:

saturday; tuition marathon

2009-02-22T15:05:00.003+08:00

how does this look for the shirt? haha, sam is bored as of now(: i think it's nice :x lols.

saturday was mass tuition day! haha, chem tutor is going overseas the next week, so first up was chinese tuition. 9-11. played the computer, that is, until the chem tutor arrived(: 1-3. no lunch. &sam became a sneezing loser once again on saturday. it's like a routine already. lunch was fried rice, wolfed it down together with 2 chilli and its seeds. felt very much better, but, eating chilli has its after effects... lucky there was a carton of milk in the fridge(: slacked for the whole of saturday after that, with FF, anime, and then dinner before tuning in to channel U! 2 programs watched. first one, i was actually concentrating on it(: the second, i was half reading, half watching. im not that huge a fan of FRH since, well i turned to DBSK :D

next week! afterseven note down, come over to my house right? lols, as usual, after 11, alright?(: oh, maybe not the whole of afterseven. might just be rach, ali& ktyx. haha, but it'd be fun~!

dance on friday was crazy. returned home with a massive ache almost everywhere. shoulders, arms, legs, back. that's about everywhere that can hurt after working out. lols. yang promised us that we'd finish with the whole choreography within 3-4 lessons, or maybe promised the sec1s, it's the same thing anyway. &then, sec2s, prepare to see 杨老师's true colours. haha, not really la, but she's scary when it comes to the 细扣-ing. it's even worst then friday's one, where she was damn pissed with eunice's row. yes. it's worst than that, so please, 有心理准备喔~

it doesn't take a genius to figure out why i used her name instead of shermaine's.

i like;

2009-02-19T21:03:00.003+08:00

i like how the answers come with a snap of your fingers if you concertrate hard enough. i like how my life along the path i have chosen has been moving. i like how everyone has been very supportive of me going down this path. i like how i'd spent my sleepless night. i like how i fell asleep at 2, feeling rejuvenated, refreshed. i like how the answer was as simple as abc. i like it that it was through U that i found the simplest of answers. i like how it felt then, when realisation hit. i like how ktyx&alicia spent so much money just on after7. i like how i've opened my stupid mouth and talked to you. i like how reading _____ gives me the comfort and sense of peace. i like how weile&weiling have been making time for me. i like how peiwei will always think of ways to help out. i like how xinchi has brought me there. i like how i'd be able to find comfort whenever i go online. i like how after7 usually bickers. i like how various aspects of our lives has pulled after7 into such a closely knit clique. i like how mingyi is always just available. i like how miaoyu always talks to me online. i like how shermaine is always overly high, just like myself. i like how rujun is always there for me to talk to her. i like how rujun comes to me to confide in. i like how sandra always has her "retarded" theories. i like how huiping always carries the respnsibilities on her shoulders, without whining. i like how josephine puts on a smile to face the challenges of today. i like how xinyi is always there, talking animatedly with me on dbsk. i like how i can rely on apple to be funny. i like how the dancers are always there, tolerating my over highness. i like how my friends have been taking care of me.

i like how u planned my life in this way.

all in one

2009-02-19T19:30:00.001+08:00

a mix of this, a pinch of that. feelings, feelings... heh, just a person can make you feel all those things inside. happy, sad, pissed, whatnot. you could have been the best of friends before, but after, no one can guarantee. i don't like how things are progressing, turning out.

i'm pissed that everything has to revolve around just you&you. one, you. i cannot stand the incessant chatterings upon your arrival, making you seem like you're all that. scratch that, not upon your arrival, more like when you're with a few meter radius of the ~~female~~ population. screams erupt, all conversations halt and turn towards your direction. and there you stand, unaffected by it all, as if you weren't the reason to start with. in fact, you look very much at ease, as if that's the reaction that was supposed to be shown towards you. two, you. i dislike the fact that you always appear before me at inappropriate moments. i don't like the way you flaunt your new toy, as if showing that you get on with life as easily as this, forgetting what has transpired within the last few weeks. you shrug, saying that's how it is. but i'm sure more than half of the world, ie. those with a conscience, would disagree completely to what you have done.

afterseven has been the best thing that has ever happened in my life(: in fact, my secondary school life was filled with fun and laughter, not forgetting the tears and all that. but, it was enriching. 4A1 is moving on, together as a class, rather smoothly. unity, i've never really experienced it with the whole class, but this, this is a whole new thing. with a good leader up at the front (obviously, it isn't the actual one who's in-freaking-charge), everything moves along.

rather messed up, as to whether to invite some primary school friends for the carnival@CTSS. i don't really talk to them, as in keep in contact and all that. just, a few 'hi's and 'bye's, plus the occassional chat whenever i meet with the conincidentally face-to-face. so, should i? or should i not?

the carnival's up next! the up and coming big event that the school will be coming together for! includes the whole school, staff, students, etc. this time, the upper secondary classes will be pairing up with the lower secondary, which means each paired class will be in-charge of 4 stalls, 2 F&B, 2 non-F&B. 2B1's gonna pair up with us, 4A1. lols, i wonder how we, as seniors, will lead them and guide them in the setting up of stalls on the actual day itself, and of course, in the brainstorming of ideas for the stalls. i hope, all will be smooth-sailing, i want both classes to work as one, making our stalls one of the most successful ones, if not the most successful.

~~tests. they drive me up the wall, mad, pissed and drained out of my brain cells.~~

maknae minnie! (:

2009-02-18T14:47:00.005+08:00

happy birthday, maknae! hehe, jiayou for the mirotic tour in 2 days, &keep alert! you wouldn't want to be cake-d like yunho was in SMtown :D

screw you, suckers.

2009-02-14T21:37:00.002+08:00

im feeling a bit more than pissed right now, thinking about all those stupid things.

first, i hope that you'd be spending a heartbroken valentines, because you don't deserve to spend one filled with love. after shattering someone's heart and trampling over it like nothing ever happened at all. you shouldn't even be spending friendship day. i wasn't there, but these kinds of news spreads like wild fire, there's no stopping it. the friends you're clinging onto right now are just your lifebuoys, not real ones that you can confide in. too bad for you, i would say. everyone has a choice in whatever they do, you just made a wrong move. friends shouldn't be backstabbing friends. i just hate that, you treat your friends as some item, not someone. adding something related, but not so much needed. nice, that just caused you about like... 5 friends. not a big deal i guess, since you made a choice...

copycats. please, get out of my sight. my blood boils whenever i think of that incident. your level would think we copied you, but hell no! you were the f-ing ones who copied us. we've got our entire level to prove that as well. it makes me feel sick, if you copy the idea of just having the item, of a different design maybe. but no, you just had to rip every single idea from us. you just stole something, that makes you a freaking criminal.
get this straight, we're your seniors. mess with us, &you'll get it, i'll make damn freaking sure of it.

fall for you.

2009-02-14T12:12:00.002+08:00

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed
But I have loved you from the start
Oh

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When your asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

it's valentines today! plus, 4days countdown till minnie's birthday(: tons of homework to complete, i think im going break soon.

1, 2, 3 my tears start to bleed...

2009-02-11T20:10:00.005+08:00

Cries in a distance
Can't stop the tremble
I just awaiting my turn
Hiding will never
Save me forever
The guns gonna get me for sure
Dear God I pray why won't you be my friend
Come to me and take my hand
Like mama would say
Everything will be okay
All I hear is 3 2 1
The scream from the guns
And then 1 by 1
No one gets to run
Someone's dad or mom
Sister,brother and son
No...no
All I feel is 1 2 3
My tears start to bleed
Smell of roses on my feet
I feel sore...
I fall...
I call...
I crawl...
JJlin: Cries in a distance.

i've never ever heard a sincere apology from you. it's always excuses and explanations, but never an apology. is it that difficult? i hate to think of it this way, but why...?

everyone's feeling the stress piling up, whether you've been working hard the last years or not. i don't want anything bad to happen, i don't want my grades to slip, but neither do i want to feel that much stress on my head. yes, listening to the problems of others really helps me to see where I am. Giving random solutions, that's what I'd try to help& do, because, if they're unhappy, the people surrounding them will get dragged down sooner or later, no matter if you're a happy-go-lucky person or whatnot.

but I'm just getting the slight bit tired. I want my rest. I want everything that I cannot have. I want my life in order, not in the mess it is in right now. I want the sloppy teachers to just scram, get out of my sight. I want my grades, &they're usually the ones pulling me down. maybe that's not what I should say, but still.

Case study 1; chemistry. You're totally out of the league. get out of my sight. I feel like my stomach turns out whatever I've just ingested looking at you. You make me sick, the way you teach, I'll give you an F9.

Case study 2; CE. Non-examinable subject, you might think, but does she even give a damn?! She just loves to torture our class, class parent? My foot! Concentrate on taking good care of your 6 children first, then take care of us. Judging from the way you treat us, I wonder how your children feels. Even Jeffrey Ong is doing an excellent job, going out of his way for us, his co-class. &you with us for a form class? Please, just fulfill our simple wish of getting out of our sights. The one time I've praised you for, I've forgotten about it already. First impressions really do last, especially if you're keeping up with that stupid first image that you've portrayed in front of us. I'm sick and tired of your methods, they suck. I'm lucky I don't&won't ever get you for a mathematics teacher ever again.

Case study 3; chinese. You emphasize time &again about your wonderful track record. But, we don't see it, so how do you even expect us to believe in whatever that you crap? Who knows, it might just be crap. I really think you can just stop trying so hard anymore, can't you see that we won't listen to you? We've turned off a long time ago. With your primary school methods? Maybe you should just teach primary school students, they might just listen to you. Maybe even then, probably not. I know I wouldn't.

the twinkling stars in the night sky.

2009-02-09T20:40:00.004+08:00

maybe I just want to return to a time, a time where every matter was pure and innocent. When nothing mattered but sincerity. probably the reason why i like my very own stars twinkling overhead on my ceiling. I've never really thought of the actual reason, why I have always liked to turn on those lights while i take a bath. maybe it serves as a subtle reminder, a reminder that there would always be people who would not lie just to get their ways, backstab and whatnots. &maybe a small part of me wishes, wish that it could always be like that.

but, more often than not, it's always the opposite.

most of afterseven came over to visit! heh, well plus, what haven't I updated? emm, yes! clique reunion dinner! haha, i was really too lazy. but, here goes, i guess?(:

see what they did? they transformed my studyroom into a campsite, to an area where they sleep. said it was comfortable because of the rugs on the floor.

short&sweet, im extremely lazy. no reunion :x photos are on facebook on alicia's acc. access if you can :D

jung yunnie.

2009-02-06T22:58:00.003+08:00

happy birthday, yunnie! as the leader of dbsk, i really hope you'd get some rest today... but you're in bangkok holding a concert.... bleh, rest well&enjoy being cake-d!

let the creative juices flow.

2009-02-03T18:13:00.009+08:00

it's a picture update today! whee, abit from the new year, which i was too lazy to save into the computer cause there were really, too few. did come online, surfing on new year's day. so, yes, i found stuff to download(:

TVXQ with Cassiopeia(: hehe, it's simplicity at it's best. where just one line of words (maybe 2 :P) relays the message, crystal clear. was taken in a bit of a hurry, i wanted to play, join in the fun(:

back home. which is around 11+ during new year. didn't feel tired, so decided to write an entry on new year(: and as usual, the mess follows me. :P

visiting on the second day(: headed for first aunt's house, my mother's side. meeting up with my other aunt there before all of us head for 1st uncle's house for 'yusheng'! yummy.

nice one. completely filled the tray up. so, instead of going through the whole trouble of transfering the ingredients to another bigger tray, we put the tray beneath, to catch whatever that strays :x

yippee! finally back from the 2nd day of visiting. i though we'd stay at home on the second day though(:

after7! the first day after the new year holidays, &we were locked out :x (more like teacher didn't collect the key out from the general office :D) so, took this before going for the first period, which i remember clearly, was mother tongue.

just a teensy bit blur :x was shot inbetween the change of periods, so i wanted to make it really snappy(: the class flag for ASPIRE'09 has become the backdrop of our class' noticeboard :D loved the idea by mr ong(:

im still abit, on the down side. not emotional kind of down. my head's throbbing cause of all the things i'd have to think of to decorate my phone&mp4! was worth the trouble, and since my phone, icecream! wouldn't have much of a resale value due to it being an LG, might as well? heh, mp4's are almost stuck to you for life. seldom would anyone sell an mp4, i guess? so decorating it would be, ~~nice~~wonderful(we must start using sec school level words :D looks so pretty after the makeover!

all the little things that fans would spot? heh, cassies would always, always be proud of tvxq. we've seen the work you've put in, seen the pain you've suffered, went through the joys that we've returned to you for what you've brought to us. 06.02, expiry date on milk packet is yunnie's birthday! i thought it was interesting, so, snap(:
"But I love you." lyrics. i think i got this from Nicholas Sparks' "Message in a Bottle", think. cause i've finished up 3 books, all romance, which messes with my head, can't possibly remember every single detail in the book, can i? :P

♥ jae&ri

2009-02-02T20:25:00.001+08:00

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rather on high. lols, don't dampen my mood please, i got quite enough on my plate for today. it took a pretty long time to regain this level of high-ness. twinedays [ie, that friend's friend] added me on LJ(: hope we'd get to chat much, expecially on korean music scene, since i've visited her LJ&saw the contents. music lover, really :D

mingyi is still quite into dongbang(: &sam is still quite proud of dragging her in. heh, i've been enphasizing on that a teensy bit too much, haven't i? :P but, yeah. sam is very proud(: and at the same time, i've randomly met a dongbang fan, online! heh.

today was fine, actually. to start with, humanities. no notes :x but, she's more concerned about the textbook, so it wasn't really difficult to hide it from her XP maths, another one. i didn't bring my homework worksheet. hell, i just tidied up my file, and it ended up as though i cleared it entirely of all the things i needed at the same time as well. english was at the computer lab, learning how to make use of an olnine portal to check some errors that we make in writing an essay. so, no english today. recess was fine, if not any better. can slack to finish up, next period was mother tongue. it's like, lols, slack period? ahh, the life(: and CE was hell. i just praised her& she had to make life hell. great job, man! you really have to makings of having people classify you in their bad books. release was only at 2.47, late by 42 minutes. dance was supposed to start at 2.30, &she freaking hell made me stay. sickening idiot, what right does she have? mondays are set aside for CCAs, shoo off! pretty much stormed into the dance room. damn mad i was. i didnt have the time to eat lunch& recess had to carry me till dinner time, at 7.

the new bunch of secondary one students came in to have a look today. laoshi picked 6 students to join us for SYF'09. the rest were, very free to go. keep the comments to yourself, if you haven't heard, walls have ears. i don't even want you in, stuck-up. you really think you're all that? think again, we'll crush you as effortlessly as sleeping.

secondary 4 students were allowed to be released at 5.30 since, lols, the 4D1s have loads of tests on scheduled this week. 6 for those taking physics&POA. 5 for those taking physics. imagine the mental stress, damn! home-d with jos, since our lovely juniors are still undergoing training(:

coincidence& chance meetings.

2009-02-01T17:49:00.001+08:00

mingyi is finally into dbsk! whoots, 3 cheers to sam! considering how much i've been trying to pull her into the whole korean music industry. :x but still, i'd have to thank the producers of mirotic for coming up with such a 'addicting'(?) song. heh, thanks to mirotic, i've pulled her in :P woke up at 10 this morning& started up the computer, hoping that mingyi would be online, so we can start on the craze(: hehe, started off with SBS gayo. the one where loads of cassies would faint after watching. or, at the very least, screamed till their throats got sore enough to be admitted to the hospital. then on with GDA. solo performances of their songs, which is really nice. heh, dont ask me to judge them critically, i can never ever do that. MKMF, where they swept home 5 awards, i will not ever forget that night(: then, they also performed a song never performed before& of course a title track(: &i'd have to thank dbsk's singing capabilities, especially their acapella, it's just D:

had to leave for lunch at westmall. so short farewell to mingyi. had swensen's& this girl here totally forgot to pack her comera in the bag, so no pictures for you guys to drool over. had caesar salad, minestrone soup, steak and chocolate peanut buttercup. stuck my head into a book while i ate every last bit of icecream in the cup. then abit of shopping, changed to market cause we didn't get anything at westmall. returned back home& i fixed myself permanantly on the chair infront of the computer(: lovely place to be, really :P actually, returned home cause mummy had to prep dinner. my uncle&aunt's coming over later for thai style 'yusheng', jealous? XP

met a dongbang fan who's a friend's friend. how's that for a coincidence. just a random search (i guess?)& blog title caught her attention. viewed&voila, i've found someone. lols, more like that person found me(: but, goes to show it really that big a world out there. which isn't that big, really. heh.

i want my dose of "dongbang" every single day.

arrival of guests.

2009-01-31T14:37:00.001+08:00

lols, i slept right after chinese tuition today. rather, napped. so when my relatives arrived, i was still on the sofa, dozing D: but, nevermind, we're quite close anyway. i'd definitely say im a whole lot closer to my mother's side of the family. so, well, they came today, for a round of mahjong. the older half of the round&flat brothers and their father. i've decided to be real nice to their father, seeing as he'd tried to engage in a conversation with my cousin(: changed my first impression of him slightly, which is to say, extremely bad. but it's getting better, i really dont want to entirely hate him. but, lols, too bad, only half of the round&flat brothers came, &he settled himself rather shyly on the sofa, stoning/watching tv/tapping furiously at the keys of his PSP. hais, whatever, he didnt give me the chance :x but now, without his other half, he seems more toned down, shy is definitely not the word to describe him when his flat half is with him. nuh-uh. but thinking about it again, he's patient. that i definitely have to commend him on(: his father is there playing mahjong since 2.45? and now it's 6. not bad at all for a guy :D

surprise again! my cousin is coming over with my cute little nephew! heh, he was supposedly coming tomorrow, but he changed it last minute, at 3+ this afternoon. whee, weijin is such a cute little thing. he's active really, too much energy in him. &he only knows the names of animals, in fact, almost all animals. he recognises them pretty well. his daddy&mummy says, he could become a zookeeper when he grows up :D he likes the twinkle little stars in our room! hehe, abandoned my tuition homework for a little while to play with him. now they're outside playing with sparklers&bomb bags, can smell it in the studyroom since the windows open towards the corridors :P

chatting with miaoyu again. she's another cute thing. okay, haha, shouldn't use that, she's a sec2 student already, i have to get used to calling their batch, secondary 2 students(: but, aww, they're still younger than me! ahaha.

*screams&aqueals!
this makes me so damn happy(:
http://www.god4u.jp/bigeast2009/295/index.php <3jae :x

setting standards.

2009-01-30T19:10:00.003+08:00

the class is getting somewhere(: unity is coming along, with everything slowly falling in to place together with the stabilising of the class spirit. this is the class i've started out, not really expecting much. but coupled with esther fong& jeffrey ong, i think we're going somewhere. we can't totally say esther fong is nothing, can't do as well as jeffrey ong or whatever, it's just porbably, jeffrey ong has a stronger hold over us, he has this 'special' ability to make the class sit still and listen. but, without esther fong, the class wouldn't be the same. maybe, if we'd just treated her the way we do towards jeffrey ong, who knows? treat others how you want yourself to be treated. i want to thank the both of them for being the support of 3A1'08/4A1'09. jeffrey ong for the huge number of things that he'd done for us, really, and esther fong for being there for us during the night hike, encouraging us, pushing us forward when it was the final stretch at 4.30am in the morning. she was felt unwell in the afternoon, &was better at night. but still, even if she might have felt unwell along the way, she pushed us along, as we staggered through the journey. i know both of them will be there for us in the O-levels, fighting alongside us, encouraging us, pushing us along, sharing pain&happiness.

we'll set the standards for the 4E this year. I want the cohort to follow in our footsteps& remember, remember that this is the graduating class of 4A1'09

had tuition yesterday. surprise was waiting there. heh, home tuition for me, so Serene came and started. she didn't turn her phone to silent, probably expecting a call or a sms i guess. blah, blah, blah. i knew that a p-school friend, Benjamin, was having her as a tutor as well :D much of a shock to me. i seriously didn't expect us to exchange a few sms-es just because we had the same teacher. (:

who would have thought that i would be gossiping about something together with jos&jac? never would have thought. i've always seen her as someone up there? just 'cause she's rather smart :x

little miaoyu(: cute ah! will talk to you more often, come ask for advice! :P

todays& tomorrows.

2009-01-29T19:49:00.002+08:00

feeling very much afterseven(: lols, this word is just random. i just love the clique more&more. i can just see myself sitting down with the rest of them for a cup of coffee when we're grown. the togetherness is really great. i sure do hope im not imagining things, though. i don't want to be living in a pack of lies.

2009-01-23T20:44:00.006+08:00

much happened since the last time i blogged. lols. this was an extremely busy week, what with CNY celebrations that had just passed.

stupid internet connection was down for a freaking long time. ok, so it might have just been a few days or so, but, it was hell for me... no fics, no star news :x
monday as usual was dance practice, but there was CNY rehearsal, so quite slack-ish. tuesday was orientation, CCA. had to perform, then rushed off for dental before the selection of sec1s. braces are finally taken off! saturday is date for collection of braces, much looking forward to it(:
wednesday was free, spent time working on my english i think. my brains rusty, can't remember much of the week already. thursday, had rehearsal AGAIN. stupid thing. gathered in the dance room at 3.30pm, did homework in the canteen while waiting to assemble. rehearsal till late):

[contd; 25.01]
friday was the actual thing. had to reach school extra extra early(: so woke at about 5.55? lols, then preparation was minimum, cause i already finished packing last night :D more time to laze around. daddy woke up late, lucky for them, my sis went in their room for dental floss, or i'd be really late. rush, rush, rush :P the performance was really not the best we could give. there's lots of room for improvement.

rushed to vivo, after i collected clique watch from kaiting, and removed the makeup of course. but the eyeliner loves me too much, it stuck there till i got back home at 3+
trained to outram with rujun& peiwei, xinchi, jiaxian, baby brother plus jingyi. xinchi was going home, the rest were heading to weile's(:

clique watch (in order of birth :D): xinchi, mine, rachel, ~~kaiting~~yixiu, alicia, jiaxian, peiwei& ock.

lunch first@habourfront. pasta@pastamania :D had prawn aglio, crave for oil-based pastas recently ever since the trip to sunset way where i had oil-based prawn spag XP

down to first floor to buy pressies! went into Montique(?) as there were loads of accessories in there. bought a necklace for myself, plus necklace&bracelets&earring for my sister's birthday(: rujun got herself a pair of earrings if i didn't remember wrongly.

walked till we were kinda tired, then headed up to chill(: sat there for i don't know how long, talked about crushes, lols. rujun, stop it le ah!
one guy came up to us& asked if we were from CTSS, regconised him, he was an ex-student. weird though.

saturday is here! lols, collection of my braces. there's a list of instructions about care for your braces(: chose a PURPLE box. because: RED+BLUE=PURPLE! which equates to dongbangSHINEE/ dongbangSUJU :P then to walk around at orchard. ~~wore the wrong shoes for walking. heels for goodness sake~~.

mac for lunch. this is the first time in AGES i've had fastfood for a main meal. felt really good :D
back home to do abit of POA, then to westmall to buy movie tix for a midnight show(: & market for last-minute new year stuff. homed& packed up the house abit more. lols, we're taking soo long! late dinner due to the packing. bath&changed. tuned in to okto for the movies portion. there was a korean star :x

26th is going to be JAE's birthday, as well as new year. here's wishing jae a happy birthday!

to learn. to lead. to serve. to survive.

2009-01-16T17:18:00.002+08:00

i find myself rather sick. as in, there was night hike from 9pm yesterday till 5am this morning. walked all the way from mount faber, habourfront MRT back to school at clementi. slept for barely more than 4 hours, then woke up for 'lunch' (ate breakfast when we were back at 5am before sleeping). gathered in the ISH at 1030, did abit on reflections& just tying up those loose ends. night hike was also like a game, so there were points calculated. &guess what? 4A1 won! woots! lols. release was at around 11+, 12 and I reached home, maybe at around 1? yep, &up till now, i havent had any rest. AT ALL, other than the 4 hours of sleep... took a bathe immediately upon reaching home. I didn't bathe in school, cause there was too little time and we were too lazy also la, haha. dirty, but think about it. after night hike, do you think you even have the energy to walk anymore? so i took the longest time ever to bathe. 30minutes. (ok, it's really long for me already. usually i'd just take less than 15.) brushed my teeth, wash&condition hair, body, warm water for my arms &feet to help alleviate the sores & scrub my feet! quite fun(:

dayONE.
first was abit of settling in, it being the first day and all. then one round of ice breakers. briefing about the rough outline of today's programs then a little break. social dancing was up next. lols, had to partner up with guys, but it wasn't so bad, in fact, i had loads of fun. the dance wasn't that difficult. i think, probably, the dance background i had helped out a little?(:
the guys had to keep rotating, so i was beside alicia the whole time :D [ps. ali, maybe you should really join a dance group. heh] totally had fun together, ~~kaiting~~yixiu was somewhere more to the back with charmaine, the guides one. did quite alot. i ignored the fact that i was dancing with a guy, so it was much easier to enjoy. there was a short break in between, and alicia, being all hyped up about the dance, was asking me to dance with her! :D
lunch was up next. it was so-so luh, quite dry actually, but i shouldn't be grumbling about the food. the main point of the camp isn't the food(:
public speaking workshop next! i liked it! it wasn't like any other workshops. when you think of workshops, you'd link it with boring, right? but this is the exact opposite! our coach was isaac, loved him alot. the way he presented was cool, adding slight bits of humour&of course, little bits on his personal experiences. there was a group presentation& a individual one. i did the group with alicia, ~~kaiting~~yixiu& jiaxian. we did a 'commercial' thing on jx's obsolete(sp?) phone :x
i didn't do individual one. only a few people did, time was not on our side. (i didn't mind, lols.) really funny things happened! lols, kavin&ock talked about O-levels. luqman just reiterated everything that isaac said. ha! even the examples given were exact!
de-brief&reflections. then home-d. but stayed back abit to ask isaac about the formal wear we were supposed to bring& change into tmr. he's quite observant, i must say. within the short 3-hour session with us, he managed to catch jx&ock's characters quite, correctly. lols. we were ecstatic when he said that he'd most probably take us for the social etiqutte workshop tmr(:

daysTWO&THREE.
carried lots of things to school. there's stayover tonight [or should i say, tmr morning :P].
CIP first. briefing& then back to class for prep. headed out for queenstown to give out the food packs. alicia forgot her ez-link... i shall leave it up to your imagination, what she did(:
didn't go too well for my group. i was with siongtuan& justin. the unit we were supposed to go to, the lady only spoke dialect. &none of us in the group knew how to. ok, so i know how to listen, but nope, cant speak a single word. got help from our classparent who accompanied us there. (there were very little girls in our class, so all the girls had to split up, in case anything happens. we can help the guys, &vice versa. something about the people there with uhh, some problems. they might think the guys have molested them or something. teachers dont want that happening, so there, the reason for our grouping.)
lunch after the painting of the class flag, all thanks to sam! lols, ok, so the base was done by peiwei&the rest who were there to help. but editing is thanks to sam! i got myself all nicely painted in blue by the end of the session. had a mini session on reflection, then it was social etiquette course. but nope, it wasn't coach isaac, it was coach julian instead. i hated him to the core when he first stepped in. he looked like those dao kind. then, he said he didnt like the layout of our classroom, so we had to move all the tables aside, leaving the chairs in the middle, like conference style. we were all talking about isaac, cause he said there was a huge possibility that he'd get us for this lesson. &coach julian just had to say he didn't care about isaac or whatnot. he's here to teach us so he only cared about us. looks mild enough? mind you, tone plays a huge part. so his tone was totally harsh, bleh him.
enough about the bad part. he's nice, period. about as nice as isaac, though more strict. ignore whatever i've typed right up there, interacting with him for the next 3hours or so changed my impression of him completely. didn't change into corporate wear. guys were asked to model. &he was there to critique. & err, taught us girls how to dress our guys in the future? lols. he said girls had better fashion sense than guys, so guys should get girl's opinion when shopping for clothes :x
went around to other classes to see how many people in their class wore corporate wear. saw isaac! lols, he got the 5NA classes, i suppose, since he was on the other block ):
assembled in the hall for water parade. had to dump at least 500ml of water in our stomaches, they were scared we'd get dehydrated i guess? night hike was later, & we supposed to trek about 6km? i drank like 800-900ml of water in a go? i was totally shocked when i finished my bottle. cant cheat with mine, coloured-seethrough plastic. they'd ask us to overturn our bottles too, so yeah.
dinner after changing into aspire tees& briefing for the hike later on. finished dinner pretty quickly. had to rush from hall to classrooms quite a number of times& also to the toilet. dumping at least 500ml of water into your body has its side effects. resting time from about 8 till 8.45, after which it was a more detailed brieifing on our trek. MRT challenge from 9-10.30. we had 3 clues& had to figure out which station we're supposed to drop at. didn't have to exit, so less damage on our ez-links. it was all on the history of singapore, so we were totally lost, except for one, where we'd have to alight at queenstown. didnt manage to rush back into the train after alighting& asking our facilitator if it was the correct station. so, we made full use of the 6 minutes before the next train came. we rushed downstairs& asked the MRT staff at the control station about the other two. much thanks to them! all were correct answers! we even tried to ask the passengers on the train. &much thanks to them for not grumbling about the high decibels we were producing. lols, ~~kaiting~~yixiu fell again, so was treating her wound from clementi to queenstown. thanks to our facilitator for the MRT challenge, shengkai(sp?) for being lenient with us(:
the other 2 stations were raffles place& kallang, then to habourfront, the start point of the actual hike. i think we were rather smart(: asking the MRT staff& the passengers onboard the train. one group from B1, whose furthest station was only lavender, got to habourfront later than us. cause they got 3 incorrect answers. so, yepp! :D
gathered at seah im carpark, which is at the base of mount faber? night syndrome ON! lols, highness overloaded for afterseven and those who were sitting infront with us(: what with jokes, 'shooting stars' & just pure bantering :P
thanks to peiwei&jiaxian for staying with me through the hike up mount faber, especially jiaxian! then HIGH again, singing of songs which are totally RANDOM. chinese new year songs, christmas, yue liang dai biao wo de xin &etc. high all the way through till we reached kent ridge park. imagine how tired we're supposed to feel then. was close to 2 already, but the mood kept us up(: lol at ock with his 'flying'. we were the first group to reach, since we set off first. so we settled down for a little chiding from darren. well, i think that woke us up(: settled down for abit of class bonding time while waiting for everyone to gather& set off for school.
walk back to school was mostly quiet, since we were going to be walking through residential areas. so, everyone was pretty low. like, no singing, almost close to NIL talking. everyone was tired already. but, lols, i went high when we were close approaching school. then, the rest were like, almost dead, well, except for alicia. if im not wrong, we were the first batch of graduating students who took this hike? it almost seemed impossible, considering the time we took the hike& the mere length of it. who thought that 16/17 year olds could acocmplish this feat? we had no prior training of whatnot, we accomplished it with just perseverance&determination. im proud of myself, &proud of 4A1(:
in the hall, where we were having debrief, everyone was like, in knockout state already. again, with the exception of me&alicia, we were still moderately high. breakfast at 5+, then lights out at 5.30am. we took longer to washup &change, so only turned in at around 6. woke at about 9+, slept abit more, then woke for 'lunch'. assembled for the final debrief at ISH.

sidenote.
was up&about after camp until 6, which was knockout for me. had those kind of sleep where you had a vague idea of what's happening cause you're sleeping really 'lightly'. woken up at 8.50, where i had dinner. then it was TV&computer till 11.30pm. had a bath then turned in at 12.
woke up at 10+ to answer a 'wrong number' call. then at 1, a morning call from mummy. bathe&packed some things for going out. lunched at the coffeeshop downstairs& headed off to IKEA@ alexander at 3. lols, totally sleepy. came back at around 4? 5? i forgot, but slept all the way till 8+, 9. dinner, then packing the house. boxes are still all over.

no pictures during the camp, not supposed to.

with love, from sam♥

2009-01-13T14:37:00.002+08:00

afterseven

kaiting: hey yixiu :D haha, change name le! how do you feel? anyway, hope I didn't burn all your braincells trying to think of a present to buy me. Thanks for being a friend(: You're like really cool stuff, like, err, you don't stop smiling? Emo is like SO not in your dictionary. You're always there for me, &I can always seem to fall back to you :D lols, though i always like, push things to do to you :x paiseh ah~ A chairperson no more, but you've got greater responsibilities being the management head! No corrupted class committee this year, so you cannot stray and become corrupted once more this year :P ah yes! Help people too much le lahh~ think more for yourself sometimes, it's okay to be selfish once in awhile(:

peiwei: Yo, ah blur! Lols, you've been my seat buddy ever since like, sec 3? Haha, also someone that I'd confide in(: I think it was ever since that phone conference, the one with you, me&xinchi :D Although not everything I'll tell you luh, but quite a bit :x Don't worry about your whining, sammie can take it de (though not too much :P) Glad I've come to know you(: Through you& the rest of afterseven, I've become more aware. &Thanks for the christmas gift, though like, I can't really use it. Wake up earlier, Peiwei! Cannot afford to miss school le! Haha, just remember sam is here to help whenever you need it :D

to be continued...

sweet sixteen?

2009-01-13T14:14:00.006+08:00

lols, yes! sam is 16 already!

monday was went rather well(: heh, bus-ed to school since we start late on mondays :D the bus took a wrong turn ._. but yeah, it wasn't too big a mistake. turned back, and smooth ride to school all the way. met sandra at je when i was squeezing up the train bound for clementi.
i love everyone of you! lols, heh, the presents are too nice, now i don't feel like using them... :x

thanks to:
sher, tayHP, rujun, lijuan& sandra for the lovely book looking, well, book :D
rujun, josephine, mingyi for the card/note
josephine for the cookies& mini writing pad
mingyi for the calendar :P
2nd sis for the mass spam of birthday messages ^^
&my sis for the keychain(:

i actually wanted to do small little notes for everyone. like, to be given out on my birthday. but, i was too tired... lols. i shall slowly post it up here then.

on my birthday, i learnt alot of things. &because of that, i've grown more mature in thoughts, i guess. it's not what happens, but how you handle it(:

over-sensitivity.

2009-01-08T17:06:00.007+08:00

maybe it's just that. my head tells me everything will be fine, but my heart feels otherwise. the moment you entered, you started lamenting about the hours you spent sitting in the room: questions being shot at you, accusations rolling off their tongues, sensed sarcasm as they put up a show in front of you. &yet again, the truth of the situation is still unclear to me. over this past 2 days, more than 5 times, this question has been asked. however, other than this and that, the case is still shrouded in mist; the clues too minute to piece together to finally arrive at the answer. that sentence finally did it. all of us refused to believe it. one even refused her stay HERE if the result is negative.

all of us would very much like to believe, but things doesn't seem to be looking up.

maybe, just maybe... would you have told us if we were much older? but still, all of us are pursuing secondary education already. is that still too young for you? i'd understand if we were totally ignorant of the matter, oblivious to it all. but, there you go. feeding us little bits of the aftermath that came sweeping in, scaring me out of my wits with the 'what ifs?'. yes, i know. you definitely want us to not worry at all about this matter, dont want us to abandon our studies. but what if, what if we promised to maintain the balance in our lives& not disrupt it in anyway? would you tell us then?
your daughter is turning 16 already. she's more an adult than a child. won't you please not keep everything to yourselves?

yes, the first 15 years of my life has been nothing but peaceful. &the devil's here to take it away.

shaken.

2009-01-07T16:55:00.006+08:00

im almost 16. &yet, there are things they'd rather not explain in full detail. yes, it might be too confidential, but still. i witnessed the whole scene, watched as those strangers invaded our personal space. you came back, i retold the whole scene as best as i could. when i asked for the lengthy explanation to match my sketchy one, you just shrugged it off. i did as you said, hid one line. &all im asking in return is the full situation placed right in front of me. im no child, but neither am i an adult. i understand some, &gladly crack my head to make sure i come up with an explanation of some sort. questions of which can easily be solved if you'd kindly step in and explained. i know those were just routine, but at my age, i guess, i still needed confirmation&assurance. im sure the explanation would not have been too much for me.

perhaps, just perhaps, i should have gone to school today. yet on the other hand, i would not have known you would lie to cover the whole situation to not worry us.

im just shaken. it has never happened at all, i just needed explanations& more importantly, assurance.

down with.

2009-01-07T12:19:00.003+08:00

loads of things i would really like to share with everyone (ok, so maybe those who reads my blog(: ) the rest are pretty outdated, so what's the use?

xinchi's birthday is cursed. i came back& got a sore throat right after lunch): finished reading the book i bought on sunday [i would never drop a book until i finish it up], so that I can finally start on my holiday homework :x

napped for a little while. then dinner. revision until i couldnt take the pain any longer? yepp, then to the doctor's. the pills are so colourful! :D

antibiotics (the green capsule), fever (pink round tablets), hmm, & i forgot the rest :x. but, the prescription was for fever, cough, sore throat, blocked nose plus the antibios. first time i've taken that many pills...

messy? lols, it's us (ie, sab&sam) getting down to work on beautifying(?) our organisers. ooh~ i see my sketch pad in the middle of the pile too(: pop-up alphabets were actually for mummy's birthday present, but i didn't quite finish it up(: then big bang stickers :x

hmm, seems a bit blurred here. the black spots are actually my speaker&P2. yes, we love blasting music when we're just... being creative/bored. white patch in the middle is my organiser propped up against the wall, pink letters reads "6th". gave a bit of colour to the white alphabet stickers, so im attempting to dry it up(:

raw-ness.

2008-12-30T08:13:00.007+08:00

bleh, the only visible change after watching GD was the worsening of my already inflammed throat. i didn't know the after effects of seeing so many stars doing battle/combined stages.

23december.
outing with rujun :D to the close-by jurong point, since the ones we frequented were... haha.

everything here keeps me occupied while i wait :P

dinner was REALLY SIMPLE :D

&add a ice-cream on top!

&here i am, eating peanut butter with bread plus a cup of milo for breakfast :x

yummy ice-cream&YP-P2!

home-made chocolate fondue on christmas day itself! had it after dinner.

kiddy utensils(: but that's where the fun comes from :P

the chocos have to be mixed with milk. or else it'll look really weird? as in sticky& not watery?

choco chip cookies with chocolate on top! [ok, so i might finally know the reason for my throat....]

watched unsub-ed version of some acting awards on KBS. i had nothing better to do on a sunday afternoon.

lunch-ed out. westmall's bali thai(:

from this...

to this. :P my drink. there's the word dracula in it. but i forgot the whole name. :x

please, skip this. i just need an area to get this off my chest :P
dang, my head's still throbbing. but no panadol, thank you. my throat's sore from the squealing last night. i didn't know that could happen... SBS Gayo was... WOW! lols. it went from 9.55 KST (8.55 SG time) till around 1+ KST? wonderful performances :x
xinyi, if you see this before i get to you, please watch the video link i sent you through MSN. it's worth the long load (depends on internet connection actually :x)

TVXQday/ 5th anniversary

2008-12-23T20:27:00.005+08:00

it's late, but it's still here :P
happy TVXQ day!
23 December
and in advance;
happy 5th anniversary!
26 December.

-EDIT
so many people online~ haha

all i want for christmas

2008-12-23T10:39:00.002+08:00

bleh. im so screwed today. slept at around 2+ last night. my sisters&I share a room, so we're talking about the past, friends, &almost anything. remembering bits&pieces of the past was nice, but it makes me want to return to that timeframe :] but hey, it's still better than not having experienced it before(:

all I want for christmas;
1. this takes priority over the other wishes, cause i thought that it would be meaningful to get/receive it during christmas :D &i think peiwei has already taken care of that[:

2.DBSK calendars
didn't think much of them when it was just released, but, cute pics overload :P so, i want BOTH the wall&desk one :x

3.LG's icecream
yummy flavours to devour! don't really mind if it's strawberry/vanilla.

4.catch twilight&buy the DVD
ok, the first half seems really not up to ~~standard~~expectation. so, CUT-ish. but, still. twilight is twilight. im biased.

5.catch "Breakout"
dance thing held at esplanade. around mid-ish february. might catch it with my sisters instead of together with the dance group. bleh, now still no news of it....

christmas messages;

peiwei:
hope you'll reach school on time this coming year. (though i highly doubt so, since novena is even further than dover. plus, we've moved back to the refurbished site :x) &maybe whine less? your seat partner next year is going to get it... lols. thanks for letting me hug Pepper during follow-up, you might wanna at least wash it? i think i dirtied it :P
Had fun the past year being your seatmate. &of course you company through the boring lessons.

mingyi:
hope you'll be able to return to singapore oncce again. or even better, return for GOOD. it's been quite awhile since i last saw you. (or is it just me?) take better care of yourself during this time, it's quite cold there, right? MSN chat buddy, thanks for not scooting off once i mention DBSK, Big Bang& the rest of the Korean showbiz crew :x plus you keep me updated on taiwanese/chinese showbiz stuffies, since i've grown somewhat tired of it. &also for being someone who'll listen to me whine about school¬ tell. (ok, maybe cause you can't :P)

rujun:
everyday also see me de! are you at the least bit bored? haha. both of us are so indecisive, always letting the other party decide. so next year, i hope both of us would be more decisive, & i haven't forgotten about the birthday present that i still owe you(: hais, sometimes feel guilty also cannot, you've already forgiven... for that, thank you :D the secrets are still sealed away somewhere, when i come to you in need, thanks for the advice, opinion.

kaiting:
not bad, at least now the clique people all guy-ish :P you pull me down with you for prom! now i even more stress lehh~ thanks for alot of things. sometimes when everybody's 'gone', i'll always find you de, but you never whine(: for teaching me stuff that i don't know, for all the juicy gossip that seems to follow you wherever you go (as in, you'll definitely be in the know for the latest&juciest gossip :D) jiayou in winning rachel in studies next year!

xinchi:
you still owe me my mac meal! 3months le lehh! don't need to worry if you forget, i will definitely remember XP thank you~ the person who ~~brought~~dragged me to church. loved it alot(: too bad you're not here to witness follow-up :x new school year le lehh~ please ah, wake up early&reach school on time. you&peiwei got the same problem[: (i'll stop here, everytime talk about you need suan de XD)

josephine:
alot has happened between us since sec one[: from, together. then split. &then, now. i would never have thought that you'd trust me enough to confide in me. for that, thanks, cause well, i dont know? haha, i quite liked the vivo trip. just 2 of us. we've quite a number of similar likes, so it's easier to talk to you than others[:

im solely relying on words in this post(: aren't you all glad?
all the photos in my cam are 'screenshots', taken directly from the TV.
i bought 2 books from kinokuniya two weeks ago. finished it within 2 days, or maybe 3? 2 books from popular on friday. finished on saturday.
sunday was abit more fun(: woke up quite late, since it's the holidays&we'll only want to fall asleep around 1+, 2+ kinda thing. washed up, watched abit of twilight. then, bathe&out. train-ed to CCK, 302-ed to warren. played at the arcade there. then off to grocery shopping. home-d, bathed, &out again(: special dish for the day at my aunt's house was the salted tangyuan. it's really nice, &we only like eat it once a year? helped to make the tangyuan. no filling inside, so just roll it into shape[: for me, the soup would be the main thing about it. dinner-ed&home(:
simple &relatively short :x im not really in the mood to blog...

happy birthday!

2008-12-15T12:45:00.008+08:00

xiah junsu finally turns 23 :D

out&about on saturday&sunday. no SHINKI updates): attending some fahui thing. shouldnt have gone.. anyway! J&ri were accompanying me~ :D

heard FRH's 越来越爱, JJ's 第二天堂(?)&不潮不用花钱 plus more over the past two days :x

lollipop for sweet treats(: strawberry&cream. the thing was such a drag. i was feeling so tired, but, can't even fall asleep. that's the worst. plus, the jacket i brought was too thin, freezing my butt off during the whole thing.

only have my 2 trusty sidekicks. ixus70 is useless in this situation. P2&910 would work just fine. (except for the fact that they were also blasting out their own selection of music...)

first day of the weekend. dinner@sunset way AGAIN. but, really, i'm not getting tired of it just yet(: there's still loads of shops that i haven't had a chance to dine in yet.

ambience was great :x ok, so maybe, cause it's christmas. &snowmen are cute little things for cups that hold tealights :P

menu! delicious things there(: &unique too!

this is the passionfruit soda! small jug to hold it, first time ever seen this kind of presentation :D

TADAHH~! the place where i had dinner at(: sounds like a dessert shop, eh?

complimentary bread&butter.

lemonade, anyone?

they named this, champignon soup? if im not wrong, that's the spelling. &they said it was french&german for mushroom? ahh, heck. anyway, it's kinda lumpy, but still nice(:

sensational spinach? i think that's the name, if my memory doesn't fail me :P no dressing, just oils& well, it's not that cold.

their speciality: pork knuckles. bleh, didnt finish this. the meat tastes kinda plain. maybe cause i didn't dip it in the sauce they provided. mash potatoes!

my main course, pasta with prawns! their prawns are totally fresh! woohoo, fresh prawns taste the absolute BEST :D no sauce, more like oil-y kinda thing. slight spicyness too.

again, with the compliments. i'm really not kidding. this is like the best beef ever~! i guess the main thing is not the sauce, it's the beef. it's really juicy, like you can taste the actual taste of the beef :x

time for desserts! wanted to order souffle, but i'm scared i wouldn't like it. so opted for something that i wouldn't find fault in(: TIRAMISU!

& there's still their sorbet. didn't try it though. i was too stuffed :D

daytwo(: christmas tree at the lobby!

dongbangshinee/dongbangjunior :x

following lunch was coffee bean. the lunch was so un-filling. XP no rice, just pure dishes ):
cheesecake for ME!(:

tiramisu for byungshin.

lemon zest. what's with my sis&her lemon cravings?!

regular latte for daddy& hot choc double choc with marshies!

:D small, cute marshmellows on top of the hot choc :D

happy birthday!

2008-12-12T09:54:00.005+08:00

firstly&probably lastly,
happy birthday, 이승현

there's a change.

2008-12-11T10:23:00.007+08:00

be posting everything up(: since i've been away for quite a LONG time XD

29nov
laoshi's time to shine! haha, she wanted us to watch a concert since it closely ties in with our SYF theme [: was watching some drama, then had to bathe&prepare already. dried hair, watched abit more (im too addicted :x) then off we go! (jae&ri were brought out to play!)
to lot one with shiling first. she wanted to buy dbsk ez-link stickers, &i know where to get them, so...
rushed down to city hall afterwards. met up with rujun&huiping, then headed to shokudo. apple&xinyi were already there, waiting for us to arrive [we were late ._. sorry!] ate spag&waffle. huiping said our spag was already expired. [ie, you know sometimes restaurants give number tags to items in their menu? the spag section was numbered: 2001, 2002..... 2009. most of us chose the top few items, so, you get the drift :x]
to victoria theater! xinyi&i led the way. more like, rushed ahead of all of them. scared that we were going to be late again, since last time, we were late& got the stare from ms woong. (argh, i dont even want to remind myself of that) pretty lights! so went with xinyi to take pics while they cooled infront of the theater(:
concert was so-so. laoshi's one was more interesting [ok, so maybe it's just because she used the same music&similar dance moves as the dance we did during mid-autumn] when laoshi came out in the end (introducing the instructors that choreographed the dances, she got a HUGE bouquet of flowers!
END of concert, lols, so sad. but we (ie, apple, huiping, jos, rujun&nyself) went down to take a pic with laoshi before we leave(: taken using laoshi's cam, so, i dont have it ):
mum came to pick me up, then off to airport to pick my aunt up. waited for almost an hour before she came out --''

30nov
pretty much nothing. camped in front of the computer till daddy nagged. dined at sunset way. the waitresses were damn cute. one kept apologising while smiling cause she made mistakes, the other, was a blind bat. she asked us if we wanted rice when, there they are, sitting right infront of us&same with the dessert at the end. i really suggest she get her eyes checked.
IMM after dinner. MP4 for belle. none for me, cause i couldnt make up my mind. i want hoodies

1dec
dance was first up on the whole list of things. rushed back to watch musicbank, but my camera died on me! returned home earlier, since i have an appointmnet later on(: train-ed with jos. it's a good thing she's much better already :D jos went home early cause of the fever she was having. dinner-ed then headed to IMM.

2dec
dance was the only 'appointment' scheduled in. but it's at 0930! &i slept so late the night before): &laoshi kept scolding poor me. :[

3dec
dental today. mummy took full-day leave. went to buy books for next year in the morning. weird couple came up to us with coupons. said it can only be used for back-to-school items, but they already bought their children's de &they didnt want to waste it, so they came up to us. then they asked us where we stayed& then offered to send us home?! lols, kinda over, but still.
put down books, left the car at home&picked belle up. train-ed all the way to orchard&for the whole trip, i was sitting down. 4 people got down@ je, so just nice, settled in. transfer train at raffles place was empty, so didnt stand. slept all the way. (ok, probably just resting my eyes only)
chatted with peiwei since she called(:

4dec
bought my MP4. sis was so happy mum&dad returned at 7, so they could send her for alumni practice instead of heading down herself on 157. oh yes, go to challenger to buy stuffs. dont go to best. so exp! :x

5dec
friday was dance first. took measurements for our SYF costumes, &didnt stay back to practice that day, since we were all too lazy. changed into a set of more confortable clothes, then headed down to peps. train-ed&bus-ed there, plugged in to P2, wearing a cap&looking down. i guess i really looked like some suspicious character :x i lost my comb! argh, so couldnt tidy my hair after dance&used the hat to cover up instead. SMS-ed rujun throughout the concert. since i couldnt really catch it. was outside at the booth, to make sure that people dont use the ticket twice or something.
daddy headed to nearby coffee shop for a drink after the concert. left right after the concert, didnt feel up to it for reception. daddy saw a friend&went over to chat. byungshin came shortly after we settled down. then off to buy something with mummy for supper. i was so tired i lay my head on the table.

8dec
public holiday, no use staying at home :x headed down to IKEA@tampines. lunch-ed first then walked around. pretty fun, but i think i wore the wrong type of shoes.walked in there for around 4 hours. then headed to tampines mall. YIPPEE, bought goodies(: hoodie&shorts for me~ :D but walked around there for quite awhile. around 3 hours? till 7+ settled@hagen daz for some light snacks but, mum looked at the time& decided against having snacks. daddy still had his coffee. lols. & the bill came to $5.30(original price of the coffee was $4.50)
so dinner was pretty late (supposed to be at home, so yup)

10dec
sis' turn for dental. full day leave for mummy again. slept all the way through till 11+ cause i was reluctant in going. went anyway, this time, stood all the way. headed for dental first. then lunch@ delifrance. everything i wanted to order was not available. pretty damn irritating. in the end, i settled for chicken&spag. but it was so HUGE! &taste really plain. never ever gonna order that again. walked all over. wisma, then paragon, then back to taka again. dunno why, but was pretty pissed (at who knows what?) so i walked into kinokuniya, just like that, without telling my mum. [though yeah, she was behind me with my sisters.] bought 2 books! &i think i might finish the second one by today. done with the first the night before :x

credits: ringy@soompi
this is freaking retarded. mirotic is rated?! bahh! under my spell sounds so much nicer than under my SKY(?!). SM should really consider letting cassies make the decisions sometimes ._.
anyway, congrats on winning all the awards that you were selected in(: [ie, inkisang, bonsang&daesang(:]