f-aded/ inthcornerofmyheart.

Friday, May 18, 2007, 3:58:00 PM

hey!
im back once again..
lol i really have nothing to do ((:
ok.. so &pureTRIOS-™ have
already planned for the JUNE holidays!
woots! im totally loving it..
just chatted with &pureATTRACTION-™
before deciding to post this up
lols..
&pureAFFECTION-™ stil in school
*sighs*
nvm, back to talking about the holidays!
right so, we're planning to go to
[one] heeren
[two] marina square
[three] vivoCITY
and lastly IMM for our project materials ((:
according to &pureAFFECTION-™
there's loads of neoprint machines there
and more teenage stuff
so im pretty looking forward to going to heeren
if my parents allow
[i HOPE THEY DO!!!]
well for marina square
one of the both of them promised
to bring the other party to the mall...
so im pretty much tagging along ((:
vivoCITY!
woohoo! its huge!
went there before
sometime around christmas.
yeah so, now
i wanna know how it feels like
&pureTRIOS-™ girls' day OUT!
lol if we have enough money
i hope to like get some identical stuff
like the stuff that we bought when we went to JEC
((:
im SOO looking forward to it
since SHE's not coming along with the three of us
well for IMM we will kinda stop there for awhile
get everything we have to get for the project
then head to either heeren, vivo or marina
that's pretty much about it..
the only thing in the way
is parents' consent
soo.. ya and maybe HER as well
she might wanna TAG ALONG
so.. i dunno.. the plans might change?
BUT i hope NOT
it will totally ****
if she came along...

, 2:46:00 PM

TOPIC: MY HANDPHONE~ LOL.
01) What is the brand of your phone?
``sony E
02) What are the last 3 digits of your mobile number?
``577
03) What does the 2nd message in your inbox say?
``its LONG and PRIVATE.. so nope not gona say it
04) Who is the first person who comes up under the letter M?
``madihah
05) Who was the last person you rang?
``shermaine
06) Who was your last missed call from?
``my dad's office
07) Who was the 2nd person who comes up under D?
``deborah from MC
08) What does the 3 oldest message in your inbox say?
``good luck chain letter from ALICIA, jia you message from SHILING and the chapters tested for my science MYE from SHERMAINE
09)Who comes up under J?
``jacqueline(lixuan,sec)
``jean(sec)
``jessica(pri)
``jing yi(pri)
`` josephine(sec)
``josiah(pri)
``julian(mc)
``junjie(pri)
10) Go to your Sent Items - what does the 10th message say?
ok.. then i think i dun sms u first bahs..later u feeling better le then u sms me..
[to sher]
11) Who is the 4th person who comes up under S?
``Sandra Sim (pri)
12) Who is your network provider?
``singtel
13) How many messages are currently in your inbox?
``i dunno.. too many to count
14) What do you have as your background?
ouran high school's character.. mitsukuni haninozuka [in short HONEY!]
15) Who is the 2nd person who comes up under R?
``Rujun
16) Who do you have on speed dial 3?
``i dun use speed dial
17) If you are on Pay as you Go, how much credit do you have?
``not using
18) Who is the first person who comes up under C?
``caroline [pri band junior]
19) How many bars of signal do you currently have?
``5??
20) What do you have as your main ringtone?
``zhong ji yi ban by TANK

, 2:41:00 PM

Woots! One more week till school closes for the june holidays! Thought of a new name for the three of us! Group name : &pureTRIOS-™… group members : &pureADDYCTION-™, &pureAFFECTION-™ and &pureATTRACTION-™
Cool? Lol.. well, we left HER out.. and I bet she will be reading this the moment it’s posted.. just wait and see..

Tuesday, May 15, 2007, 4:48:00 PM

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
*To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life*
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
*repeat*
No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)
*repeat*
welcome to my life[x2]

There you go
You're always so right
It's all a big show
It's all about you
You think you know
What everyone needs
You always take time
To criticize me
It seems like everyday
I make mistakes
I just can't get it right
It's like I'm the one
You love to hate
But not today
So shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down
There you go
You never ask why
It's all a big lie
Whatever you do
You think you're special
But I know, and I knowAnd I know, and we know
That you're not
You're always there to point
Out my mistakes
And shove them in my face
It's like I'm the one
You love to hate
But not today
*repeat*
Will never bring me down
Don't tell me who I should be
And don't try to tell me what's right for me
Don't tell me what I should do
I don't wanna waste my time
I'll watch you fade away
*repeat* [x3]
some lyrics..pretty much describes what's going on now :))

moving on to happier stuff

five of your favourite people

[one] beloved sher and jose

[two] 1d1'o6 slash 2d1'o7

[three] S4L653:))

[four] "Empower You" dogs team!

[five] my sisters!

five of your favourite foods

[one] chocolates :]]

[two] chips! ((:

[three] maggi noodles! (unhealthy but who cares)

[four] candys!((: hope i dont get tooth decay!

[five] pure addiction (name of a cake from emicakes!)

five of your best memories

[one] the six/seven days WE went out

[two] trainings st S4L653

[three] trainings at EU

[four] times we spent on carnival'o7

[five] the day we went ice-skating

five things you've done today

[one] school

[two] continue writing FF

[three] talked about HER and HER

[four] eat

[five] play comp

five words to describe you

[one] addicted to ZAPPEL

[two] addicted to chocolates

[three] kiddy.. x)

[four] design-crazy

[five] luvs my friends!

five of your favourite movies

[one] death note 1

[two] death note: the last name

[three] twin effect

[four] i not stupid

[five] mr bean's holiday

five of your worst memories

[one] failing a subj

[two] THAT nightmare

[three] finding out that SHE changed

[four] finding HER on the verge of character change

[five] having a "quarrel" with HER and HER

five types of people you hate

[one] says something, but does the opposite

[two] flirts excessively

[three] on-and-off too easily

[four] whisper excessively in FRONT of u

[five] kicks you aside once ur useless

five things you would die without

[one] the computer! ((:

[two] my precious handphone

[three] music (my life!)

[four] stories! ((:

[five] the teevee!

five of your favourite names

[one] shayanne

[two] alethia

[three] bianca

[four] carina

[five] finn

five of your favourite sites

[one] artistes' blogs

[two] artistes' forums

[three] www.imeem.com

[four] www.youtube.com

[five] my blog! ((:

Wednesday, May 09, 2007, 5:48:00 PM

this post
is specially for the neoprints
the three of us took ((:

overview((:

4may outing!!

3oapr outing!!!

, 4:48:00 PM

well, i finally

can upload the pics i wanted to show all of u

l0ls..

i was too lazy to plug my phone

into the comp..

that's pretty obvious..((:

my chocolate

and my apple((:

performed here before when i was in p-school

cream puff from ngee ann ((:

so, as said in the caption, the top one is the main course

while the bottom one it the appetizer.

apparently the three of us were playing

with the left-overs from lunch ((:

ok.. so the three of ur were saving money.. so we bought 1 can of mountain dew and all of us drank from there.. ((: took a shot

Saturday, May 05, 2007, 4:15:00 PM

a few more of quizzes..
copy 'em to ur blog if u wana..

or feel like it..
**credits to my sis' friend lyssetta**

Name 15 people before looking at the question. (in no order of merit)

1. Shermaine
2. Josephine
3. Alicia
4. TAY huiping
5. Sandra
6. Li Juan
7. Ru Jun
8. Shiling [Shamaine]
9. Xin Yi
10. Apple
11. NrSyaz
12. Jo-gor
13. Angel
14. BenjaminL
15. Chun Hui

#1. what does 3 do in class and what does she tell you?``alicia
hmm...i duno.. we dont really sit that close && im nt that observant anws
#2 how did you meet 14? ``benjaminL
during p2 in class??
#3 Will you ever stay with 8? ``shiling
mebe((:
#4 Can you imagine that 11 was your sister/brother? ``nrsyaz
yeah((: was one of my besties during p-school
#5 what if you were in the same class as 4?``tayhuiping
i m right now..jus hope she'll b quiet and stop argue-ing with her partner [nahin]
#6 what is 6 to you? ``lijuan
ermxx..a friend? we're kinda close too..
#7 is 9 funny? describe her. ``xinyi
err..not really i guess.. she's pretty serious about stuff ((:
#8 would you ever hang out with 12?``jo-gor
mebe??((: but its kinda awkward ((:
#9 what interest and hates do you have with 5. ``sandra
hmm.. we are **** ****..well this she will nou.. not for busy bodies to nou!!l0ls
#10 What if 15 is seating beside you? ``chunhui
hmm.. i duno.. she's older than me..
#11 What happens if you find out that 10 has a special fren? ``apple
nth.. she's just a normal friend.. dont hang out often
#12 what do you think of 7?``rujun
a smartie!! and serious at her work too.. cn be pretty funny at times
#13 how did you meet 1?``shermaine
during sec1.. class of 1d1'o6!!
#14 what is 13 to you?``angelica
another one of my friends during p-school.. an ANGEL[ica]
#15 describe 2s character``josephine
hmm.. jose.. wht cn i say??
#16 what if 9 slaps you?``xinyi
she wun((: she's a nice girl:))
#17 Whatever 1 says will you say whatever..``shermaine
nahh.. i will at least have a reply.. nt jus whatever..
**still listening to EVAN's songs..l0ls**
omg... my com's lagging...! argh..
btr hurry up and post more quizzes ((:

guess what.. this was posted in lyssetta's blog on MY bday!

Layer ONE
On the Outside:
Name: Samantha
Birth Date: 12jan93
Current Status: .
Eye Color: black i think
Hair Color: brownish.. due to swimming((:
Righty or Lefty: Righty
Zodiac Sign: capricorn/monkey...
Layer Two
On the inside:
Your Heritage: ???
Your Fears: creepy-crawlies[eww...]
Your Weaknesses: im not too sure..
Your Perfect Pizza: Hawaiian topped off with tons of cheez and pineapples(x
Layer THREE
Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow
Your thoughts first waking up: where's my hp...((:
Your Bedtime: is a time to escape from reality
Your most missed memory: the camps in sec school and my p-school fwends!
Layer FOUR
Your Pick
Pepsi or Coke: coke
McDonald’s or Burger King: McDonalds((:.
Adidas or Nike: adidas.. i guess
Lipton tea or Nestea: i duno.. i dun really drink tea..(x
Chocolate or vanilla: both!l0ls..luv vanilla ice-cream, hot choc and chocolate bars!
Cappuccino or coffee: dun0.. nvm tried both..
Layer FIVE
Do you
Smoke: Nopexx
Curse: yea.. when m angry i think..
Layer SIX
In the Past Month
Drank alcohol: Nopexx
Gone to the mall: yeah.. tonnes of times..
Been on stage: i dun think so... wait.. i DID!!
Eaten sushi: hmm ya..
Dyed your hair: nahh.. cnt.. but wana highlight..
Layer SEVEN
Have You Ever?
Played a stripping game: NO WAY!
Changed who you were to fit in: i guess so..im always changing

Layer EIGHT
Age you’re hoping to be married: i duno.. nvr thawt about that
Layer NINE
In a Girl/Guy
Best eye colour: i duno..
Best hair colour: black/brown??
Short or long hair: short.
Layer TEN
What Were You Doing
1 minute ago: doing this post..
1 hour ago: revising science.
4.5 hours ago: reading FF and listening to EVAN's songs
1 month ago: got a new pair of specs
1 year ago: i duno.. im forgetful
Layer ELEVEN
Finish the sentence
I love: chocolates.. and my two present besties
I feel: GREAT..have been using the comp since 9??
I hate: HER
I hide: my feelings..
I miss: p-school friends
I need: a break from reality..
Layer TWELVE
Tag 5 people
??? i duno what this means.. so i wun care...l0l((:

``i editted it tho.. to stuff about myself..``

Last friend you:
1. Saw: shermaine and josephine
2. Talked to on the phone: i duno?
3. Texted:shermaine
4. Got a text from: shermaine?
1. Tasted: i duno
2. Better than yesterday: playing the comp for hours!
3. What were you doing two hours ago: revising for science

Tomorrow:
1. Is: sunday?
3. Dislikes about tomorrow: nothing really

Favorite:
1. Number: 12,15
2. Season: winter((:
3. Colour: black white pink orange
Currently:
1. Missing: nothing i guess
2. Mood: really-HAPPY!feeling sick too
3. Wanting to: tuck into dinner and watch TEEVEE
CLASS OF 2d1'o7
who is the chairman?.
ben
who is the vice-chairman?.
shermaine
who is the joker?
nahin and kenneth?
who is the funniest?
nahin and kenneth?
who is very talkative?
the TWO huipings
who is very quiet?.
the PENGUINS
who is very rebelious?
i duno..
who is very cowardy?
not sure..
who is very cool?
duno [again!!! argh is this my class??]
who sleeps all the time in class?
yiqing
who is a drama-queen? (or king)
i dont think hav bahh
who is very sensitive?
shermaine
who folds her skirt too high?
yiqing bah.. she fold until very obvious
who is very serious?
josephine, shermaine and rujun
who is very childish?
me???jose and sher always say that
who is the pervert?
the guys in my class.. they're SICK
who is very nerd?
kang qim?
who is very flirt?
a "SPECIAL" someone
who is very vain?
veronica bahss
who is very restless?
no idea..
who is very annoying?
the two jokers and their 'gang'
who is very act?
that "SPECIAL" someone
that's all for now bahhs..
well i see if i cn post some pics tmr...
BYES!

, 2:14:00 PM

well.. i feel like posting
but.. gt nothing btr to post
so i ripped this off my sista's blog
whu ripped it off god nous where..

l0ls((:
here goes!!! :

started on : 2.22pm

1.Honestly what color is your shirt?
-ermms..white + a mickey mouse and donald duck pic..[my pjs :p]
2. Honestly, whats on your mind?
nothing much... jus the exams and EVAN!
3. Honestly, what are you doing right now?
listening to EVAN'S songs + revising + surfing the net
4. Honestly, have you ever been inlove ?
mebe ((:
5. Honestly, have you done something bad today?
nopexx...((: [cept for playing comp w/o parents permission and eating in the room]
6. Honestly, do you watch disneychannel?
nopexx.. the girl u see here is deprived of childhood :((
7.Honestly, who is the last person you talked to on the phone?
hmm.. lemme think.. its sher i guess :))
8.Honestly, are you jealous of somebody right now?
nahh..
9. Honestly, what makes you mad most of the time?
my parents && HER
10. Honestly, do you bite your nails?
no.. but used to i guess... :p
11. Honestly, do you use anyone?
mebe.. im not too sure myself d:
12. Honestly, do you want to see someone this very moment?
yeaps..my gor.. havent seen him in a LONG time
13. Honestly, do you have a friend you don't like?
yeah.. 3 of them i guess.. 1 is pretty much on the on-off list
14. Honestly, do you love someone very much?
previously: YES, now: NO
15. Honestly, does anyone like you?
i dont know of any..

moving on....

DIFFERENT EMOTIONS SURVEY
1. What do you do when you're mad?
cry?? or mebe SNACK OUT!!! woohoo!
2. What's the worst thing you've done when you were mad?
i dont rmb ;))
3. Ever made anyone cry when you were mad?
i guess nt bahhs..
4. Do you swear when your mad?
YES.. alot i think..in my head though
5. When was the last time you really cried?
its pretty much a while ago
6. Ever cried yourself to sleep?
yeaps...
7. What usually makes you cry?
anything that im depressed with??
8. Are you normally a happy person?
pretty much.. childish too..
9. Does being with your friends makes you happy?
YEAH! especially with those two i've been going out with RECENTLY
10. When people say they think you are good looking/pretty, do you get happy?
yea..i mean like.. DUHH...whu wont?
ended at : 2.32pm [both surveys((:]

Friday, May 04, 2007, 3:48:00 PM

today is the 5th day
we went out WITHOUT HER
well
to me this is quite an ACHIEVEMENT
i mean..
look at it this way
if SHE keeps irritating u
and like u would definitely
feel left out if SHE were to go
would U wan HER to go?
no rites?
we bought alot of stuff
those identical ones
there's a bunch of 'em
eg. two sets of NEOPRINTS
pink rubberbands
for tying hair..
its 6 rubberbands combined to form one
yeah... about there...
stuff that we bought during these five days
if i rmb correctly
we went there jus to eat lunch TWICE
but its still counted rites?
l0ls
if i hv the time
mebe i'll UPLOAD some NEOPRINTS here
i guess soon..
cus i gt some scanned in already..
((:
``will upload nxt time:))