CE lesson has set me thinking.
with the constant facade i've been putting on, i sometimes wonder if anyone really knows me. if anyone actually knows what's going through my head. & now, im doubting whether i even know myself, what i want in life. im just lost, with noone to confide in. because there'll always be a barrier there. i know. it just keeps me from falling too hard ever again. &that's the problem. i just dont fully trust anyone. what shows on my face, doesnt really indicate what im feeling inside. whatever things i do, those might just be the very things i detest. &now, i dont know if i want to continue pursuing my studies. the stress, i dont know how much longer i can hold out. but the 9 years would be wasted... 9 years. i dont want to look back&regret all the decisions i've made

today was pretty fun. haha, played basketball during PE.
ms teo joined us, the girls. so the team consists of 5 of us plus ms teo(:
owned them FLAT. lols. but really, i wonder if they know they're playing against girls.
like... WTH?! i mean, you guys are F-ing rough.
ahh, whatever. hope rachel is feeling okay now XP
&ali. your bruise. i think the rest is ok. either that or i dont know where they bu-shuang or what XD
MT was seriously SLACK. did POA hw during that period.
lols. when the teacher asked "peiwei, do you want to read the [thing on the PPT]"
then peiwei said, dont want. lols.
teacher damn stunned. still say what it's a polite way of asking you to read the thing.
rachel sleeping through the lesson. peiwei&kaiting&me were playing at the back(:
geog was, nothing much. ok, i dont know what to write. & im too lazy to post some pics. got "family" pic sia~
ahh, crap im changing blogskin AGAIN