im at the crossroads, deciding between love and hate. the dull throb of my heart starts to pick up its speed. it's a downward spiral.
last night had reopened wounds, wounds that i'd like to remember, but rather not.

ok, no crap, i'll just let the pics do it all for me(:


































































yes! complete! i dont feel like crapping on and on about it now, so maybe when i wake the next morning(: haha, facebook also have, if you're interested in taking these:D prom with the Aones is never the same, ever(:

videos:D





















the videos are the best, by far(:

it's finally the damn end of Os! and so, of course calls for a post to celebrate!(: last paper was chem P1, so i didnt study:x oh well(:

but seriously, the holiday mood set in like, after the POA paper?:P cause there was approx. a week before the MT paper. yes, so~ being girls, we went shopping!(: for prom clothes of course. i didnt think it would take that long to search for a freaking dress. monday, i think we went orchard? we (as in, after4 plus peiqi&qianhua) walk around almost all of orchard luh. from far east, to ION, wisma, orchard central and what not. after chinese is back home first, then met mummy at orchard to go far east and ransack the whole mall:D lols, found the dress! phew, that took like 2 whole days of walking to find D: next day went to JP with alicia, rachel and peiqi. rachel bought the dress at JP(: the rest of us had dresses already(: met with them during lunch and then to search for my sash and shoes~!:D

headed down to cineleisure next, to find their accessories(: damn sian, like, went to orchard 3days in a row~ no shopping for me on thursday~:P damn tired~ then today, is resting day too! be going out on the weekends i guess, to find my accessories?(:

the end is near.

whee~ current craze: heo youngsaeng&dubu:D

not much of an update. more like, adverts:x


credit: mingyi(: anyone wants either one of it? just leave me a message:D

english paper was... ok:/ haha, olevels. dont want to talk about it):

we all look damn awake, right~ but, the time this picture was taken was around 6am?!

whoopies, a great success for the last minute organising of this small [ok, not so small, that's like around half the class already(:] group of people who went to the airport early in the morning to send mr ong off(:

only starting sending out all the messages at like, 8pm? so, had like about 4 hours at the most to arrange everything before i knock out(: thank god peiwei's organising it with me, and also being able to find his flight details. [credits to me~ haha:D]

success! everyone woke up on time, with a few exceptions here and there~ haha, got mummys and daddys driving us there, so we were damn early. but mr ong left his house at the time we reached changi~

peiwei said i look like the one going off on a trip instead of mr ong :P haha, spread out over a few rows in case mr ong didnt come from row3. the guys at row1, rach and ali at row2, genglin at row3, jiaxian at row4 and me, pq, hw at row5. well planned, right?:D

anyway, he was shocked:D he begged us to not go already, but still, a lot of them still wanted(: everyone woke up at like, 4, 5am just to meet up and arrive at the airport at 6am.

love it(: bet all the other teachers were absolutely envious