kaiting ah kaiting. yixiu ah eeeeeeeexiu. spam, until she damn shuang luh. haha, how's it to get unlimited smses? but, you're timing really off luh. haha. sms me early in the morning. at 1am girl!
spam me 51 smses. plus saturday morning, so you shouldnt be complaining about me sleeping too much in the afternoon. 3hours is not long, considering you woke me up at 6am today when im supposed to wake at 8! so, technically, i slept for one hour only :D












mos burger for followup. it was damn cool luh. haha. ask me and i'll tell you all about it, must act interested! lols, kidding only :x

trademark. to show that we've definitely been out together(: haha, afterseven must, MUST remember ok? next time go out together must take watch to show! to show that a few of afterseven members has been out before! haa.

anyway, tuition was today. chinese. maths on friday, which was postponed from tuesday was cancelled. but mummy came to pick me up after dance anyways. we're finishing up soon! haha, but the movements really very diff luh. haha, you see us on stage 飘来飘去，you think so easy mehh? lols, 所谓：“台上一分钟，台下十年功。” chim manxz, haha, grats to me(: lols. wait, i dont even know whether i write correct not :x haha, but roughly luh. come back home bathe with extremely warm water still not enough. 老师 said it's supposed to help relax those tensed up muscles after dancing. now it's aching like no one cares!!!):

nice sleep on friday night. lols, i napped from 11.50 to 12.10 [in the middle of the night, in the middle of our room, mind you], and then laid the bed and slept! but, morning was woken up by sis, said she cant find her comb in my bag, accuse me~!!! then eeeeexiu luh, spam la, spam somemore~ lols, dug it out for her, then sleep~ till 8+ cant wake at eight cause got so many disturbances.




















samantha is efficient! haha. see, i come up with 2 colour scheme plus design for the class teeshirt le! haha, but somehow, i think i like the second one better :x hehe, the 'caught' seems like it's emphasized since it's in another font, cursive-ish compared to the 'i was' which is in block. haha. and the headings for the back! haha, filled the colour in, i think it looks much nicer than just plain green. i didnt fill in the rest of the class names cause i forgot the register number, im so very sorry): but, you get the drift right? now waiting for people to see, monday's the deadline to show mr ong. then, our light green, round-necked, dri-fit class tee will be out!
[/edit] lols, done with the register order, though not very sure of it. huge thanks to yixiu! (see, i got thank you lehh! :D) so yes, a slight bit of editing as well, for the fonts part only though(: if anyone of you MMOO-ers come by, comment&critique!




















comments&critique section:
ktyx [stupid dope]: 'i was caught' font from D1, 'S/N...' font from D2. headings for back from D2, font for back from D1.

no more long list of emails for me to read! i finally got through opening every single one of them (not reading it of course.) &now i don't know what to do... hmm, edit pics maybe? haha, that'll come later.

whoopie! quite true? haha, especially "So even if you're not a kid, you sometimes tend to act like one." lols, about the second part of the sentence, then you guys would have to judge ^^
facebook for awhile, got around to yes, clearing my email inbox, which has overfilled. my highest record is about 1200++ emails UNREAD. lols. give me something to do that requires some creativity, best would be editing you blogskin for you! ahhh! eeeeeeexiu is finally online, and it's after MUCH persuasion. lols, and still no facebook a/c from you? go die(:

high-ed!!! Sam likes 'Survivor'!

i woke up with a throb in my head, head's too heavy due to the lack of sleep. 0605 alarm, managed to drag my body to the bathroom after 8minutes of tortourous persuasion. 2 texts waiting to be read. one from ktyx on the previous post, and another from MT teacher to bring zbCOMMA to school. lame stuff, morning then say, who will even bother to go find it ._.

slightly later than usual today. reached the canteen later than jos, met alicia along the walkway&saw jos' dad's car before that in the driveway. didnt wear specs from home until before assembly, my eyes. lols, abit on the reddish side plus pain also luh. so I decided not to torture my eyes before they accustom themselves(:

run through a whole day at school, with afterseven usual banters& stuff. and yes, it wasnt that interesting today :x

here's another treat for all afterseven(: haha, the pics are in higher resolution, so it's better for desktop wallies, as requested by jiaxian. lols, partly luh. this one's not bad too, right? haha, though the previous batch, i loved it alot! :P gogogo! everyone, put it on your desktop as wallpaper! the font, quite ok, but haha, it was limited... since im not using the desktop :x

never again am I going to do a whole freaking project by myself. i won't care anymore. because it means, i'll be sleeping at this time, everyday.

abit on the uploading of long overdue photos today(: plus recent ones of course, sam did a little editing [with abit of OCK's adv. thanks baby brother :D] luckily, yesterday, everyone finally brought their watches along with them to school :P

sunday was out to sunset way! i love it there, a lot! XP heh, went to dine at peaberry&pretzel once again, except without the pork knuckles. so, 2 champignon soup (they said it was french/_____(?) for mushroom?), lols. a tomato soup, which was really very sweet. 2 portions of steak, a portion each of prawn spag & steak burger and each of our drinks(:







finally the pictures of combined watches, afterseven(:

one with the girls' watches, since that day, the guys have decided to start recess with a guitar session first, lols. jx joined us later, but, xc&ock not eating, so yep(:
no more plate, rach! lols, more like edit until cannot really see only :x err, can see but not that obv? or is it?! argh.

mother tongue as usual was slack. so whatever. asked them for their watches &snap away! haha, rach's watch seems abit camoflauged. in age order, again. as requested by ock(:

chain~ haha, i like this. this idea came one PE lesson, which is just before recess. heh, just watch out.
flood~ open space between 4A&4B seems to have poor drainage...

bored during chinese lesson as usual. but this is fresh, ie today's picture. my new addition (editing) of my file~

those whatever you call thems. haha, those metal 'wires' that seem almost impossible to remove from each other, but can be done. get what i mean? if not, then nevermind :P

Jong gave us chocos! haha, xc cant enjoy. bought at the airport, DFS(:

ahh~ lols, today's photo. i was bored. don't blame me!

how does this look for the shirt? haha, sam is bored as of now(: i think it's nice :x lols.

saturday was mass tuition day! haha, chem tutor is going overseas the next week, so first up was chinese tuition. 9-11. played the computer, that is, until the chem tutor arrived(: 1-3. no lunch. &sam became a sneezing loser once again on saturday. it's like a routine already. lunch was fried rice, wolfed it down together with 2 chilli and its seeds. felt very much better, but, eating chilli has its after effects... lucky there was a carton of milk in the fridge(: slacked for the whole of saturday after that, with FF, anime, and then dinner before tuning in to channel U! 2 programs watched. first one, i was actually concentrating on it(: the second, i was half reading, half watching. im not that huge a fan of FRH since, well i turned to DBSK :D

next week! afterseven note down, come over to my house right? lols, as usual, after 11, alright?(: oh, maybe not the whole of afterseven. might just be rach, ali& ktyx. haha, but it'd be fun~!

dance on friday was crazy. returned home with a massive ache almost everywhere. shoulders, arms, legs, back. that's about everywhere that can hurt after working out. lols. yang promised us that we'd finish with the whole choreography within 3-4 lessons, or maybe promised the sec1s, it's the same thing anyway. &then, sec2s, prepare to see 杨老师's true colours. haha, not really la, but she's scary when it comes to the 细扣-ing. it's even worst then friday's one, where she was damn pissed with eunice's row. yes. it's worst than that, so please, 有心理准备喔~

it doesn't take a genius to figure out why i used her name instead of shermaine's.

i like how the answers come with a snap of your fingers if you concertrate hard enough. i like how my life along the path i have chosen has been moving. i like how everyone has been very supportive of me going down this path. i like how i'd spent my sleepless night. i like how i fell asleep at 2, feeling rejuvenated, refreshed. i like how the answer was as simple as abc. i like it that it was through U that i found the simplest of answers. i like how it felt then, when realisation hit. i like how ktyx&alicia spent so much money just on after7. i like how i've opened my stupid mouth and talked to you. i like how reading _____ gives me the comfort and sense of peace. i like how weile&weiling have been making time for me. i like how peiwei will always think of ways to help out. i like how xinchi has brought me there. i like how i'd be able to find comfort whenever i go online. i like how after7 usually bickers. i like how various aspects of our lives has pulled after7 into such a closely knit clique. i like how mingyi is always just available. i like how miaoyu always talks to me online. i like how shermaine is always overly high, just like myself. i like how rujun is always there for me to talk to her. i like how rujun comes to me to confide in. i like how sandra always has her "retarded" theories. i like how huiping always carries the respnsibilities on her shoulders, without whining. i like how josephine puts on a smile to face the challenges of today. i like how xinyi is always there, talking animatedly with me on dbsk. i like how i can rely on apple to be funny. i like how the dancers are always there, tolerating my over highness. i like how my friends have been taking care of me.

a mix of this, a pinch of that. feelings, feelings... heh, just a person can make you feel all those things inside. happy, sad, pissed, whatnot. you could have been the best of friends before, but after, no one can guarantee. i don't like how things are progressing, turning out.

i'm pissed that everything has to revolve around just you&you. one, you. i cannot stand the incessant chatterings upon your arrival, making you seem like you're all that. scratch that, not upon your arrival, more like when you're with a few meter radius of the female population. screams erupt, all conversations halt and turn towards your direction. and there you stand, unaffected by it all, as if you weren't the reason to start with. in fact, you look very much at ease, as if that's the reaction that was supposed to be shown towards you. two, you. i dislike the fact that you always appear before me at inappropriate moments. i don't like the way you flaunt your new toy, as if showing that you get on with life as easily as this, forgetting what has transpired within the last few weeks. you shrug, saying that's how it is. but i'm sure more than half of the world, ie. those with a conscience, would disagree completely to what you have done.

afterseven has been the best thing that has ever happened in my life(: in fact, my secondary school life was filled with fun and laughter, not forgetting the tears and all that. but, it was enriching. 4A1 is moving on, together as a class, rather smoothly. unity, i've never really experienced it with the whole class, but this, this is a whole new thing. with a good leader up at the front (obviously, it isn't the actual one who's in-freaking-charge), everything moves along.

rather messed up, as to whether to invite some primary school friends for the carnival@CTSS. i don't really talk to them, as in keep in contact and all that. just, a few 'hi's and 'bye's, plus the occassional chat whenever i meet with the conincidentally face-to-face. so, should i? or should i not?

the carnival's up next! the up and coming big event that the school will be coming together for! includes the whole school, staff, students, etc. this time, the upper secondary classes will be pairing up with the lower secondary, which means each paired class will be in-charge of 4 stalls, 2 F&B, 2 non-F&B. 2B1's gonna pair up with us, 4A1. lols, i wonder how we, as seniors, will lead them and guide them in the setting up of stalls on the actual day itself, and of course, in the brainstorming of ideas for the stalls. i hope, all will be smooth-sailing, i want both classes to work as one, making our stalls one of the most successful ones, if not the most successful.

tests. they drive me up the wall, mad, pissed and drained out of my brain cells.

happy birthday, maknae! hehe, jiayou for the mirotic tour in 2 days, &keep alert! you wouldn't want to be cake-d like yunho was in SMtown :D

im feeling a bit more than pissed right now, thinking about all those stupid things.

first, i hope that you'd be spending a heartbroken valentines, because you don't deserve to spend one filled with love. after shattering someone's heart and trampling over it like nothing ever happened at all. you shouldn't even be spending friendship day. i wasn't there, but these kinds of news spreads like wild fire, there's no stopping it. the friends you're clinging onto right now are just your lifebuoys, not real ones that you can confide in. too bad for you, i would say. everyone has a choice in whatever they do, you just made a wrong move. friends shouldn't be backstabbing friends. i just hate that, you treat your friends as some item, not someone. adding something related, but not so much needed. nice, that just caused you about like... 5 friends. not a big deal i guess, since you made a choice...

copycats. please, get out of my sight. my blood boils whenever i think of that incident. your level would think we copied you, but hell no! you were the f-ing ones who copied us. we've got our entire level to prove that as well. it makes me feel sick, if you copy the idea of just having the item, of a different design maybe. but no, you just had to rip every single idea from us. you just stole something, that makes you a freaking criminal.
get this straight, we're your seniors. mess with us, &you'll get it, i'll make damn freaking sure of it.

it's valentines today! plus, 4days countdown till minnie's birthday(: tons of homework to complete, i think im going break soon.

Cries in a distance
Can't stop the tremble
I just awaiting my turn
Hiding will never
Save me forever
The guns gonna get me for sure
Dear God I pray why won't you be my friend
Come to me and take my hand
Like mama would say
Everything will be okay
All I hear is 3 2 1
The scream from the guns
And then 1 by 1
No one gets to run
Someone's dad or mom
Sister,brother and son
No...no
All I feel is 1 2 3
My tears start to bleed
Smell of roses on my feet
I feel sore...
I fall...
I call...
I crawl...
JJlin: Cries in a distance.

i've never ever heard a sincere apology from you. it's always excuses and explanations, but never an apology. is it that difficult? i hate to think of it this way, but why...?

everyone's feeling the stress piling up, whether you've been working hard the last years or not. i don't want anything bad to happen, i don't want my grades to slip, but neither do i want to feel that much stress on my head. yes, listening to the problems of others really helps me to see where I am. Giving random solutions, that's what I'd try to help& do, because, if they're unhappy, the people surrounding them will get dragged down sooner or later, no matter if you're a happy-go-lucky person or whatnot.

but I'm just getting the slight bit tired. I want my rest. I want everything that I cannot have. I want my life in order, not in the mess it is in right now. I want the sloppy teachers to just scram, get out of my sight. I want my grades, &they're usually the ones pulling me down. maybe that's not what I should say, but still.

Case study 1; chemistry. You're totally out of the league. get out of my sight. I feel like my stomach turns out whatever I've just ingested looking at you. You make me sick, the way you teach, I'll give you an F9.

Case study 2; CE. Non-examinable subject, you might think, but does she even give a damn?! She just loves to torture our class, class parent? My foot! Concentrate on taking good care of your 6 children first, then take care of us. Judging from the way you treat us, I wonder how your children feels. Even Jeffrey Ong is doing an excellent job, going out of his way for us, his co-class. &you with us for a form class? Please, just fulfill our simple wish of getting out of our sights. The one time I've praised you for, I've forgotten about it already. First impressions really do last, especially if you're keeping up with that stupid first image that you've portrayed in front of us. I'm sick and tired of your methods, they suck. I'm lucky I don't&won't ever get you for a mathematics teacher ever again.

Case study 3; chinese. You emphasize time &again about your wonderful track record. But, we don't see it, so how do you even expect us to believe in whatever that you crap? Who knows, it might just be crap. I really think you can just stop trying so hard anymore, can't you see that we won't listen to you? We've turned off a long time ago. With your primary school methods? Maybe you should just teach primary school students, they might just listen to you. Maybe even then, probably not. I know I wouldn't.

maybe I just want to return to a time, a time where every matter was pure and innocent. When nothing mattered but sincerity. probably the reason why i like my very own stars twinkling overhead on my ceiling. I've never really thought of the actual reason, why I have always liked to turn on those lights while i take a bath. maybe it serves as a subtle reminder, a reminder that there would always be people who would not lie just to get their ways, backstab and whatnots. &maybe a small part of me wishes, wish that it could always be like that.

but, more often than not, it's always the opposite.

most of afterseven came over to visit! heh, well plus, what haven't I updated? emm, yes! clique reunion dinner! haha, i was really too lazy. but, here goes, i guess?(:


see what they did? they transformed my studyroom into a campsite, to an area where they sleep. said it was comfortable because of the rugs on the floor.

short&sweet, im extremely lazy. no reunion :x photos are on facebook on alicia's acc. access if you can :D

it's a picture update today! whee, abit from the new year, which i was too lazy to save into the computer cause there were really, too few. did come online, surfing on new year's day. so, yes, i found stuff to download(:

TVXQ with Cassiopeia(: hehe, it's simplicity at it's best. where just one line of words (maybe 2 :P) relays the message, crystal clear. was taken in a bit of a hurry, i wanted to play, join in the fun(:

back home. which is around 11+ during new year. didn't feel tired, so decided to write an entry on new year(: and as usual, the mess follows me. :P

visiting on the second day(: headed for first aunt's house, my mother's side. meeting up with my other aunt there before all of us head for 1st uncle's house for 'yusheng'! yummy.

nice one. completely filled the tray up. so, instead of going through the whole trouble of transfering the ingredients to another bigger tray, we put the tray beneath, to catch whatever that strays :x

yippee! finally back from the 2nd day of visiting. i though we'd stay at home on the second day though(:

after7! the first day after the new year holidays, &we were locked out :x (more like teacher didn't collect the key out from the general office :D) so, took this before going for the first period, which i remember clearly, was mother tongue.

just a teensy bit blur :x was shot inbetween the change of periods, so i wanted to make it really snappy(: the class flag for ASPIRE'09 has become the backdrop of our class' noticeboard :D loved the idea by mr ong(:

im still abit, on the down side. not emotional kind of down. my head's throbbing cause of all the things i'd have to think of to decorate my phone&mp4! was worth the trouble, and since my phone, icecream! wouldn't have much of a resale value due to it being an LG, might as well? heh, mp4's are almost stuck to you for life. seldom would anyone sell an mp4, i guess? so decorating it would be, nicewonderful(we must start using sec school level words :D looks so pretty after the makeover!

all the little things that fans would spot? heh, cassies would always, always be proud of tvxq. we've seen the work you've put in, seen the pain you've suffered, went through the joys that we've returned to you for what you've brought to us. 06.02, expiry date on milk packet is yunnie's birthday! i thought it was interesting, so, snap(:
"But I love you." lyrics. i think i got this from Nicholas Sparks' "Message in a Bottle", think. cause i've finished up 3 books, all romance, which messes with my head, can't possibly remember every single detail in the book, can i? :P