we'll be here for you. here whenever you need a shoulder to cry on or someone to smile to.
that's what friends are for.

haha, today was what you call a really fun/funny day XP
so we started off with POA. and amazingly, i could get through with the lesson without falling asleep, or feeling like falling asleep. GOOD WORK(:
lols, next was maths i guess?
but yeah, dont expect too much from maths.
it's just the 'same old, same old' kinda thing.
CHEMISTRY. gosh, it's funny to see the class so united.
just to get the HOHOHO to blow up(:
let's recount...
so, kelvin&kavin were standing up, as punishment for whatever.
kelvin asked "ehh, cher. why am i standing up arh?"
HOHOHO : "tuck in your shirt first. then i'll answer your question"
kelvin just put his bag infront of him to cover up, then asks again...
HOHOHO replied,"cause you were sleeping."
kelvin "but then, got so many people sleeping la, then you only catch me."
HOHOHO scans the room.
jiaxian was sleeping. so, he just said his name to wake him up XP
then scan again... jinping was sleeping....
and he shouted/screamed/etc, "JINPING!"
haha, peiwei say he fake sleep de.
then he continued teaching.
then peiwei was like, " ehh, sam, look at rachel. she sleeping lehh."
"huh? really arh?"
lols, then we were waiting for HOHOHO's reaction.
first, he called her name "rachel."
then, cause rach didnt wake up, he slammed the table... HER table.
rach just jolt out of sleep, didnt like shock or anything... HAHA.

geog was slackish. mr chan had to leave at 1130. then there was a venue confusion before that too.
johnny foo said humanities, geog students go AVA, but yeah, supposed to go there only at around 1130-1145
footprints briefing today. so headed back to AVA. slacked together with the hist students. then after that, yehidaah came in and briefed us.
WHOO~ it's gonna be loads of fun(:
split into our own groups. our group consists of: rach&peiwei&me&kaiting&alicia&ock&jiaxian&xinchi.
rach was supposed to be leader XP, but peiwei say put xinchi cause, only then will he come XD
have to look for a teacher to accompany us by tmr. so, decided on TSK.
haha, things are looking so much FUN(:
digital cam is a must on that day(: so, im 'sponsoring' mine XD
english was up next. mr ong had a game for us(:
so we dragged all our tables and combined them at the middle of the classroom(:
storytime~!
haha, each person will contribute a sentence to the story...
im sitting right at the back, so i'll be tying up.
but lols, the story was freaking absurd.
title: spectacles
characters: Mao&Josephine.
so, started off with both of them going to Mao's house to study.
then, on aircon cause jos was hot.
mao offed cause he's cold .... like, lame.... lols.
then, got blackout. so take candle.
anyway, then suddenly caught fire. then all seriously burnt.
so, call fire engine. but the phone melted and exploded.
spread to all the neighbouring houses. and all the stuff.
in the end, i dont have to contribute a single word
cause, mr ong couldnt stand it anymore XP
maths again, asked ms tan to be our accompanying teacher for footprints.
she agreed~! haha

insensitivity kills.

you're the only one who figured out.
figured out what these spaces meant.

im bored. after this, i'll do whatever that i need to
&then study. the 15 hours, not even a second TOUCHED.
feeling moody today. i just dont know why.
maybe after the over high-ness yesterday, i need to tone down to balance up everything.
there was mass singing again today. and will be for everyday UNTIL the BIG DAY.
first period was maths. half listening and half dreaming.
hmm, we were laughing at some joke. but i forgot what was it XP
then tsk asked, " why are you laughing?" (fyi, i wasn't the only one laughing)
but yeah, who's gonna tell her? XD
moving on to CE. sian-ish. i dont really like it.
i mean, CE was a slack period. up until mrs sam took over.
so, now. we must be punctual, tuck in our shirts neatly and all that stuff.
how will that be possible if tsk keeps letting us go off LATE?
then, english. MR ONG~(: haha. he's nice... like really really nice?
unless you piss him off to his max.
we're moving on from situational writing to NARRATIVES(:
narratives are so much more FUN than complaining&appealing XP
geography was... fine i guess. but i was dreaming half the time.
so barely anything got in.
did experiment during chemistry. why so unlucky de? everytime no time to finish even ONE experiment.
but, whatever. helped them keep their lab apparatus, since i dont know why?
MT. really. im too tired le. slept at 11. but, let's just put all the blame to XINCHI.
home-d
and now, 15 hours! here i come~
forget about the 15hours. i cant even clock 15mins...):

today's attitude was horrible. however moody i was, it was uncalled for.
sorry to whoever i've offended.

a coward through and through.
sorrys are just so difficult to get out of this mouth.

WHEE~ high-ness OVERLOAD!
hahahahahaha
lols, dunno why. but i think i can high without a reason with RJ and the rest...
then cannot high without a reason with PEEWEE and gang.
maybe cause RJ&the rest needs it more... lols
PEEWEE&gang needs more people to stabilise their HIGH...
haha. recess was crazy (:
that stupid xinchi... *note: jianming, im not intending to kill you le, change target to xinchi le(:
i'll kill him SOMEDAY.
peiwei shall join me in the killing~
ok, i think this shall be enough.
thanks to XC, i have 15 hours of study to complete...........

contd/
ok, so it's not enough.
today went to peiwei's house(:
JX&XC&WL&JAN went(:
haha, so fun. but headache mann~
neoneo and carpet were barking mad.....
played abit of the comp. and XC just had to go to his blog........
I HATE JOKER. he freaks me out.
ok, so played psp. and there, i got chased away from the comp...
JUST LIKE THAT.
home-d with JAN. talked abit..
and, this post is up right after i reached home, and started up the comp.
no bathing, no nothing. and i stink like, i dont know what now...

/& contd
ok, i dont know what i want XP
i keep like editing this post.
and it's not edit the front portion, it's making the post longer.
4th august is such an awaited date~!
dawn finally breaks XD

sometimes, i really wonder if my laughters are genuine
the name fits perfectly: illusionist
that's the reason why i cover things up like a concealer.

jo, thanks. your posts are always so inspirational. sometimes, i want to follow in your footsteps.
and other times, i know i fail miserably. but, i see the light. REALLY. im just...
and yes, i believe that we're where we are cause it's all part of the plan.
discipline plays a part, and so does perseverance. i chose this path not because it was peer pressure.
i chose to walk down this path cause he is REAL.
but i never stay too long on something. THIS is the only thing im hanging on to, unwilling to let it slip.
unwilling to let this feeling go. i should reorganise my thoughts.
let me hide in a secret place for awhile, sometimes, life is too busy.
but i will make time for it. i will make time for prayer and for You. i will do whatever that You want me to, wherever You lead me.

in the midst of forgiving...

*note: PIC SPAM ahead...
well, im back with an update. an update only cause something was up yesterday XP
haha. went for Ballet under the Stars yesterday.
met up with xinyi and apple @clementi, 1230hrs
me and xinyi turned up early, apple was well, slightly late XD
trained down to bugis. SAKAE FOR LUNCH! [man, the food now is darn exp.]





lols, their expressions seems the same XP
lunch-ed for about an hour(: then headed down to look at some cute stuff.
THEN, headed to haji lane XP
ok, so i didnt realise, we rented the costumes for HIP last year at that place
masquerade.
haha, the place there was nice for loadsa pics(: too bad there were so many people around. too embarrassed to take more XP





&& never trust sam when she's armed with a camera in hand XP
you never know when i might just SNAP(:


OOO, mentos! anyone wants? XP










personally, i liked the pics taken near or at haji lane XD
well, and the pics outside dhouby ghaut station XP
well, im doen uploading the pics.
too much of a hassle XP
take a look at MORE:
link; http://s169.photobucket.com/albums/u223/bubbly-cious/BUTS08/
after spending like less than an hour at haji lane, walked back to bugis.
bought GOODIES for the show later.
DBSK~ haha, bought some cards(:
then off to dhoby ghaut.
sat outside the MRT station. more pics XP
then headed to fort canning green(:
the performance was WOW(:
nice and relaxing.
home-ed at around 9.30
mum and dad came to pick me up, xinyi too since she was alone(:
a nice half of satuday spent around friends UNDER THE STARS XD
tag replies:
PEEWEE: yeah, i've thought about it(:
xinchi: haha, aren't we friends? PLUS, you're our leader(:
lala: yoyoyoyoyoyo, LALA XP
JOSEPHINE: ahh, i see(:
huiping: thanks! haha, i forgot to remind you XP
kt: what are friends for? read the above to find out about the concert XP

i'll pray for everyone involved,
everyone deserves it.

sometimes, things are not portrayed as it is.

my teeth~! they feel like they'll drop off anytime.
rubber bands are killers in braces X(
my knees are giving way soon too):
lols, the birthday celebration dinner for josephine was cancelled.
cause josephine didnt bring her wallet to school. haha.

first two periods, POA
and cause of the travel&food fair, mrs wang was GONE~
haha, slack in class
and peiwei just had to do her maths hw.
reason; cause jianming said that doing other hw during a period also contributes to their 15hrs that they have to clock weekly...
im gonna kill him for that XP
peiwei, i will DEFINITELY call you when i want to kill him XD

then came, TPI
veg seller wanted to see 4 people

and luan laoshi wanted to see 6 people
those 6 are those who are going to another venue for expressMT.
the main point being: veg seller seeing a SPECIFIC GROUP OF 4 PEOPLE
and then, kaiting came back crying, KHUSH too
FISH her. i feel like punching her IN THE FACE
but you know what? forget it, im not dirtying my hands to do such lowdown work
i'll let her actions speak for themselves, let everyone know her REAL character.

recess rolled by soon enough. cause kaiting cried, we (the rest of the [3a1] family)
accompanied her to the toilet to calm down(:
so when we returned to class, left the clique + kuan seng.
so we prayed for xinchi and kaiting.
please, let them have a much lighter sentence. may jiwon have a lighter sentence too
they dont deserve this. i only know one other person who deserves this entire thing.
may the entire weight weigh down on her, make her regret and repent.

last 2 periods were slack.
maths, was haha.
then last period go for travel&food fair.
saw slideshow of the JUNE malacca fieldtrip(:

haha, camped in the guides room with 'fellow' guiders:
natasha&wingtong&charmaine&kaiting
WHOO~ what a nice afternoon. lunch was SICK~
since i couldnt really bite, i swallowed rice&food DOWN MY THROAT.
camped more at guides room while rujun ate lunch XP
the talk was FUN, INTERESTING~
whatever you call it.
and we all have a thing in common. which i wont tell (:

not hating is difficult
but hating eats up too much of our energies.

haha, stayed back in school today
waited for daddy to pick me up for dental.
stayed with patrick, jess and janise at first.
then jess and janise went off for pm
haha, attack on the whiteboard!
PICTURE SPAM:


compare the 2 above, both taken at around the same time
on different days (just one day apart)












i guess everyone can make out what is up there XP
credits: peewee, +my crappy hp cam (:

DBSK, you really ROCK.
and thank you for once again, topping the weekly charts.
you broke all previous records(:
1st to top oricon's weekly charts consecutively THREE times
still, take care of your health. we wont want you guys to fall sick~!
you made us, cassiopeians PROUD!

doushite kimi wo suki ni natte shimattan darou(:

proof;

credit: ORICON

thank you for the wake up call
it's your attention and affection that i want

NO~ peiwei didnt come to school today ):
& to make matters worse, my shoulders and neck hurt like crap.
but dance is still fun(:
lols, many funny scenes in class today.
'specially in mr ong's class(:
haha. what a way to end the day.
chemistry and POA.
but hey, POA was fun today(:
lols. the sense of accomplishment, though mostly is kaiting's..
there was this sudoku thing...
hais, so enrichment is brought forward to today.
lunch-ed with rujun at JE.
also got study, ok...
haha. POA homework is completed~!
yeah(:
did a personality test.

haha, go google or yahoo, and search up for ISFP people(:

i want you back in my life
i want to forgive and forget readily

sometimes, that little push is all we need

mondays~ it's always kinda gloomy.
but, the smile will always be there rain or shine
sometimes, i really wonder how i REALLY feel
and, the day started with CHEM.
MRT driver doesnt help to drive the gloom away.
XXL, shoo. lols, today. an attempt to get my shoe........
then, there's mt and geography. order, not too sure XP
test for MT, haha, copying work lehh.
geog, vandalising on qianhua's table. &wasting one of kaiting's foolscap to TEASE her XD
ENGLISH~ my favourite period(:
now that's what i call a moodlifting period(:
though must sit at original seats, hehe, i still LOVE english lessons
mr ong just makes it tolerable XD
maths..hais, i've nothing to say
im just afraid my grades are going to be affected

&& HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO POOH eggplant JOSEPHINE!

it's funny, look at how many pooh-s she received today~
dance;
haha, just one day and guess how much there is in the dance fund?
$16
and remember, that's collected only in a DAY.
dance(: is always fun.

choi minhwan&kim jonghyun are ♥ed

sunday already...
the weekend is over. and the school week is soon starting.
something is hanging over my head, waiting for the time to come
and then, finally pass.
yesterday was kinda fun(:
dinner-ed at someone else's house.
more specifically, my parents' friends' house.
their baby is SOO cute~!
haha, watched some vids... all always kinda cut off.
reason being, their children keep skipping parts...
damn.
ok... so, we had err, grilled stuff?
haha, there's BEEF(: &corn&prawn&squid
yeah, all jap style. the sauce and stuff(:
drinks for the day... pineapple juice&7-up
all mixed up
nice dinner.
then had fun with the small lil baby(:
and guess what time we got back home? 11
my weekend~ ):

ok, so i settled the alignment prob(:
lols. vista view and xp view is different.
so yeah. settled the firefox alignment one...
then IE...
lols, i didnt realise the right bar was missing.
so yeah, settled that as well(:
phew. haha
OMG!!! SHINee! JONGHYUN~ KEY~
im fainting. SHINee's footwork is WOW!
peiwei... you just influenced my 2nd sis to print screen-ing....
she's spamming me~
she says she loves you for teaching her that XP
haha.
having fun with my memory card and camera?
lols, bet you are. but must study too XD

gonna keep it on the replay.
but dbsk is still my #1(:

WHEE~ im high~!!!
so, must make use of this high-ness to do somethings XD
blogskin CHANGE is UP~
though the pic, it's just taken off the net XP
this is to congratulate dbsk on their topping oricon daily charts for the fourth time(:
heehee(: dont mind that, just changed into a fangirl for a split second.
today was FUN~
lols, except for POA though.
the test is screwed. but i hope it'll turn out fine though.
maths... i've got nothing to say.
double FREE PERIOD!
that's for almost all MT students for today (:
haha, volleyball session right in FRONT of the class.
i wonder what's going to be next.
from bball to vball...
haha. dance today passed in a blur really.
laoshi came late. she didnt know that we started at 2 today.
she arrived at 3. lols.
by that time, we were like almost done with stretching already XP
so, on to the dance steps she taught us last week.
juniors still need more time to get used to get used to laoshi's fast-ness
JIAYOU~
ahh. the aching is so comforting(:

there's one last relationship to mend
guide me through, please.

this time, i wonder if we can go back to before.

whee~ im so happy(:
mr ong is BACK
haha, only when he teaches, our class will then be quiet and listen to him attentively
all the other english teachers...
i dont know, i still find him to be the best.
joanna lim to be one of the nicest teachers XP
haha, english passes relatively fast.
chem. DOUBLE period.
hais. we patrick, ock and jessica made a mess at their bench behind us.
and dont blame 3a1 for their substandrd english, blame their CURRENT chem teacher. hoho.
he pronounced yogurt as YOR-GURT
double maths.
im going to flunk the test~ NOO~
anyway, im just DEAD.
mt; dont remind me about it.
the teacher was pms-ing

lols. so the picture is coming out really SLOWLY
haha, it'll take a longer time xP

on to TODAY.
maths. lols. first period of the day.
what do you expect? a whole class of rowdy students?
lols, there's really no reason to be pissed.
PE was relaxing, we (kaiting, me, alicia) just lazed around
chatting till the bell rang.
peiwei seems very amazed with my camera
drawing and snapping pics of it with my cam
haha, that was during english.
english. no teacher again
how cool is that?
geog students were mugging HARD.
chemistry. on with snapping pics again
hohoho. he came in with an SMRT work suit.
hmm, his part-time job [as peiwei says] must be being an SMRT staff
and babysitting (where he SITS on the baby, literally)
lols. inside joke xP
geog test. sian, i might flunk.
joke 2;
jiaxian: "tsk, you just got TSK-ed"
he did that on peiwei...
lols, FUNNY~
mother tongue.
you expect me to listen to what she says?
dream on. i was doddling, from chem till MT
and more pics up on the way~
*and, please dont be too eager for it xP
it takes weeks for me to upload a set of them xD
faith is the substance of all things hoped for, the evidence of thing not seen.

im tired
i no longer no what you want of me...

blogskin change is up on the way.
under construction xP
haha. home-d with jos today(:
the topics to talk on were little
but im glad. what's pass has pass, let everything be forgotten
let's start anew
geography test tmr. and im still on the comp playing xP
haha. at night maybe. maybe then i will study(:
i WANT: lg viewty!
that phone is nice, camera functions(: and touch screen xP
ignore that XD
anticipating the release of;
23rd japanese single. &&
breaking dawn, fourth book of the twilight series
to me, all but one friendship is patched.
it never seems to end
what have i done?

should i voice out opinions
or keep them to myself since they are too hurting?

BOO~
im back again(:
seems like i love to blog too much xP
a blogskin change might be on the way
haha. lols. PICTURE UPDATE XP



hahaha. all the FAKE food on display. their food proportion is really THAT BIG


the name of the restaurant we went at @central



Drinks(:


SASHIMI~


haha, the leaf shape very cute. so took a pic!


BEEF~lols. with bean paste?


my main course(: beef sukiyaki? dunno, i forgot the name xP


another main course... NOT MINE xD


cheese&prawn&potato. nice combi (:

took for fun, since it's the first time i saw a fishcake? in this shape xP

my sister CLEANED the cheese&prawn&potato UP


nice scenery? haha.


dessertONE; ice cream cake

dessertTWO; whatever this is. but it's nice(:

SHOPPING~ 3 for me, 4 for 2nd sis, 1 for youngest sis xP

change in LOCATION.

lols, this one's at gelare @ far east plaza


hazelnut frappe or latte.


retarded thing. on the way back from far east.
and yes, this is the 10-police-motorcycle-escorting-1-darn-car incident

look at eeyore! he's curious xP

ok, seriously, i was just BORED... xD



youth day OUT











lols, i love taking RANDOM photos dont i?
breakfast TODAY(:


school xP

too lazy to upload MORE
kaiting is right. i do LOVE taking RANDOM pics XD
lols, i just spotted something on PW's blog.
[on her tagboard]
my tag when i saw a photo...
SAM(:: BOO~ lols. the soft toy SOO CUTE XP jianming like wanna talk to the soft toy... LOLS.
jianming's reply
Jian Ming: sam! I'm praying for the soft toy! Lol.. Fang tian must be even more honoured.
pw's reply
PEEWEE: jianming> *guang ming zhen da ok! ;sam> haha he sot le
*jianming was saying...:you took photos of me secretly..

i am glad i chose this path.
i do not regret it in any way