f-aded/ inthcornerofmyheart.

Monday, March 31, 2008, 4:36:00 PM

nothing much to write i guess...
though quite a number of things have happened.
i forget easily :P
hmm, let's see.

went to make IC on wednesday (school hols)

brought sher, jos, san, lj to warren after their remedial (thursday)
quite fun :D seeing them attempt to play DDR
bowling after that and then LUNCH(:

saturday, bought a 200 piece puzzle and finished it by that night(:
BIG ACCOMPLISHMENT!

sunday. had steamboat(: i helped to prepare the ingredients!
the 'ambience' was great. with 2 portable speakers nearby and soft music playing(:

good friday, went to big splash and T3
got sunburned after riding the bike there for only 2 hours...
headed to T3... ate like hungry pigs.... and went NTUC to buy....
socks! (i feel like laughing myself)

monday. was raining hard after CCA so got my parents to bring me back. got back at 8....):

i burned myself during chemistry prac [that was on tuesday]
though there were nice results during the experiment(:

speech day rehearsal was SICK. i got back at like 8??
and i was there in FULL COSTUME x(

friday. sports carnival.
the rest of the games were full, so no choice.. went to aerobics.
which was more like a hiphop session. the instructor taught us the steps to a dance from stepup2
that's what she said... dont know how true it is(:
HOORAY! my house got first for this year's sports carnival :D
went to jec's pizza hut later for lunch(: YUMMY(:
and cheaper since there's student meal...
there was soup for everyone...
main course...
sandra: spag bolognese
sher: baked pasta with sausage
LJ: baked rice with??
RJ: chicken linguine?
ME! beef lasagna [ is that how you spell it?]
evil shermaine poured like half a bottle of cheese on my lagsane
took a few pictures whenever there was a reflective surface out of view of anyone(:

saturday. went to dempsey road for dinner
supposed to go with an uncle and aunt but they backed out last minute.
so.. we had korean cuisine! charcoal BBQ(:
and of course main course as well
LOVE the bean paste. especially with the BBQ meat wrapped with lettuce(:
walked around in search of the ben and jerry outlet there.
had 'Phish Food' and strawberry flavoured ice cream.
phish food is actually chocolate ice cream with marshmallow, caramel and fudge... if im not wrong(:

so that's about it(: a very quick update of what happened(:

Wednesday, March 05, 2008, 8:23:00 PM

laugh and play for all you want now..
'cause these days will be short lived because of your choices...
choices have consequences... just remember that..

and don't go around telling everyone that i'm one mean person.
don't go around putting me down like that.
i already ~~told you~~ scratch that, warned you about the consequences just the day before.

and here you are, continuing to do whatever i've told you not to do...
you're asking for it, girl, you're asking for it...
when she starts whatever she's planned to make your life hell, there'd be nothing i can do to help anymore.
and that's when it'll all come crashing down on you.
i've had enough of you emo-ing.
you're the reason why i can't return to my original self, which i try my hardest to return to...
now chocolates are my only best friend..

emotionally, it's a downhill road for you.
and it'll be like you experienced before, crying on the MRT if im not wrong.
you might even cry whenever you have that much spare time on your hands..

by then, i won't really care that much anymore.
because, you failed to heed the warnings that i gave...

, 8:05:00 PM

f.cuk off a.sshole
you're another one that makes me utterly sick
you think you're handsome and all..
but are you? or are you just a freaking doll..?
sitting on the rack, attracting girls.. then breaking their hearts.
fine with me if you ONLY broke up with your girlfriend.
but, PLEASE... leave the other people alone.
just because of your childish acts, everyone around has to SUFFER
AS WELL.

because of you, i have to console people everyday.
because of you, i have to act as a go between when she's unsure
because of you, EVERYONE AROUND SUFFERS.

seriously, stop going out with anyone if you don't know how to treasure them
stop going out with anyone since you don't know the amount of hurt it brings..
and when that happens, look at the amount of guilt you WILL HAVE to carry for god-knows-how-long...

i feel disgusted when i know that you are someone that might be related to me...

sorry about the choice of words...
and sorry if i offended anyone...
but it's too much for me to handle...

Tuesday, March 04, 2008, 5:22:00 PM

take it as whatever you like..
begging... demanding... or just plain cursing at you
hack, do i care?
just get out of my sight.
and away from my close friends too
u make me sick...

i dont care if we were once friends
but what matters is the present
and to me, you dont matter
AT ALL...
just fc.uk off and quit sticking like a leech
and what's with telling someone else that you hate someone in your clique?
LIVE WITH IT...
you've done so for the past 2 years..
so why not another 2?

and don't think you can get away with it...
you make it so obvious even the blind can see...
u like him... im sure of it..
there's a mention in your blog and of course the small little things you do in class..
just to attract his attention.
we're just your tools...
your tools to get closer to him..
and maybe closer to other guys as well
since there are 3 of them in my clique that are popular with guys..
and FYI, all of us dont like you.

but for me, i'll prefer to make it clear to you...
i wish i could just rub it in your face...

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sorry people. just wanted to just vent my anger here.
skip everything up there, just venting everything out since it's so sickening
and not to forget irritating...

, 5:02:00 PM

well, this post is just for mingyi(: since i haven't been talking to her lately. (heheh, more like months...)
i changed clique in class..
the previous one was well... FUN but still.. i'll tell you when we get time alone(:
new clique is with alicia, kaiting, rachel and peiwei...
just the 5 of us. (you can't expect much. my class only has 10 girls....)
haha, about the skin changing... DEAL WITH IT(: kidding, that's not supposed to come out as a demand... but, lols, this one is a despo change. needed to change it desperately so just plucked one off blogskin...(:

and FYI, i became a mediator or the person who goes around trying to solve whatever things.. since err, things started to happen. (i'm too busy with this job, sorry xD)
the hyper streak in me is kinda going out, and recently eating up boxes of ferrero rocher. ( ok, maybe that's exaggerating... im only close to finishing a box xP)

hope everything over at your side is fun(: this year im going over to HK again. mum's office got company dinner there. then they planning a company trip to macau (this trip is for sole relaxation(: ) so yeah, i'll be meeting with you again this end of year x)

hope you're coming over to sg... i want to go KBOX with you!!! nobody wants to go kbox-ing with me): [err, more like i didn't ask]

anyway, yeah that should be about it. since the rest are pretty private. and ya, there's other stuff too. so come online soon.. i'll be waiting for you(: