the bulk of our teenage years are spent in our respective secondary schools. im really going to miss some, if not all of the teachers as well as students that i've came to know in that 4short years. talking to peiwei during humanities focus that day made me realise(:

first and foremost, it's of course the teachers that have moulded us (ok, well, me) into what we are today. extra credits go to the teachers who have gone through lots just to teach the class of 4A109. our class and co-class parents, esther fong and jeffrey ong, who have stuck it out with us for close to 2years now. though i dont really "know" esther fong, but, well, she's just been there. jeffrey ong is the only teacher that i know so far that goes through that much just for his students... definitely not forgetting mrs wang who'd just gotten close to us as the Os draw closer. i'd say she saw the potential in the A1-ers that took POA, and look where it got us:D of course, ms tan who is sooo cute, haha. though she's strict when she doesnt see the results after our hardwork (for some of us :P)

the thing i really love about my four year journey with ctss - 4A109 and of course, the beloved afterseven. well, i do like 2D1, but i love 4A1. i really cant bear to part with everyone who made 4A1, uniquely A1. especially the people i've come to be close with in our last stretch of revision before the Os.

but all good things have to come to an end, somehow.

to meet, to know, to love and to part. that's the saddest tale of the heart.

slept at 1 last night, i bet due to the 2h50min nap in the afternoon... [i knew i shouldnt have slept that long -.-] and surprisingly, i woke before my alarm @8. woke up @740, decided to get my lazy self out of bed, and into the shower, since we're supposed to go to the airport to MUG, and will be expected to return late. someone totally ignored my 4smses/1call and continued sleeping -.-

mummy sent me to clementi MRT, where i met rachel, and realised that ktyx, together with charrissa and qianhua werent coming along with us anymore. so train-ed to commonwealth and made use of the 10mins kelvin took to reach the station to decide on alternative places to go to since not alot of people were coming along. [plus, airport seems too far a place, no?]

tried to call peiwei. of course, to discuss as well as to inform her on our change in plans. failed. she wasnt awake yet, last resort was to call her house luh. peiwei was groaning into the phone, still wanting to sleep. venue changed to peiwei's house instead then(: tempted to buy apple strudel when we passed ritz at novena.

settled to study. had lunch at around 12/1, and was about finishing when genglin arrived. did POA, then slacked from 1530 onwards. rested awhile, ie, lied on peiwei's sofa. until 1615, then played with carpet&neoneo after that, while kelvin&rach were in the kitchen learning to make mooncakes from peiwei's mum(: bet genglin got overdose from the attention carpet showered him:D

all went into the kitchen when peiwei suggested making some for the teachers. very simple to make!(: im proud of myself! &peiwei! for making the teddybear:D then to studying again. but dinner was soon served, so ate a bowl(:

went off, daddy was downstairs waiting for me to come down so we could head to sunset way for dinner. grill out! was closed): peaberry&pretzel had a change in ownership): BUT, haha, dinner was still at a western restaurant. lovely food, cant begin to describe, but im too lazy to upload the photos, so, oh well:D

see you tomorrow, class.

but, tmr's a saturday, 'cher~!

haha, slip of tongue!(: rain, rain, go away~ keeps raining today, lulling everyone to sleep luh. NOO~ jeffrey ong is leaving us in the lurch (ah, not really :P) he's leaving for NZ, i think, just a week before our Os! oh well. [still doesnt include the fact that HOD is taking his place to teach in that one week he's away, shucks]

long weekends spells/equates to stacks of homework. there's BukitP amaths paper which im not sure is the full set or a paper only, english grammar and vocabulary exercises and some humanes homework (which i think is relatively simple?) scared cannot finish luh. hope to(more like MUST!) complete them!

were returned the SS paper as well as chemistry and emaths. MY A1!): no A1 for chemistry, but a 35 for SS(: YES!:D 81 for emaths overall, but joyce tan said it was an easy paper):, pull me back down on earth):

chiong-ed lunch after buying honey milktea(: @anana's (sp?) cafe, had chicken rice in record 10mins with rachel, then back to school, in time for afternoon focus. did 2008's paper, challenging i guess(: better be prepared for 2.5hr english focus sessions!

planning/inviting people for airport study session on monday, the hari raya holiday(: sounds hardcore, huh? but, lols, this is to make up for slacking whenever and wherever as long as it suits us. i want to be able to go~!

instead of detesting where im put in, im thanking you for making us realise the close bond we share.
thank you for the wonderful one-time experiences that you've givenforced on us(:

i just realised, at 10+ last night that POA paper ended ridiculously early, at 0915. haha, abit slow :P and best thing, i touched nothing of POA, and was feeling damn guilty today [but still, no action taken. even when i saw everybody revising :x i just popped in here and there to hear abit of this and abit of that :D]

mood in 4C1 was damn hardcore. even the NA at one corner studying luh. then 4A1 in the middle of the room, like damn slack, as though finished studying and very confident of getting A1 if not full marks for the paper. suan-ed ktyx for bringing such a bulky bag. the NUM one that she brought for the sentosa trip. this time round, instead of fitting all those bulky cameras in, she brought WII!

stoned at the passage way between C1&D1 to discuss the paper. then from discussion of the paper become a wide variety of other topics luh. mobile phones, KPOP, and ktyx was at another corner copying stuff for her cousin's oral that day.

city vibe for sweet talk. and for singtel to check out p's phone(: honey milk tea without pearl was weird. i was walking out of city vibe with A4 and peiqi and drinking, all the while waiting for a pearl to come up my straw. &then i realised this cup dont have, cause they havent finish cooking, hais):

MRT ride and bus ride was damn noisy. suan-ing ktyx on MRT, bus was the time where i wanted alone time -.-, i got none. haha, they all moving everywhere luh (around the last 3rows of the bus, and according to them, i was emo-ing at the back corner seat.)

personality quizzes for the first hour or so, then WII, guitar hero! lunch-ed then off to own activities. i'm a bad host, i just used facebook :P

the 3crazy and noisy idiots who wanted some shut-eye were, well, noisy as hell before they quietened (which was pretty long) haha, someone snored/sleeptalked:D

I was so tempted to send mr ong an sms after this, thank you for not being an asshole to our class.I promise I'll never talk back anymore and do well for my o levels get straight As so you wont become crazy due to over-stressful students and become like this demented bee here. I think that would be so sufficient.
This type of teacher really makes me want to thank God that Mr Ong is our classparent.

@wei-the-blur.bs, 15sept09

whatever it is, i always love reading peiwei's blog(: it's.. insightful, i guess?:D
[so unlike sammie, everything just bomb, if im too angry to type :P]

now, i know after4 will be expecting an update since my blog has a makeover(: so, here it is!:D

finally seeing the light, which announces the end of prelims! left with the theory paper of POA:D
[now wait, i lost interest in typing more...]
wednesday is going to be a 'short break', then thursday, the last day of our papers.
seems like after4 is coming over on thursday, as there's much time to waste after the POA paper :D


(you just didnt realise.)
been thinking alot these days, i wonder why(: MRT/bus rides are much more fun, and the seat at the back in the corner is ♥ed. best time would be around 4, where the sun pours in, though it's not damn hot or anything. so many things going on around, but no time to stop and think. oh well, that's city life for you.
where to go? what to do? why is this happening? what's with all the 'what ifs'? why am i feeling this way?
i dont want this. i dont need this. why cant it fade away?

So that nobody knows (I hide it)
I try my best to ignore it (I try to)
In the corner of my heart that doesn’t heal
the scar that grew hurts

Take away all the painful memories
The deep hurt inside me I keep trying to cut away
Take it all away

I try to laugh as if nothing’s wrong
I try my best to erase you
In the corner of my heart that doesn’t dry
it hurts as much as flowing tears

Thank God for you guys.